A/N: Hey guys :) my awesome readers lol sorry it took so long, but I been plannin for my 17th birthday, and my senior year :))) lol but here it is..enjoy. And p.s, this is a lemon chappie sooo yeah..

Disclaimer: What a birthday gift it would be to own VA..

Chapter 14: I'd say it's love

"Christian I..." I looked at him and hesitated. I really had no clue wether I really wanted to go all the way or not.

He smiled and caressed my cheek.

"Hey, if you don't want to I understand. Don't feel pressured." I smiled and kissed him. I didn't say anything but started unbuttoning his shirt and kissing his chest.

I hear him gasp as I suck on his skin and run my hands down his chest as I unbutton the last of his shirt. He moves to take it off and throws it somewhere in my room, then I feel him run his hands through my hair. I look up at him and I see the want, the need in his eyes. I know my eyes mirror his.

"I love you."

"I love you too Chris-" He then pulls me up to him and kisses me with all he has before the words get to leave my mouth. I moan as I feel his hands run along my sides. He slips his hands under my shirt and graze the skin right under my bra. I shivered and he pulled back to look at me.

"You sure you want to do this?"

"Yes, I'm really sure." I know I'm sure, I can tell we love each other and I want him to be my first.

Christian then reached down to the end of my shirt and pulled it up, I lifted my arms above me and he slid it off. He looked down on my almost bare chest and smiled. I felt his finger lightly touch me and trace my skin around my bra, I shivered from the sensation it was giving me.

We looked at each other and I felt such a lust that I haven't felt since that night the lust charm was put on...him and I.

Suddenly Christian and I started kissing hard and fast and I felt him shift to be more on top of me. He was slightly grinding his pelvic into mine and I could feel his hardness push into me, when I felt that I gasped and arched my back. Christian pulled back from kissing me with a small smile playing on his lips. He then leaned down to my ear, and I could feel his warm breath on my skin.

"You like that huh?" He whispered sexily. Before I could answer he pushed against me again and I could feel that he was rock hard.

I moaned loudly and arched up again, this time he put his arm under me to hold me in that posistion, with my back arched up and my chest pressed against him. He started kissing my neck and licking it slightly with his tounge. I was in heaven.

"Oh my god, this is so amazing." I said softly as I closed my eyes. I felt Christians hand (the one not under me) roaming down my body. His hands grazing down my skin on my side down to my stomach and to my jeans. I felt his other arm lower me back down and him pull back slightly. He looked at me and winked, to which I smiled at. He used both hands unbotton my jeans and pull down the zipper, then he hooked his fingers inside and slowly pulled down both my panties and my jeans down, first to my knees and then down lower and finally all the way off. I closed my legs instantly when he through my pants to the side and as he turned back to me he just sort of laughed a little as he saw my closing my legs.

"Rose, my love, we can't do anything if your legs are closed sweetheart." He smiled and ran his hands on my knees and down my legs. I smirked.

"What? Mr. Ozera doesn't know how to spread some legs to get what he wants?" I teased him. He smiled again and I slowly felt his hands slide inbetween where my knees where pushed together.

"Oh, you mean like this?" He then slowly push my legs apart and I gasped at the sudden air hitting the ever growing wetness in my middle. He ran his hands up and then to my breast, he gave a little sqeeze and I moaned again slightly. He reached behind me and unsnapped my bra and slid down the straps. He removed it completely and then through it behind him where it landed with my jeans. He looked down on my bare breast and had a look of both lust and amazment.

"God your so beautiful. Your body is...I can't even explain it..just, like a wonderland. I love it almost as much as I love you." I smiled and felt my heart flutter at his words. He leaned down and kissed my, but so sweetly. I kissed him back then I reach down started unbutoning his jeans, wanting to see him and feel him. I slid down his pants and his boxers, pulling them the rest of way down that I couldn't reach with my hands by my feet. He kicked them off himself.

I ran my hands down his chest and looked down to see his, well, dick that was suprizingly bigger than I last saw on our little night of almost-all the way fun. I reached my hand down and touched it, at which his reaction was one I hoped for. He thrusted his hips forward and hissed through his teeth in pleasure. I smiled.

"You like that huh?" I repeated his words from earlier then I grabbed ahold of his hardness and pumped it slowly in my hand. He melted.

"Mm..feels so good.." He said while moving his hips with my hand. I kissed him and then I felt his hand reach down and touch my wet core. I moaned instantly in his mouth. I picked up the pace, jerking him off a little faster. He moved his index and middle finger over my clit and rubbed in small circles. We started breathing faster and I felt so lost in lust and love.

"Rose...sto..stop..I'm gunna co, come if you keep go-ing." Christian stuttered out as he, to my dissapointment, stopped rubbing me and moved my hand away gently.

"What if I wanted you to?" I pouted. He looked at me still breathing hard and laughed.

"There will be time for that still." He reached over to his jeans and pulled out his wallet. He opened it up and pulled out a little foil wrapper.

"Ah, so you came prepared? You knew this was gunna happen eh?" I poked him.

"Haha, no I always come prepared...with you, you just never know." He laughed and I hit his shoulder lightly but he caught it and kissed my hand.

"You sure you want to do this? I mean you really really sure babe?" He looked at me and I could tell he really cared about if I was ready or not.

"Yes, I am completely sure." I reached up and kissed him. He kissed me back then opened the package up and pulled the condom out. He rolled it on his length and then posistioned himself inbetween my legs. He looked down me and touched my face. He then bent down and kissed me and as his lips touched mine he pushed himself into me. I gasped in pain and felt the tears roll down my face.

Christian pulled back and looked at me and cringed.

"I'm sorry Rose." He wiped the tears from my face and looked at if he was in pain from seeing me hurt.

"No no its okay, its supposed to hurt.. keep going." I gave him a small smile, wrapped my arms around his neck, and kissed him.

He bit his lip but moved and pushed himself in again, it hurt like hell but...it was a good kind of hurt. He started slowly and kept kissing my face all over.

"I love you." He said as he pushed in more deeper this time.

"I love you too." It started feeling good after a bit, and our breathing was getting heavy again. He pushed in and out of me, and I felt myself getting wetter. He started going a bit faster and soon I gasped in a bit of pleasure. When he heard this he moved in me deeper and faster. We were moaning and I started feeling something build in me...a feeling I knew all too well from night alone with my own hand. I kissed him really hard and passionatly.

"Chris- ooooo,, babe im going to come." I said while arching my back up and moaning like crazy. I heard him grunt and then his fingers reached down to pinch and play with my nipples. I gasped and came at the same time I heard him groan and felt warmth coming from him down there.

"Baaaby..oh my..god." Christian said as he made his thrust into me. He stopped and collapsed on top of me. After a few minutes of catching our breaths he looked up at me at the same time I looked at him. I smiled and kissed him.

"That was so fucking-"

"Amazing? Fantastic? Mind-blowing?" He interupted me and smirked. I laughed.

"Yes. Your amazing in bed. I love you so much." He kissed me again one my lips then on my forehead.

"I love you so much more."

A/N: Ok..well my first time writing a lemon chapter so be nice! lol Hopes you liked.