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I was already having second doubts coming with Damon. I felt wrong going with him to spy on Stefan. I should trust Stefan, he's the one I truly love; and I know for a fact, that if he still had feelings for Katherine, he would have surely told me. It's just the way Damon told me it…. It made me believe every single word.

Damon may appear as though he doesn't care about anyone or anything. Or that he's all about partying non-stop and being irresponsible; having no heart or feelings. His life a whole lie…

But I know that it's not true. The truth is, he does have a heart, feelings, and surely is responsible. The reason he comes off the way he does is because of ONE person, that person being Katherine. She tore him apart and then left him alone. She played him like an Xbox; she knew she could make him fall so hard for her. Everything about her appeared to be perfect; and the key word is 'appeared'. Truth is behind her beauty, and so called "kind heart", she was a true monster. So because of her, Damon never opens up to anyone; but me… at times.

We both arrived at Damon's and Stefan's house. Damon slowly let me down making sure, I wouldn't fall.

"So here we are… get ready for some drama" Damon said sarcastically; acting like a girl when he said 'drama'.

I laughed nervously, because I wasn't sure what would happen when I see Stefan. If he would be here or not, or would be here with… Katherine.

Damon must have sensed I was nervous when I laughed, because he stopped walking; automatically making me bump into him.

"Hey! Why'd you stop like that?"

He turned around to look at me.

"You're nervous aren't you?"

I looked down trying to avoid his gaze so he wouldn't see that I was definitely 100% nervous; I started to play with my fingers nervously, not wanting to answer him.

He lifted my chin up, and looked me straight in the eyes and tucked the hair that had falling in my face, behind my ears gently.

"Don't be. Look, I'm here and if anything goes wrong I'll step in. Ok?"

I nodded quickly, wanting to be done with all this.

We walked into the house, and I closed the door behind us.

Damon, of course, was walking over to the table, pouring himself a drink.

"So where are they?" I asked.

Damon shrugged his shoulders. "Probably out back doing you know what." He winked and made kissy faces at me.

I rolled my eyes at him, knowing Stefan would never betray me like that.

"Hey you never know. Knowing that slut, she's probably trying to seduce him." Damon said shaking his head, taking a sip of his drink.

"But come on, let's go." He said already walking out back, waving his hand for me to come.

I gulped knowing that this was it. This was the moment I would find out if Stefan is actually cheating on me with Katherine. I took a small step forward at first; then tried to catch up with Damon.

We slowed down when we heard two voices talking. We both figured it was Stefan and Katherine.

We both bent down behind a bush and listened carefully to what they were saying.

"I love you Stefan, you have to believe me on that." Katherine said, sitting down next to Stefan holding both of his hands.

I heard Stefan sigh, after what she said. I bit down hard on my lower lip hoping he wouldn't fall for the trick she was trying to pull.

"Oh yeah? And what about Damon? Or did you never really love him?"

"It's always been you Stefan; I will only ever love you. It was a mistake being with Damon, he was like a lost puppy. I felt bad for him." She frowned and put a hand on Stefan's cheek.

I took ahold of Damon's hand and held on tight; knowing what Katherine just said, cut him deep.

Stefan shook his head and looked down. "I don't know if I can trust you anymore Katherine; and you know I love Elena."

"Yes I know. I also perfectly understand that it's hard for you to trust me again; but I hope you'll give me a chance to gain your trust back." Katherine said, lifting Stefan's head up looking deep into his eyes.

I was still holding onto Damon's hand, squeezing his hand even harder; already losing feeling of my hand. I already knew what her next move would be, and I didn't want it to come.

I slowly stood up from behind the bushes and walked into view. Stefan didn't seem to sense I was there but I knew for a fact that Katherine did.

I watched Katherine slowly lean in closer to Stefan, slowing closing her eyes.

I clenched both of my hands tightly waiting for Stefan to notice what she was about to do; waiting to see if Stefan would move away from her.

…but he didn't.

Stefan just let her get closer and closer; their faces only about an inch apart.

"I love you Stefan" Katherine whispered and closed that one inch that separated their faces.

Everything was already starting to get blurry, I could start to feel my eyes water. I shook my head, seeing them kiss. Stefan already had both of his hands placed on Katherine's face, moving even closer to her.

I couldn't bare to see them kiss. I felt anger build up inside me, and I had to let it out.

"How could you Stefan!" I yelled. Tears were already running down my face.

Stefan let go of Katherine's face and turned fast to look at me. Sorry was written all over his face.

"It wasn't what it looked like Elena." Stefan pleaded.

"Oh really? That's a total lie Stefan and you know it! You were kissing her back! How hard is it to back away from her!"

"I-"

Stefan began to say, but I wasn't finished.

"You lied to me; to ME!" I pointed to myself; tears still running down my face.

"I thought you loved me Stefan. I thought you were over her. If you needed to talk to her, you know to get things out that you couldn't before. You could have just told me! I would've understood." I shook my head, trying to wipe the tears off my face. "But I guess that you don't trust me; and that you NEVER loved me! I guess you were just using me, to get over Katherine."

I looked over at Katherine, who was smirking at me; enjoying every moment right now.

I started to walk away not wanting to even hear what Stefan had to say; but Stefan grabbed my arm tightly before I could get away.

"Elena, no! You aren't just going to walk away before I had a chance to explain!" Stefan yelled at me. Obviously pissed after everything I just said.

"Stefan let go! You're hurting me!" I yelled back, trying to pull away; his grip getting tighter.

"Let go of her now Stefan!" I looked over and saw Damon come up from the bush.

"You just stay out of this! It doesn't concern you!" Stefan yelled at Damon, pulling me to him.

"The hell it doesn't!" Damon yelled back and tackled Stefan.

Stefan's hand finally off of me.