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"What? Ryan, no! I have to go there, now." said she. Horatio nodded. She got to car.

"Ryan, please. Tell me that is not because of me." but she still knew it. It was because of she. At the hospital she asked where she can find him. His room was full of nurses and doctors. Eric was standing there too. "Eric! Is it bad?" asked she hysterically. He just shrugged. "I'm not sure. The doctors didn't say...much. By the way, we found ať his place this. There is your name on it." he gave her a small piece of paper.

With Ryan's writing was there:

If you would ever read this, honey, please remember, that I loved you. Yes, I'm talking about you, Natalia Boa Vista. I fell in love with you, since I saw you for the first time. You don't want me in your life anymore, so it's my pleasure. I will not hurt you anymore. I've already said everything to Alexx, my explanation of yesterday, but she didn't know about this. What I'm gonna do. So, I'm leaving. To a place which is quiet and peaceful. Or I even hope so. Please, find someone, who will really love you and who will be better then me. But even better, someone, who you will love. I'm kissing you on your sweet lips for goodbye. I love you, I always will.

She read the words again and again. And then, they were standing there in silence. Eric with worries in his face, Natalia with tears in her eyes. In an hour, the room was little bit emptier. Also Alexx, Calleigh and Horatio came and now, they were standing outside and talking with Eric. Natalia was sitting next to Ryan's bed, with his hand in hers. She was talking quietly. Almost whispering. "Ryan, please. You have to be strong. I know you are, you can get through this. For me. For us. For Horatio. For Alexx. And Eric and Calleigh. You can't just leave us. Because we love you. It will be alright. And I'm so sorry. About everything I've said before. This is my fault. I'm so sorry. For everything bad I've done. To you. Oh, Ryan." she started to cry and her tears fall down on Ryan's face.

She didn't hear somebody, who entered the room. She felt the hand on her shoulder.

It was Alexx. "He can't hear you, honey. But, it will be alright. Come here. It's not your fault, darling. It's not." she said and hugged her.

"I need to tell you something. He called me, yesterday afternoon. Asking me, if I could say this to you. I wasn't wondering, why he can't say that to you by himself. He said, that I will need to explain you, that yesterday morning, in front of the lab, that was his sister. But anyway he is apologizing. And he loves you. That's all, honey. He will be ok, sweetheart."

Natalia started crying even more. Alexx put her arm around her. Then, both of them were sitting next to Ryan's bed and waiting. Waiting for nothing. They were sitting there almost four hours, when something started happening. Alexx found out, that he is waking up and quickly left the room. Ryan opened his eyes.

" Natalia? Is this a dream or heaven? Possibly dream, because you are not dead, but I'm." he said softly. Tears ran to her eyes again. "Ryan! This is not a dream. I'm here. Right here, with you and for you. I'm sorry, sorry for everything bad I've done to you." she whispered.

Ryan shook his head. "Don't apologize, dream. Dreams don't have to. I'm happy now. Happy, if you are happy, Talia. My love. I hope you are and will be. Without me. My dream, please can you tell her this, and that I love her? That I love her so much, like nothing in the world." said he with smile on his face, still thinking that he was dreaming. She couldn't stay this anymore. "Ryan! I'm real. I'm here, with you. And I-" she didn't finish and kissed him softly on his lips. "And I love you." said she already.

"Talia? You are-" he caressed her cheak. "You are real. You are here with me and I'm alive." she kissed him again. "I'm so sorry, darling. For everything bad I've done. You almost die because of me. I'm just stupid, never let you explain, that thing, you know. Alexx said me that, already. You know, that the girl there, was your sister." she started, but he interrupted her with a kiss. "Stop apologizing, honey!" said he quietly.

"I can't, you almost die because of me. And I, I love you, Ryan." she said. "I love you too, Talia. My only love. My true love. Remember, that there is nothing or nobody in the world, which I love more then you, alright?" she almost started crying. Again. "Oh, Ryan. I will remember that. Always. "

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