Thank you so much for your wonderful reviews and sorry it's taken so long to update. It's been a terrible few weeks for my family and haven;t had time to write. Hopefully now though i'll be able to update much more often x
"Oh man my head" thought Lilly as she grudingly woke up with a banging headache, noticing next that one, she was naked and two, there was someone cuddling up to her with their arm around her. "What happe....oh god" Her eyes shot open as she remembered what happened last night, slowly turning around and looking right at a sleeping Miley. Luckily enough a bath robe was within reaching distance so she sat up, holding the sheets against her to cover herself and praying Miley wouldn't wake up put it on and got out of bed a little unsteadily. Lilly was in shock, so many thoughts firing in her head. Who started it? Did this mean she was gay? Was Miley gay? She was in no state to attempt any answers so she quietly grabbed all her clothes that had been thrown around the room and some clean ones and a bottle of water from the mini bar and headed to the bathroom.
She locked the door and ran the shower then drinking half the bottle of water in one go and ditching the robe, stepped under the steaming water. Her mind refused to slow down and divert to any other subject, she just couldn't believe she'd just lost her virginity to Miley...and that she'd loved it. She felt nervous, vulnerable and scared of what all this meant for her friendship and the rest of her life. Frustration building she punched the wall and then leaned forward against it, letting out a few tears before composing herself and finishing her shower and brushing her teeth. Feeling just about human enough to return to the room and face Miley.
When Lilly slowly opened the door and re-entered the room she looked over at the clock, 9:48am, a lot earlier than she'd figured so really was no surprise that Miley was still sleeping soundly. Lilly took a seat by the window pulling her knees up to her chest and glancing between the stunning view of the City and the equally stunning view of a sleeping teen pop sensation. "Can't think like that. We have to forget this ever happened maybe then we can still be friends" As far as Lilly could see that would be the best course of action for the both of them... but still her mind wandered to what it would be like to walk down the hallways at school hand in hand, what it would be like to be sunbathing back home and be free to just lean over and kiss her. What it would be like to stand in front of all their loved ones and declare their unending love for each other. A little soon to be thinking of all this, after all sex can just be sex sometimes but she couldn't help the flood of images and feelings flowing through her.
She did love Miley, they'd said it to each other many times but it had only ever been interpreted as the love of one friend for another but maybe it could grow to something more. There had been times when she'd caught herself looking at Miley a little longer than intended and lingering a little longer over hugs than many people would deem necessary and now the events of the night before just made her analyse all her previous behaviours. Did Miley feel the same though? Had she planned last night? Had she secretly held feelings for her since before last night? Had Miley ever kissed another girl or slept with another girl before? And then there was Oliver to consider...
"Owwww my head!"Was Miley's first thought of the morning. She lifted her arm and placed it over her head, cutting out some of the light. "Oh shit! Lilly!" Was her second thought as she rolled on her side and opened her eyes wide, looking straight at Lilly sitting by the window, her face almost completely blank but for the confusion and beginnings of pain behind her eyes. Miley couldn't think of what to say. A line had definitely been crossed last night. Had Lilly planed this? Wanted it? Was she gay, was Lilly Gay? So many god damn questions!
Lilly looked so sad. Miley was worried. Did Lilly regret what happened last night cos she sure didn't. It was unexpected but great she secretly hoped they were strong enough as friends to be able to talk all this through. Was she disgusted? What did she think of her? Miley pulled her duvet closer around her, suddenly very aware of the fact she was naked and did not want Lilly to see her like that. Making eye contact with Lilly she stood up and walked over to her, Lilly stood too, walking to the mini bar and handing Miley a bottle of water.
Miley couldn't bear the silence, "Lilly I...." Knock knock knock, Lilly turned and answered the door
"Room service!" Said an overly cheerful guy that wheeled a small table with two covered plates and drinks into the room.
"We didn't order any" said Lilly confused.
"Yeah kitchen said you might say that and that I was to give you this." He handed them a plain envelope which Lilly opened and began to read
Dear Miley and Lilly, trust me on this one and eat the food. Best hangover cure ever I promise. Thanks a million again for the tip! Jasmine x
"Jasmine" said Lilly smiling and passing the note to Miley who looked it over and smiled too.
"I'll leave you two girls to it then" said the guy before he left, closing the door behind him.
Deliberately not looking at Miley Lilly lifted one of the lids off a plate. It did look good. A full English breakfast of eggs, bacon, hash browns, mushroom, baked beans, fried bread, toast and sausages and there was fresh orange juice and coffee too. She stared at it thinking it could feed a thousand but was suddenly starving. She looked over at Miley who looked at the food in much the same way she had before she looked up and finally made eye contact. For some reason Miley still couldn't read her so she just held the duvet tighter around herself and pointed to the bathroom "I'd uh better..."
"Yeah" said Lilly in reply knowing that they had a serious talk to have when she came back. "Miley nodded a little and headed to the bathroom and Lilly went back to her spot beside the window, each unaware that the other was desperately tying to come up with something to say to the other to convince her that it could only be a one off while desperately hoping it wouldn't be.
