Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS. Full disclaimer in chapter one.

Warnings: this story may content slash Male+Male, adult content and violence.

Pairing: Timothy Mcgee/ Anthony Dinozzo.

Chapter 5.

The thoughts ran on speed in his head, he was going to die, he knew it. He was as good as dead and the only thing he could keep saying.

"I.. I'm sorry Tony I… I didn't mean to…" What the fuck is wrong with me? He stepped back as far as he could get until the wall stopped him, should he run? Or should he let the older agent hit him?

He didn't have much time to think before Dinozzo moved closer, slowly, silently and starring at him. Normally Mcgee always knew tony's mood from looking in his dark green eyes, but this time he could not set the finger on what mood he actually was in.

As Tony got closer Tim closed his eyes hard, trying to prepare for the hit he was doing to get and as he felt Tony close to him, he clenched his hands against the wall.

He kept his eyes closed for what felt like hours and nothing happened, slowly he opened his eyes and looked right into Tony's, for a moment he did not think at all, like the time stopped just at that moment.

He could feel his cheeks burn and his heart throbbing fast in his chest.

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His world had been turned upside down in a few seconds when Tim's lips had touched his, the tickling in the stomach became bigger and his mouth felt dry.

Now he looked into the pair of eyes a little below him, He slowly leaned forward and gently touched Tim's lips with his. Just as they did the door to the room started to open and just in time, Tony backed off to see Abs on her way in with her big smiling face.

"Toony! You're already up? You should be laying in your bed you know!." She came over and gave him a hug.

He couldn't help but put up a smirk, "yeah yeah I know but I really did need to go to the bathroom and I still do" with what he finally got to the bathroom door.

And as he stood at the mirror he couldn't help but stroking his fingers over his mouth still feeling the gentle kiss, just as he did he remembered the rule, oh if Gibbs found out he was dead.

He could only hear the talking in the room next door as murmur and with a sigh he sat down for a moment, what was going too happened?

As he finally got himself to go out again and face them he saw the two of them sitting in the 2 chairs in the corner, Mcgee trying to act like nothing happened but he could see his nervousness from a long distance.

"Hey are you talking behind my back" looking at Abs she played her hurted face "No of cause not we could never do that"

"Well I better get going, so much to do, so little time" and with that she sighed and got up, same did Tim. "yeah, I .. I better go to, see you tomorrow I guess" He had hoped Tim would stay, but he knew he was too embarrassed to face him and with flushed cheeks Mcgee stepped away and turned out the door.

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It had all happened so fast that he felt like his head was going to explode, the feeling of the older agents breath against his lips, his smell and the gentle touch. It had all got him to lose the felling of the ground underneath him, and just as he noticed the door open he had started to panic, afraid of someone stepping in to their "action".

With luck Abby didn't stay long so he had an excuse to leave the hospital even though he knew that Tony knew it was to get away.

He sat on his desk in total auto mode, not seeing what happened around him but just half focusing on the boring paperwork and half thinking of what happened this morning.

He wasn't sure if Tony had mend it or if it was one of his pranks he used to play, he surely did not hope that cause then it was going to be a painful year.

"grab your gear, we got a dead naval officer" as hearing that he got out of his auto mode and got up, it was time to work, worries had to come later.

As they got to the place they got assigned on different things and he had photograph every detail inside the house, in the middle of the living room laid the dead officer, shot two times in the chest. With that he immediately had his thoughts on the special agent but tried to shake it off.

As he walked around, taking pictures he saw something under the sofa.

"Think we got the murder weapon boss" he took another picture before taking the hand under the sofa and reaching for the gun.

What he found, he wasn't prepared on, as he got a grab of the gun and pulled it out from under the sofa a cut off hand was holding on to the gun, in reflex he dropped it, taking a breath before calling for his teammates, they had another dead body.

As he drove home he could feel the tiredness in his body, he did had attention to go talk to Tony after work, but they had so much that it's was late and Dinozzo what probably sleeping by now, so instead he drove home trying to get some sleep at least.

He hadn't got a lot of sleep last night, all the thoughts running through his mind, and as his got in his car and drove to work, he couldn't help but think that this was going to be one hell of a bad day.

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He put up his usually flirting smile to the nurse that came in, she was cute but not in the same way, he actually didn't date that many women anymore. "So… when can I go home" he made a look trying to say, Hey I'm fine kind of thing.

The young nurse smile and laughed "you miss your work that much Agent Dinozzo" she didn't say it like a question but like a statement. "Well your wounds look good, but we still want you here for a couple of days to make sure that's no infection in it and that you're not in too much pain" she gave him a clap in the shoulder, and as she did he noticed the ring on her finger.

"He's a very lucky man"

She smiled and looked at the ring "probably me that's luckier" she said and turned the ring around her finger, like she was thinking of memories.

She gave him one more clap on the shoulder and turn around to go, before she got out the door she turned and said "And I believe you're very lucky too, he cares about you" and with that she walked out the door, the agent trying to get her picture.

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Again im sorry for the late updates, but with one horse, driver licenses to take, this and a NCIS youtube channel to update its hard to make it all at one time .

And even harder when you're not inspired.