A/N: I am like loving writing this story I gotta tell you guys! It's been so much fun so far and I'm so happy that you guys are liking it too ^.^ Just to let you know there a lil Rangiku bashing…Don't be offended I love her as a character but she just fit the part so well I had to, lmao hope you don't mind O.O
As always please review! Love to here your comments!
Warnings- None just a lot of drama drama drama =3
"So you mean to tell me that he lied to me….All this time about you…."I listened as Ichigo's voice came out as a thick rumble and I glanced over to see that he was now gripping the steering wheel with white knuckles. Shit Ichi was pissed, so was I of course but I think I was handling my anger just a smudge better then he was, which was surprising none the less.
"What exactly did he tell you Ichigo?"I was extremely curious to know what that damn albino had said. I watched as Ichigo let out a long sigh and then I noticed how a light blush appeared on his face.
"H-He told me that you where straight…That there was no point in pursuing you because it was a waste of my time…."Ichigo explained and I felt my heart beat begin to race.
"Wait….You wanted to pursue me?"I asked and watched as his face now flared a deep red, oh sweet baby kittens this was just too good to be true!
"Who do you think turned me this way? It was you dammit, you're the one that made me notice that I liked men more then women!"He announced with a wave of his hands. His words hit me like a ton of bricks making my eye's nearly pop out of my head in pure shock. I turned Ichigo gay…Okay I didn't turn him gay, you can't turn someone gay but I showed him the light so to speak…..
"So my sexy ass showed you the light?"I announced with a proud smile and I watched as he sent me a heated glare.
"Don't get all full of your self Jeagerjaques, yer not that great."He spat out making me bark with laughter, aww the strawberry was embarrassed how cute.
"But apparently I am, seeing as how I-"
"Okay, okay enough okay I get it, you're a great sex god that made me realize I'm gay can we please stop with the embarrassing declarations?" I watched as his eyes went wide at his own words and then let out a long groan as he banged his head against his steering wheel. I couldn't help but take advantage of my new found situation. I quickly brought my hand up to his back and ran it down along his back in a soothing motion causing him to arch his back at the motion.
"Mmm its okay Ichi it's not like I didn't tell you how I felt too."I announced and I watched as he peeked out at me from over his arm and I saw a small smirk pulling at his lips but for some reason there was a hint of hurt and sadness on it and I cocked my eyebrow in confusion.
"What's wrong?"I asked and instantly wanted to slap myself, Well hello Grimmjow oh I dunno maybe the fact that you both have been lied to and have wasted at least two years that you could have been together.
"It's just Shiro….But could you do me a favor?"I instantly nodded my head and then ran a hand through my hair frustrated at my reaction. I swear this damn kid could have me jumping through hoops if he wanted.
"I know Shiro's your best friend and all but do you think you could wait to talk to him….I-I'd like to talk with him first…"He asked and I let out a long sigh before I nodded once again.
"That's fine but only because you where the main one who was being lied to here."I watched as he smiled but then turned his head quickly to look out the window and I watched as his hands gripped the wheel.
"We should get back…"He murmured and with that we drove back to the garage.
The drive back this time was unbelievably quiet, the only sound was of the radio and every now and then Ichigo would get the courage to munch down on the rest of his food. I'm guessing that after our long talk he wasn't that hungry from how slow he was eating. I made sure to give him my cell phone number so he could get a hold of me when ever now. When we pulled up to the garage I saw as Renji and Hisagi instantly perked up at our arrival and I listened to Ichigo let out another long sigh.
"Time to feed the wolves."He announced as he grabbed the other food he had purchased and I chuckled at his tone as we both hopped out of the car.
"Boys come and get it!"Ichigo announced with a shake of the bags and I watched as both men came dashing over with pure male hunger in there eyes, it was almost scary.
"I knew I loved you for a reason."Renji announced with a large grin as he took his bag and drink and Hisagi took his along with a nice kiss to Ichigo's cheek in thanks, making my insides twist in jealousy, damn Hisagi always did seem like the type that was too touchy for his own good.
"Hey Ichi…..She's here again…."Hisagi announced with a sigh as he bit into his first burger.
"Again?"I watched as Ichigo's eyes went wide and then shook his head with a soft chuckle.
"Who's she?"I asked and the three men's eyes instantly landed on me.
"Oh it's Matsumoto-san… She comes here like every week with a new problem with her car for us to work on and personally I think she's doin the shit to it her self."Renji explained through his burger.
"Of course she's doing it her self I mean every problem has been something you could do your self."Hisagi announced with a shake of his head.
"No to mention some of the stuff she could do her self like change her washer fluid…Um hello? Even a brainless idiot could do that."Ichigo announced and I couldn't help but laugh, wow this woman sounded priceless.
"My question is where the hell does she get all the money for this shit, I mean this shits not cheep."I asked and I watched them all shiver in disgust.
"Well you know what I a gold digger is right?"I nodded my head and Renji continued.
"Well Matsumoto-san is one worse, she not only marries the man for there money but she marries them really old and makes sure he at least has some form of heart condition then after one really hot round of sex….Or a couple, he goes and she gets a nice large sum of money to go along with her grieving widow status."My eyes went to the size of saucers at his explanation and I watched as they all nodded in agreement with my reaction.
"How do you know this though?"I couldn't help but ask I mean I couldn't imagine one would go around boasting about this.
"Her step sister goes to our school you might know her, Orihime Inoue?"Ichigo asked and I nodded my head.
"Well when she found out that her sister was coming to our shop so much she decided to warn us about her sisters escapades and that even though she did this to older men it seemed that she was currently single and had become quit found of our work."Ichigo explained with a slight shiver.
"Thank god where all gay."Hisagi said I murmured at how gross the woman was as a small shiver passed through my body.
"Ya, you better watch out Grimmjow or else you'll be next."Renji announced with a feral grin and I just shook my head.
"Bitch wouldn't stand a chance seeing as how I'm gay."I said with a shake of my head as I gave them a slight wave goodbye.
"Just call me later okay Ichi."I announced and with that I was gone. I had a hell of a lot to think about now that and there was no way in hell I was going to get stuck there well that damn crazy man hunting woman was there. My biggest question was did this mean that me and Ichi could actually get a chance to work out now? Holy crap I was pretty much doing a happy dance to my bike at the thought of it. Shiro can wait….For now…
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"Wait….So Grimmjow's gay?"Renji asked for what seemed to be the millionth time since the man had left.
"For the millionth time Renji yes! Fuck I should be the one most shocked not you."I hissed out and with a loud thump I threw down my wrench. I was fucking exhausted now and I hadn't even got around to confronting Shiro….That should be exciting.
"Sorry Ichi it's just were all shocked just as much as you are the only difference is we haven't been the one pinning over him for three or so years…"Hisagi announced and I shot him a hard glare.
"Thanks Shuu thanks for pointing that out, that's really what I need is for you to rub salt into the wound."
"Oh please Ichi, you should be fucking ecstatic now that you know you can finally go out with him, not to mention he fucking confessed to you. I'm surprised you didn't take him right then and there."Renji said exasperated and I just rolled my eyes.
"Did you happen to forget that for the past long while I have been fucking his best friend? Who also has been lying to me about Grimmjow!"I announced with a wave of my hands and I watched as both of them nodded.
"That does seem to be a problem."Hisgai agreed and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.
"Ya no shit."
"Well it's not like you've fucked him since your break up with four eyes so who cares just act like it never happened."Renji explained as he started to clean up and I let out a long whine and they both stopped and stared at me.
"You didn't."Hisagi announced but Renji answered for me.
"He did." I pretty much face palmed at that point.
You see before I started dating Ishida I had formed some very big feelings for the damn albino but I never made a move on them because of our friendship, I didn't want to ruin it that and I new that that wasn't what Shiro had started this for. But how the fuck can you not form feelings for someone when you're fucking them everyday for that long, not to mention give your virginity to them. It took me so long to be able to stop doing what I was doing with Shiro and move on, that's when I found Ishida, epic fail right there. But at the time it had been a relief and he had helped me move on not only from Shiro but somewhat from my feelings with Grimmjow too. Now I was right back where I started with the damn thing all over again.
"I have to talk to him tonight…Sort this shit out now."I explained and I watched as they nodded there heads in agreement.
After two more hours of work we all packed up and said our goodbyes and I headed back to my car. Finally after around five minuets of just sitting there I decided to call Shiro right then and there get it over with and after three rings he finally answered.
"Heya berry, ya on yer way home?"He asked and I cursed myself inwardly for getting excited, ya tonight was supposed to be more yummy sex but now plans have changed and I needed to get this figured out.
"Ya but Shiro….Things have changed and I need to talk to you."
"What about?"He asked and I let out a long breath before I started my car and pulled out of the drive way.
"Grimmjow."I announced and it was my turn to listen to him sigh but I cut him off before he could answer.
"And before you say anything I know you've been lieing to me Shiro I know he's gay because he came and told me….We have a lot to talk about so I'm coming over." There was nothing on the other line and for a while there I thought the line had gone dead or he had hung up on me until he let out a soft ok and then hung up. Okay this was going to be a fuck of a lot harder then I thought it would be, who the fuck was I kidding this was going to be bad.
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My damn heart felt like it was gonna rip outta my chest at any moment. When those words left Ichi's mouth I felt my blood run cold and if it was even possible I felt the color drain from my face, damn he new. Personally I new that this day would come but after keepin at it fer about three years I had grown almost a big head because of how long it had worked fer. I only had like five more months and then neither of them would ever talk ta each other again and neither of them would find out. But after Ichi broke up with Ishida and sat next ta Grimm I new I was fucked. My poker face was slowly startin ta slip off and I had no idea what the fuck ta do. I was losing it and now I had a good chance of losing both of my closest friend's cause of my stupidity. Not only that but I was going ta have ta watch da guy I have feelings fer date my best friend. Well aren't I just the luckiest fuck around?
My heart pretty much took a flying leap when I heard da nock on my door, holy flying fuck how am I supposed ta do this. I instantly began pacing my apartment trying to figure this out until I heard another knock on the door and decided ta give up and just answer it. When I opened the door my breath caught in my throat, Ichi was wearing his work clothes and had abandoned his work shirt and was just in his muscle shirt, god damn he was fuckin hot as hell.
"Shiro."Ichigo's voice rang through my ears and I felt my heart beat pick up once more as I clutched the door and moved ta the side so he could walk in. I quickly shut the door and stood with my back turned ta it and my head hung low. Ichigo probably hates me now, god I could not explain how much that fricken hurt.
"Shiro why?"He eyes shot up ta his and I couldn't help but cringe at the anger that sat deeply in those brown orbs.
"I-I..Fuck Ichi I'm sorry."My breath caught in my throat as he pushed me up against the door and I winced out because my back was still tender from the fresh ink.
"That's it! You fucking lied to me Shiro all these years you lied to me, why?"Ichigo yelled out and I tired to push him off of me but he wouldn't budge, damn berry was strong when he was pissed.
"Because I wanted cha for myself okay!"I shouted out, my voice cracking on the words.
"I didn't want Grimmjow ta have ya I just wanted cha for myself and I knew that if you where ta find out that he was gay then that would never happen so I lied ta ya ta keep ya with me but then….But then ya found Ishida and I tried, I tried ta move on and I tried ta tell ya so many times but fuck I couldn't!"I continued ta yell as Ichigo watched me with wide shocked eyes as I continued.
"I kept comin up with excuses like, we were just in high school so ya and Ishida weren't gonna last and that once we graduated ya'd never talk ta Grimmjow any more so why bother telling ya? And then after ya broke up with Ishida I would be da one there ta comfort cha and then…."My voice faded away as I replayed my words ta myself and I quickly shook my head, god dammit I was acting like a fucking idiot! I hate this fucking feeling!
"That what Shiro?"Ichigo's calm voice circled around me and I felt my self take in a slow shaky breath.
"Then I would have ya all ta myself again and then maybe this time it would be different."Damn…I never thought admitting this would be so damn hard I mean I knew I fucked up royally but fuck….This was just down right painful.
I watched as Ichigo's hands slipped off of me and down to his sides, I could see that his fingers where twitching and for a moment I thought he was tryin ta hold back from deckin me then finally he turned away and walked over ta my leather couch and sat down.
I lived alone in a one bedroom apartment, my parents had passed when I was young but my uncle took care of me, when he found out I wanted ta find my own place he set me up with my own apartment, rent paid and all. I was an extremely lucky kid ta have an uncle dat treated me so damn well. Ichigo was one of da very few people I had introduced him ta, I only introduced him ta my closest friends and Ichi was one of them. My uncle loved him the moment he met him and when I told him I had feelings fer Ichi he was ecstatic and told me ta go for it and that if we were true friends even if he didn't feel the same way Ichigo would never disown me for having such feelings, only now do I wish dat I just would have listened to him.
"Come sit."Ichigo called for me and I watched as he patted the couch, his head still hung low. I walked stiffly over ta the couch and sat next ta him. Fuckin hell this was shitty. I watched as Ichigo let out a rather large sigh and began to scrub his hands over his face well he thought.
"Ichi…Please don't hate me….Fuck I dunno what I'd do if ya ended up hatin me."I mumbled out I watched as his eyes shot over ta mine.
"Shiro I could never hate you…I'm just upset that you'd lie to me for so long but…I get it…"His words had me catapulting myself at him and I couldn't help my sudden burst of relief.
"Oh thank fuckin god! I was so fuckin worried dat ya'd end up hating me!"I announced as I squeezed my arms around him and buried my face inta his chest, I sighed out as I smelt his fresh sent. I felt my back stiffen as he ran a gentle hand through my hair, making me squeeze him tighter. I didn't want ta let him go…But now dat he knew about Grimm he was sure ta go ta him and I had no right ta tell him no. I lost that right the moment I lied ta him. If that was the case then I was going to enjoy this moment for as long as I could.
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Fuck, that was the only thing running through my mind at the moment, fuck. What the hell was I supposed to do? On one hand I had Shiro who I had had feelings for previously and if the truth where known, never fully went away. Then on the other hand I had my feelings for Grimmjow, feelings that have only been blossoming more and more and for the past couple of days I have been head over heels with my feelings for him not to mention both men have feelings for me and both are best friends…. Fuck what the hell should I do!
My mind reeled as Shiro held on to me for dear life as I ran my hand through his hair, to think that all this time both men had the same feelings I did….I seriously had no idea what to do, not to mention I still had to explain to Grimmjow what exactly me and Shiro have been doing all this time…Did I really though? I mean that was sort of personal but at the same time Grimmjow was now involved and he deserved to have it all laid out for him just like it was for me. The thought of loosing Grimmjow because of this had my stomach in knot's, I had just started to get on talking terms with him I didn't want to lose that now!
"Shiro…We have to tell Grimm….He's apart of this too."I announced and I felt him bristle at the mention of Grimmjow.
"N-No way Ichi! When Grimmjow finds out he's gonna murder me and then he's gonna disown me and never speak to me again!"He announced with wide eyes. I knew how close they were but I never new how much Shiro cared but then again of course he cared, he was his best friend. I gently ran my hand through his hair as I watched Shiro with soft eyes, I wouldn't tell him Grimmjow wouldn't do that because I didn't know if he would or not and personally Girmm did seem the type to say goodbye if you where to hurt him but the question was would he throw away there long friendship over one lie?
"Do you really believe he would throw all your years of friendship away over one lie?"I asked and Shiro just stared at me.
"You don't know Grimm, if there's anything he hates more it's bein betrayed and I definitely betrayed him."He explained and I let out a sigh, fuck what to do, what to do.
I closed my eyes as I let my hand fall to Shiro's neck as I began to play with the small strands of hair, enjoying the soothing effect it had on me, my mind was racing a mile a minuet and I had no idea what to do, I was at a complete loss. That was until I felt a cool set of lips capture mine and his long fingers came to grip the back of my neck to pull me in closer.
My eyes shot open and I felt his tongue coax along my lower lip begging for entrance. Damn this was wrong this was not fare to Grimmjow but when I brought my hands up to push him away he bit at my lip causing me to yelp in surprise and gaining him the entrance eh wanted. I listened as he moaned into the kiss as he coaxed my tongue to play and I felt my mind turning to mush as he ran gentle fingers along my neck. I whimpered into the kiss as I fisted my hands into his shirt. I was so defenseless against his actions, his tender but rough kisses caused my body to melt into his and couldn't help myself. This was not how I intended for things to go, why did he always have this power over me? Able to coax me into doing anything, it was the same with Grimmjow. They could make me do anything they wanted and I was at there beck and call if they needed it, If Grimmjow where to ever ask me to lay down and roll over god knows I'd probably do it.
"I'm sorry Ichi, I-I just had ta."He murmured into my ear after we finally broke away for air. We both sat there catching our breath and I felt his lips fell and start to lay small kisses along my neck and down to my shoulder and I had to hold back a moan as he gently nipped at the sensitive spot between my neck and shoulder.
"S-Shiro stop…We can't do this."I said and I felt him sink his teeth into my skin as he began to suck on my neck causing my hand to pull on his hair, fuck we had to stop before it got out of hand.
"Stop!"I demanded as I yanked his head off and set dark eyes on him.
"We can't do this Shiro where not the only people involved here! Your best friend is sitting at home wondering what the fuck is going on!"I announced and I watched as darted his eyes away from mine and quickly got up.
"Fuck!"He shouted out as he brought his fist into the wall making me jump in surprise. I quickly pulled out my cell phone and held onto it for dear life. We needed to call Grimm and get him to come over here so we could all talk….That should be fun.
"We need to-"
"Ya, ya I know we need ta fuckin call him!"Shiro shouted at me as he stood looking out his window watching as rain slowly started to fall.
"Then just fuckin call him already."He hissed out and I let out a long groan, it was going to be a long night.
A/N:So what did you guys think? Was it good? *Bites nails anxiously* It took me a while to think about how I'm going to go around this whole Shiro/Ichi/Grimm thing and how I want it to play out ect and I finally think I figured out a good way to do it. Which has me kinda excited but before I get there I gotta get through all of this stuff first. *Le sigh*
Also I wanted to let you guys know that I am going to be doing some proofing and editing on my stories mainly SAV and OINE which means that the next chappy of SAV wont be out for a couple days because it might take me a little bit to do so, but I really wanted to try and edit my mistakes of spelling and grammar on them so it made the read more easier. Of course I can't promise it to be perfect I'm not that great but I can promise it to be more smooth X3 So be patient and good things will come!
XoXoXo-Caitie