A/N: Hey been a week or so since I updated..that'll be my usual time for long updates. Sowwie I hope u guys are patient :) lol enjoy reading.
Disclaimer: Nope..not owning it. I also do not own the song "Don't wanna be in love" by Good Charlotte.
Chapter 13: Say I don't wanna be in love.
"Shes going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if theres more
Than he gave shes looking for"
I am laying on my bed, it is daylight out but I am still in my room. Radio is playing because there is nothing else better to do and I really didn't feel like taking a nap..don't want to hurt my other hand. I grimace and feel the pain in my hand. Stupid dresser Stupid Adrian.
He calls her up
"Hes trippin on the phone now
He doesnt want her out there
And alone now
He knows shes movin it
Knows shes using it
Now hes losing it
She dont care"
I hum along to the song, remember I used to like this song but since things started happening, all this mess, I haven't gotten the chance to listen to much music.
"Everybody put up your hands
Say I dont wanna be in love
I dont wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If youve got nothing left
Say I dont wanna be in love
I dont wanna be in love
Back it up now
Youve got a reason to live
Say I dont wanna be in love
I dont wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Dont be afraid to get down
Say I dont wanna be in love
I dont wanna be in love"
I start singing the lyrics and laughing, because the way things have been going it sounds like these lyrics were right on about love. I think about Christian and well..maybe that aren't that dead on because I love him and love being love with him..its just all the events that had to happen for this is what I hate.
:He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hate it
That girl was fine
But she didnt appreciate him"
These words espicially hit when it comes to Christian. But not with me..I mean when he was with Lissa. She didn't appreciate anything from him. I jumped up on my bed getting a random crazy burst of energy and start jumping up and down singing along. I must be going crazy but fuck it..I don't care.
"She calls him up
Shes tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he aint comin home now
Hes tryin to forget her
Thats how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together"
I'm acting like a kid, I know, but I can't stop jumping around and singing loudly to the music. I am so fucking tired of everything and this is making me feel better so if no one likes it they can suck a-...toe. I laugh at myself. a toe? really?
"Everybody put up your hands
Say I dont wanna be in love
I dont wanna be in love
Feel the bea-"
All a sudden my music was turned off, but it was one of those moments that you don't expect so you end up singing like 5 more seconds before you realize the music is playing no more. I stop singing and as I turn around I see Christian standing in my room with his finger on the power button of my radio. He looked like he was about to burst out laughing but held it back by biting his lip and smirking. I shook my head and turned a bit red from embarrisment, jumped off my bed and looked at him while smiling.
"How long have you been standing there?" I ask him.
"Long enough to see you shake your ass and sing like a crazy women. And what fine ass that is." He smiles and walks over to me wrapping his arms around me. I playfully smack his arm but give him a kiss on his lips.
"So first you come in my room without me knowing, watch me like a pervert, then turn off my radio, and now your trying to get my ass. Damn." I joke and he started laughing.
"Ah well, you know how I am. Can't help it." He looks at me and I look back and I suddenly have that warm fuzzing fealing of pure love that its overwhealming. He pulls me in a bit tighter and kisses me, except this kiss is more passionate. I suddenly feel his tounge reaching out to touch my bottom lip, so I open my mouth granting him access. He slides his tounge in my mouth and I slightly moan from the sensation of lust that starts to come over me. I touch his tounge with my own and before you know it we are on my bed in a full on make out session.
I am laying on my back and he is halfway on top of me and halfway on the bed. I feel his warm hand slide down from my hair to my shoulder to my side and down to my leg. He pulls my leg up to wrap around him and I can feel something press into me. I blush and know that he is enjoying this as much as I am. He is slowly grinding up against me and I moan into his mouth.
He pulls back and looks at me. I know what he's asking.
"Christian I..."
AN: Cliffie! lol sorry I did this but I need to know if you guys want a sex scene or what? I have to be careful cuz I don't want to turn this story into a sour lemon lol Just review and let me know please!