Last chapter everybody. Awww. Sad face lol.

Now as I stand up here, in front of all of you, I realize that what I have written isn't all that appropriate. I apologize.

I know that when this is over, you'll be saying how disrespectful that I am. I'm sorry if it seems that way, but I know that I respect him more than any of you ever have or will.

You know, I still haven't been able to read that note on the counter. I just happened to bring it with me. This might be the final breaking point for me. I might just end up crying right here after I read this thing. Anyway, here it goes.

Dear Mello,

I know I've been a royal S.O.B. to you. I'm really sorry. I want you to know that I loved you for many years and that I wished that we had more time to spend with each other. Basically, I'm at the end of my rope with life. It's not you, I swear. It's just life in general.

I know that I told you I wouldn't swim in the deep end of the lake, but how could I tell you to your face that I was going to kill myself? It's still pretty bad that I'm writing this out. I know you'll end up burning this letter once you're done reading it to anyone you can, so they get the true story.

Yes, I killed myself. Thank you, Mello for always being there for me. Thank you for loving me.

I have to go now. I will always love you, Mello. Nobody will ever replace you, where ever it is that I'm going.

Take care of yourself, for me.

Mail Jeevas

P.S.

I hate funerals too.

ENDDDDD I hope everybody enjoyed it. It was a pain to write since I was literally bored out of my mind while writing this.

Sorry again for all of my chapters being so damn short.