Tragedy of Love

Rating: NC-17 (Adult Language, Sexual Situations – gay sex)

Disclaimer: Luke, Noah, and all related characters, plots, and locations are property of As the World Turns, Telenext Media, and CBS Television. No profit is made from this fan creation. No copyright infringement is intended!

Special thinks to ElinaSlavina for help with editing the story.

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Chapter 3

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After the kisses ended Luke said, "Noah, I want you."

"Are you sure, Luke? After everything we've been through, maybe now isn't…" asked Noah.

"My biggest dream was writing before you came along. Since then, you've been my biggest dream, Noah. I lost that for a while but I want it back." pleaded Luke.

"Same here." replied Noah as he kissed Luke again. "Come on; let's go to my hotel room."

They walked down stairs hand in hand and walked out the door to Noah's rented car and headed off to the hotel.

When Luke and Noah got to the hotel, they saw reporters waiting for Noah, so they drove around to the kitchen entrance and went up the staff elevator to Noah's room.

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Once in the room, Noah asked again "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes." Luke said with lust in his eyes.

"This won't solve any of our problems, Luke." said Noah.

"I've been numb for so long, Noah. I need to feel something to feel something." replied Luke. "Does that even make sense?" he said with a giggle.

"I get your meaning. You've shut off your feelings and you need something to open that door back up." said Noah.

"You always did get me." replied Luke peacefully.

Noah pulled Luke into a hug and started kissing him. Their mouths immediately opened and their tongues drifted into each others' mouths. Noah broke the kiss and started kissing Luke's neck, causing Luke to moan.

He looked Luke in the eyes and began to unbutton Luke's stripped shirt. When all the buttons were undone, he slipped it off Luke's shoulders and let it hit the ground. He noticed right way that Luke was too skinny but he stood there memorized by Luke's muscular hairy chest and began to rub his hands all over it. He reached for Luke's belt while he put his mouth over one of Luke's nipples.

He knelt down on his knees and slipped off Luke's shoes, socks and then his pants. Luke was completely naked. Noah stood back up and looked lustfully at Luke.

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"Luke, were you with him or anyone?" asked Noah. He was afraid of the answer but asked anyway.

"No, I haven't been with anyone other than you." replied Luke.

"I haven't either." said Noah.

"I think we should use a condom, just until we get tested." Luke said truthfully. "Can't be too careful."

"I agree." replied Noah as he pulled Luke into another kiss.

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Noah fell down on his knees and took Luke into his mouth. Luke continued to moan as Noah worked over his erection.

Soon enough, Luke was pulling him up off his dick as he was afraid he was going to cum.

Luke took off Noah's tie and started unbuttoning his shirt as they kissed. Luke ran his hands over Noah's muscular hairless chest.

"Wow, you've toned up quite a bit. It's hot." Luke said with fire in his eyes as he started kissing Noah again.

He pushed Noah against the wall and reached for Noah's belt. While taking the belt off, Luke slipped his hands inside Noah's clothes, feeling all around.

"God, Luke, you're making me so hot." Noah moaned with pleasure.

"I aim to please." teased Luke.

He kissed his way down Noah's chest until his knees hit the floor. He pulled down Noah's pants and underwear with a tug and took Noah into his mouth.

"I missed your mouth on my dick, Luke." moaned Noah as he leaned against the wall. "Take it all the way…" Before he could finish, Luke was hitting bottom. "Uuuhhh… that's it." moaned Noah. Every time Luke hit bottom, Noah would moan with pleasure.

Noah pulled Luke up. He reached over into his luggage and pulled out a bottle of lube and some condoms and walked with Luke over to the bed.

"Noah, I need you in me. I need to feel again." pleaded Luke.

Noah laid Luke on the bed and laid down next to him. He pressed his naked body into Luke's. After a few minutes of rubbing against each other and kissing, Noah once again began to kiss his way down Luke's body.

He brought Luke's knees to his chest and began to rim Luke. He moved back up and started sucking on Luke's dick and balls while he reached for the lube and started lubing up Luke's ass.

"I'm going to be tight; you will need to loosen me up, Noah." Luke said with a moan. What Noah was doing to his body kept him sexually aroused.

Noah slipped one finger into Luke's ass. He slowly slid it down to his knuckle.

"That's it… ohh yeah… now move it around a bit." Luke told Noah. Noah complied.

Luke began to cry from the sexual pleasure he was receiving. "It's been so long, Noah, just way too long." he moaned out.

Noah added a second finger and started to move it in and out. He then took both those fingers and surrounded Luke's prostate and was gently rubbing it. Luke's eye's started rolling back and Noah knew that he was bringing a lot of pleasure to Luke.

Noah added a third finger slowly and began to really open Luke up. His own cock was rock hard with excitement from the pleasure that he knew would come soon.

"Now, Noah, fuck me now." yelled Luke as he looked into Noah's eyes.

Noah put on a condom and began to slowly insert himself into Luke. Luke's face had a mixture of pain and pleasure in it. When he saw pain, he stopped until he saw pleasure but soon he was fully in.

"Oh, god, Noah, I've missed this so much." yelled out Luke.

Noah began to fuck Luke. Slowly at first but he picked up the pace as Luke got more comfortable with his size again.

"That's it, Noah, fuck me!" Luke yelled. "I'm cumming, Noah, I'm cumming." Luke's body shook in pleasure as he sprayed a large load on his stomach.

Noah was still sliding in and out as Luke was cumming and after Luke's orgasm subsided, he continued fucking him senseless. Noah then pulled out and flipped Luke over onto his hands and knees and entered him again, making sure he was sliding his erection along Luke's prostate. Tonight was all about pleasuring Luke.

"Lay down on the bed." Noah demanded and Luke complied. Noah then began to drive down his entire length into Luke and then pull out to the tip. Luke's moaning continued to get louder and more frequent. His head was sliding side to side against the bed. Noah continued this until he was ready to orgasm.

"Cum with me Luke." demanded Noah.

Noah began to cum. It was the most intense orgasm he's ever had. He thought he was never going to stop shooting. Luke came again, shooting a load onto the bed.

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After they came to their senses, Noah pulled out of Luke slowly and Luke just laid there without moving. All his strength was gone. He was completely wiped out. Noah cleaned them both up with a towel.

"I'm so sorry Noah. I've been such an asshole. I'm so…" as Luke began to bawl.

"Shh, Luke, it's ok. I'll forgive you, if you can forgive me." replied Noah who was crying himself as he pulled him into a hug.

They both fell asleep holding each other tenderly.

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August 21, 2012.

Luke and Noah woke up still holding each other. They both smiled.

"Thank you for last night." Luke said with love.

"Thank you too. It was great." replied Noah with the same love. "I haven't had a good night sleep like that in a long time."

"Me either… um, what happens now?" asked Luke, as he laid his head on Noah's chest.

"First, you need a medical checkup. You are looking a little rough. You need to start taking better care of yourself." Noah said with concern.

"Yes sir." Luke said laughing.

"Then, well, I would like for us to try again. Luke, I live in Los Angeles now and that's where I need to be to make films, for now anyway." Noah said with certainty. "I know your family is here and…"

Mark burst into Noah's hotel room and stumbled upon Luke and Noah in bed. Mark too one whiff of the room and ran back out only to return with a bottle of air freshener. Both Luke and Noah started laughing.

"Oh, I'm so sorry." Mark said with excitement as he sprayed the room. "I was just so excited. Look at these reviews."

"Wow, look." Noah said with excitement. "Roger Ebert said it was the most moving film he's seen in decades. He gave it two thumbs up."

"Oh Noah, that's so exciting." Luke said with excitement.

"I didn't even know Roger was going to be there. The local press all gave rave reviews as well. The TV station is running the short promo you gave them along with their TV critic every half hour talking about how she's never been so moved from a movie before." Mark said in one breath. "I need to get the L.A. and NY Times newspapers, they had people there too."

"Breathe Mark, breathe." laughed Noah.

"Noah, do you know what just happened?" Mark asked Noah.

"No, what?" Noah seemed worried.

"You just arrived." Mark said with excitement before he went back into hysterics again, "I need to call the office now and get them up and working early today. I predict we are going to get a lot of calls." said Mark, as he ran out of the hotel room.

"No coffee for Mark." laughed Luke. Noah laughed with him.

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Luke and Noah sat there and read the reviews and turned on the TV to watch WOAK, still in each others arms. There was a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" yelled Noah.

"It's Lily and Holden." replied Lily.

He looked at Luke who didn't seem to move one inch, so he yelled out "Door's open."

Lily and Holden walked into the room and stopped and stared for a couple of seconds.

"Hi, Mom, Dad." said Luke with an innocent look on his face.

"Luke, Noah, what's going on?" asked a confused Holden.

"Well, we kind of agreed to work on our issues." said Luke with a grin.

"We can see that." said a worried Lily, as she sat on Noah side of the bed. "I hope that wasn't too soon." as she pointed to the bed.

"I don't think so." said Noah. "Besides, I haven't had sex in over two years and I was starting to get a little cranky." Luke, Holden and Lily laughed. "I think we needed to reconnect on this level to remind us of the feelings we have for each other. I think we will probably go slow from now on." Luke agreed.

"I'm going to make some changes." said Luke. "I'm going to talk to Grandmother about getting rid of Grimaldi Shipping. I want to sell it or give it to the Grimaldi's or whatever. I don't want to run it. I never did. I want to get back into writing. That's where my dream is, well one of my dreams." as he kissed Noah on his chest.

"Ok." said Lily and Holden with surprise.

"I'm also moving out." said Luke. "I'm moving to Los Angeles to be near Noah."

"You are?" Lily, Holden and Noah said together in shock.

"I can write and work on the foundation in Los Angeles. In fact, I bet we could do some good fundraising there." Luke said with excitement.

Lily got up from Noah's side of the bed and walked over to Luke's and gave him a hug with tears in her eyes. "I haven't seen you this excited in a long time."

"I haven't been, since Damian came back." said Luke. "I need to start to do things that I want to do, not what others chose for me."

"I'm happy for you son." replied Holden.

"Mom, can you make an appointment with Dr. Daniels for a checkup?" said Luke. "Noah thinks I look a little rough around the edges and says I need to take better care of myself."

Holden sat down on the bed next to Noah. "Thank you Noah for bring our Luke back." as he pulled Noah into a hug.

"It was my pleasure, Holden." Noah said.

"Yea, I bet." Lily laughed as Luke and Noah blushed. Holden started laughing so hard that he slipped off the bed onto the floor. Everyone laughed at what happened.

"We will get out of your hair. I'll order some room service for you." Lily said still laughing.

"Thanks Mom." said Luke. "Well be out to the farm in a couple of hours."

"Oh, the press is in the lobby looking for you, Noah." said Holden.

"Yeah, we need to be careful of that." said Noah. "Any misstep now could undo anything positive from last night. Mark already gave me his speech on how to behave in front of the press."

"We don't want any trouble now." replied Luke.

Lily and Holden left and room service came with a huge amount of food, especially cut up fresh fruit. They guessed Lily was listening to the healthy part.

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As they were eating, Noah said "Mark thinks I should open up my own production company. The crew I had on my film were first class and did a great job. He thinks I should keep them together."

"I think that's a great idea. The film turned out great. I think you should do it." Luke replied positively.

"Only if you will be my partner in it." said Noah.

"Me, why me?" Luke was surprised.

"Well, you can handle the writing side and I can handle the production side." replied Noah. "We can both live out our dreams together."

"That sounds good." replied Luke.

"So you will do it with me?" asked Noah, surprised that he didn't have to push harder.

"Of course, I will." replied Luke. "What do you think we should call it?"

"Nuke Productions" replied Noah.

"That's perfect." replied Luke as they kissed.