Chapter 2

The next morning when Elliot woke up, he didn't understand why there was so much weight on his stomach. When he moved a little to look what it was, it struggled closer to him. He looked complete down after that and saw Olivia. Elliot went into shock; she was supposed to sleep on the couch. He didn't remember anything from after they had but the kids to sleep at 9:00 pm. What had he done?

Olivia started to open her eyes a little but when she saw Elliot then she closed them again very fast. Olivia kept saying over and over in her head again what did I do, what did I do. Olivia opened her eyes again and then looked up at Elliot. He looked down at her with fear in his eyes.

"Liv do you remember anything?" Elliot asked and looked into her eyes until she looked away.

"No I don't…..El I'm really sorry, this should never have happened" Olivia said fast and the moved away fast and ran into the bathroom just beside the bedroom.

Olivia stood inside the bathroom crying. This should never have happened; he is married to Kathy my friend. Oh my god what am I suppose to do. Olivia thought to herself.

Olivia dressed fast and then went down stairs to make breakfast for the little family.

When Elliot came down stairs he had the two girls with him. Emma sat on his hip while Amanda ran ahead of him. Amanda went to hug Olivia went she saw her. Olivia bent down to hug the little girl, she smiled at her wishing that it was her own little girl and not some strangers. It was not easy being undercover as a mother when you really wanted to be a mother but didn't have the chance.

Elliot came up to Liv then he gave Emma to her and then he went to sit down beside Amanda at the table where she had placed herself after hugging Olivia.

Olivia finished breakfast and then sat down with the others. They ate in silence; there was a complete silence until Amanda started to scream.

"What's wrong honey?" Liv asked her trying to calm her down so Emma wouldn't start to cry to.

"I'm going to start school tomorrow and I'm not ready yet" came the little voice of the 6 year old. Elliot started to laugh when she said it.

"Why are you laughing its not funny dummy" Amanda said and went to Olivia and asked to sit with her. Olivia pulled her up so she sad on her lap.

"Honey it's going to be okay everybody is afraid of the first day of school" Olivia said trying to calm her down.

"I'm sorry honey I didn't mean to upset you" Elliot said with a look in his eyes that screamed that he was sorry.

"It's okay dad" Amanda said and then when she relished that she had called him dad, then she buried her head in Olivia's neck.

(Olivia's POV)

A weird feeling was rushing though me when I heard the last word she had said. It was like a warm feeling, like nothing else. My mind drifted off to a completely different world, where me and Elliot where married and Amanda and Emma were our children. We were happier than what could ever become.

I came back to reality when I felt Amanda move from my arms. I hadn't even heard what Elliot had said to it, been called dad from some child that wasn't even his. It must have been weird but I don't really know the feeling.

Amanda smile up at me before she kissed my cheek and then ran upstairs again. Emma was starting to reach for my hand to get more food so I slowly started to feed her again. Elliot looked at me like he was worrying to much again.

It was like going through hell when he looked at me because I didn't know what had happened the night before. None of us could remember what had happened after the kids had been put to bed. It was like he was blaming me for what happened and I didn't even know what happened.

When Emma was done eating, then I carried her to a blanked on the floor in the living room. I went to the kitchen again after I had placed and went straight to the sink to wash up the dishes.

When I was done and I turned around then Elliot was standing right behind me. He looked right into my eyes and before I could respond he kissed me.

Our lips moved together for a few seconds before his tong asked for access and I let it in. It was like nothing else in the world and I couldn't even remember who I was or where I was.

When the kiss broke, then I looked up at him and he smiled.