Hey fellow Vampire lovers!
So I'm dead excited because Vampire Diaries is finally returning to the UK (no pun intended lol) and my life can begin again!
I just want to say I may have got these details a bit muddled in this chapter – but considering neither Trevor or Rose are in the show anymore (sob. I wanted Rose in it, just as a friend to Damon) I don't think it matters so much. I've never written from Rose's POV before, so it's kinda new to me. I hope it's okay!
It's kinda short, but I promise that the next chapters are going to be longer!
Once again thank you for the reviews! I love people who review – THEY'RE THE BEST AND I'M WRITING THIS STORY FOR YOU GUYS!
Hope you enjoy it!
xXx
Trevor was bad news from the beginning, I knew that. But you're usually most tempted by the thing that's the worst for you. I didn't know it, but Trevor was the worst thing for me.
And the best.
I was a naive young girl, even when I became a vampire. Okay, a lot of my dreams had been destroyed when I was turned by Elijah – but that's another story. Still, I would not let myself give up on love. My parents had been hopelessly attached to each other and, while that made them pretty sucky parents, it gave me the belief in love – I guess I have to thank them for that.
Trevor was the first vampire I had met – besides Elijah. He came towards me and took me towards the window. I instantly knew he was like me. It's not as if vampires can sense each other. I can't explain it, even now.
I don't know what Trevor and I were. We had a relationship that you couldn't really put a label on. It was intense, definitely. I mean, we were running from Klaus. Of course our relationship was intense. Who else could we confided in but each other?
Katherine Pierce. That girl was worse than anyone else – possibly even Klaus. She was the one who started all of this. If she had seduced Trevor he wouldn't have protected her, and she wouldn't have turned and Trevor and I wouldn't have had to go on the run. She's lucky I didn't meet her again, because this time I would have made it painful.
We went all round the world, Trevor and I. We went to Paris first, and for a fleeting moment I was dazzled by the sights of the city. Naturally we could only see it at night, but it was still one of the best places I had ever been. I adored Paris, and we kept going back until Klaus saw the pattern and tracked us down. We only just escaped then.
A lot of the time we were running, but we did have some good moments: like in Africa, or Brazil, or even Australia. Obviously we couldn't go out during the day, so we had that time to ourselves. I remember that we spent one day in a hotel (blinds closed, of course) and lay on the bed. We had spent an entire night drinking, and were now healing. I had my nose nestled in the crook of Trevor's arm. He smelt like blood, alcohol, and chocolate. That's what Trevor always smelt like. It's funny, how I used to hate the stink of alcohol before I met Trevor. Now I find myself craving it – maybe that's why I hooked up with Damon. The guy was always drinking.
I understand Damon though. Like I told Elena, he's like me.
I hate – hated – loving Trevor, because he dragged me into this. If I hadn't gone along with his plan, I would have been free. Those many years of running could have been replaced with...I don't know. But I could have been different – better. I could have met another vampire (an image of Damon pops in my head as I think this) and gone off with him. There are more vampire couples then you would think.
But if I hadn't gone with Trevor, then I would not be the person who I am now. I would not have lived that life with him. And I can't pretend that I would have been able to live, knowing that I didn't help Trevor when I could. After all, if anything else, he was my friend. Friends look out for each other.
The day he was killed by Elijah was the day everything changed. In some ways, things were better: I didn't have to run anymore. I could be free.
But life didn't feel the same after Trevor was gone. It was like I was in a dream – nothing felt real. Maybe subconsciously I wanted to die. Because then I could be with Trevor.
Oh, so now you want me to spill the beans about what happens when you die? Sorry, not gonna happen. You don't get to jump the system and find out what happens ahead of time. You'll have to find out what happens when it's your turn.
Let me tell you one thing though: I'm happy. Draw your own conclusions from that.