"Tell me you want me," Blair breathed, shoving Chuck up against the wall of her bedroom.
Chuck swallowed hard, his breathing shallow. "He admitted it."
He didn't have to explain.
"Yes," Blair said angrily. "You were right."
"It was only a matter of time before it fell apart." Smirking, Chuck leaned in for a kiss only to be rebuffed as Blair turned her head away.
Blair fumbled with the top button of his trousers, freeing it as Chuck grabbed her hands, gripping them tightly at the wrists.
"Kiss me," he demanded.
She looked at him with scorn. "We don't do kisses."
"We do whatever I say we do," Chuck replied as his hands tangled in her hair, pulling her painfully to him.
Resisting, Blair tried to shove him away only to be pulled forcefully back against the length of his body.
Chuck gazed at her, his eyes dark and heavy, and just before he blinked she caught a look of something foreign, almost yearning, that made her breath hitch in her throat and her heart thunder in her chest.
Grabbing her hands again Chuck brought them to his cheeks, forcing her to cup his face. Leaning in he brushed his lips to hers in the gentlest of kisses, one that forced her to stop and re-evaluate the situation. Forcing back her need, she responded by softening her mouth, allowing him access. Tentatively she touched her tongue to his, only to have him pull away. Taking a moment he stared into her eyes, what he saw apparently pleased him because he swooped down to capture her mouth. Blair played along, her tongue dancing along his in a kiss that caught her off guard; leaving her breathless and aching for more.
"Tell me you want me," Chuck said, his voice filled with uncharacteristic longing.
Startled she regarded him through questioning eyes. "I want you," she echoed, surprising herself when she realized she actually meant it.
With a growl he pounced on her, his tongue thrusting, filling her mouth.
Blair responded hungrily, her hands reaching out to cup his already hard sex. Rubbing him through the fine linen of his trousers she smiled confidently as she felt him throb under the pressure of her touch.
Chuck's hand wandered up her skirt, tugging at the edge of her panties. Yanking them down, he found her clit, leisurely stroking as she moaned into his mouth.
Not content with that he slid first one finger then another into her hot sheath, almost forgetting to breathe when she clamped down on him. His lips slid over her neck, to suck over her collarbone, leaving a mark that would have her adding turtlenecks and scarves to her wardrobe for days. To his surprise she didn't complain this time. Almost eagerly she pressed herself closer to him, delighting in his touch.
Blair reveled in the dark freedom Chuck offered her. After Nate's betrayal all she had been able to think about was losing herself in Chuck, his mouth, his fingers, his tongue. Tonight she wanted it all. No longer was she going to save innocence for her golden knight, instead she would give it all to the dark prince.
"Make me forget," she begged him, her breath coming in harsh little pants.
Chuck watched her through hooded eyes, his lips curving into a leer. "I am going to fuck you until no one exists for you but me." He pulled his fingers from her pussy, licking first one and then the other clean. He groaned low in his throat at her taste on his tongue, sweet and thick as honey.
Twining his fingers around her wrists he walked her backwards toward the bed, shoving her roughly down upon the satin coverlet. Kneeling between her legs, he cupped her breasts in his palms, his thumbs scraping roughly against her already puckered nipples. Arching her back, desperately wanting more, Blair's hips rose off the bed to rub against him.
"So eager," he purred with satisfaction.
Slowly, without the slightest bit of haste, Chuck unbuttoned her blouse; removing her bra as if he was unwrapping a favored toy on Christmas. Blair sighed with annoyance at his lazy exploration, wriggling her hips to speed him along as he unzipped her skirt and drew it over her legs.
Once she was fully naked Chuck stopped and stared, his gaze lingering reverently over her rosy pink tipped small breasts, heating a path down over her puffy and aroused cunt lips to her dimpled knees and elegant feet. Taking a mental picture he memorized the dusting of freckles on her shoulders, the dainty beauty mark on her neck, the rounded curve of her hips and the soft O of her belly button.
Blair shivered at the rasp of Chuck's zipper as he drew his trousers off and his cock sprang free. Long and thick, it made her tremble with fear and desire all in one breath. Then he was licking her sex with slow, even strokes that left her mind fuzzy and free of all thoughts but her own pleasure. Toes curling, her hips rising off the bed, her whole body tightened as he latched unto her clit, sucking hard.
"Chuck," she moaned, "I need…"
"What do you need?" Chuck asked lazily as he plunged his fingers deep inside her warm depths. "Say it."
"Please," she begged as her hips rolled, the muscles of her firm thighs quivering. "Fuck me."
Sliding up her slick length, pushing her down into the mattress, he blanketed her with his warm body. "Only when I say so," he whispered and catching her earlobe with his teeth, he bit down softly.
Reaching up he snagged her wrists with one hand, forcing them over her head in a submissive posture. Parting the petals of her sex with his fingers, he rubbed the velvet tip of his cock against her wet opening, trying his damnedest to be gentle.
Spreading her thighs, pussy aching, Blair tried to stretch to accommodate him.
Tears blossomed in her eyes as she shifted, trying to ease the ache inside by taking him deeper within her. Blair moaned breathily and he answered, thrusting into her deeper, filling her, stretching her so tight she could feel the blood pounding in his cock.
"Relax," Chuck hissed through his teeth, as she clenched tightly around him. Pushing in further, he circled her clit with feather light touches.
Releasing her wrists, he gripped her face, forcing her to look at him as he shoved all the way in to the hilt. Against her will she gazed into the murky depths of his soul, as he moved inside her.
Tenderly Chuck's hand caressed her face, her jaw as he waited for her body to welcome his length. He actually cared this time, knowing that this would be the night she compared all others to. He wanted to give her a perfect experience, different than she would have gotten from Nate, but perfect, Chuck Bass style. This was what he had waited for, dreamed of, jerked off to until he could hardly walk and he almost couldn't believe it was real until he caught sight of his cock sliding in and out of her smooth almost hairless cunt. Gliding his eyes up her body as if he could brand her with his gaze he stared at the perfect roundness of her hips beneath his, the way her sharp nipples nestled in his chest hair as if they belonged there. Higher and higher his eyes rose until he was staring at her beautiful face, her eyelids shuttered tightly and her glossed mouth falling open in a wordless sigh.
Pain mixed with wild pleasure cut through Blair like a blade. Trembling with a primal need she could not comprehend she raised her hips; moving with him in a timeless dance. Making a guttural noise Chuck urged her on, his finger furiously tweaking her clit until she was shaking with need. Lost in a haze of pleasure more potent than any drug she had ever snorted, she came, hard and fast.
And still Chuck fucked her, riding her as she moaned and writhed beneath him. His cock near bursting, he forced himself to hold back, to still, so that he could make her come again. Biting the inside of his mouth until he tasted blood he took it slow, sliding into her with long leisurely strokes. Reaching down he found her slippery nub once more, the bud now swollen and hypersensitive.
Blair's bones melted, the world colliding in a dizzying array of colors. Digging her nails into his back, his ass, marking him as surely as he had marked her she hovered in bliss, growing wetter and wetter with each stroke of his cock. Chuck filled her, stretched her until she could no longer breathe, until her chest hurt and her mind emptied of everything but him.
As Blair came again, her whole body shuddering, her body clamping down on his cock Chuck saw stars. Unable to last any longer, Chuck gave in with a groan, bursting inside of her. He didn't want this moment to ever end, this feeling of completeness he felt buried deep within her. Rolling them gently on their side, he fit her head against his raging heart as his cock continued to fill her. With the back of his hand he swept her tears from her cheekbones, savoring their innocence.
The steady rhythmic thumping of Chuck's heart echoed in Blair's ears, filling her with sadness. It should have been Nate, who held her so tenderly, he who wiped her tears away. As if he sensed her mood, he leaned in to kiss her; sad little flutters of kisses that ran over her eyelids, face and neck. Instead of pushing him away, she let him offer comfort because when had Chuck Bass ever been kind and considerate of her feelings? When he finally pulled his cock from inside her she almost wept at the loss, the emptiness she felt without him. Ashamed Blair turned her head away so he couldn't see the hollowness in her eyes, the brokenness she felt.
Gripping her chin he pulled her head to his, forcing her to look him in the eye. "He doesn't deserve you," Chuck said coldly
"I suppose you do?" Blair asked haughtily, trying to pull away.
Chuck only held her tighter, his grip bruising and comforting all at once. "Maybe not, but at least I know how to fuck the pain away."
She had no answer, because it was true. If nothing else Chuck could always make her forget, at least for a little while.
I apologize for the long delay in posting this. I just haven't been satisfied with it. I have written the next chapter and a prequel, but I am not sure in which order to post them. Does it make a difference if the prequel is posted next and out of order?
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