A/N: First thing is I had to go back and change a small bit from the last chapter (it won't require that you go back in read it)

The events from the last chapter happened on a Wednesday, so I just changed it to where they happened on Thursday so this chapter could take place on Friday.

Secondly, I'm really sorry that it took me a while to update… writer's block has been stalking me…

This is the first time that I wrote from James' POV

Also, this chapter is pretty long… I absolutely love drama so that's why this chapter is so long.

Also, sorry there's no lemony content… unless you get off on rape

Which brings me to my next point… this chapter obviously contains rape.

Don't worry; happy times and lemony goodness will be in the next chapter!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or anything associated with Stephenie Meyer's characters.

Emmett's POV

James put his shirt on and we both got out of the car to stretch. I walked over to the driver's side and I grabbed James by his shirt before he could get in the car. I pushed him against his car and started ravishing his mouth. God, I craved this man; I think I was slowly but surely getting addicted to him. James instinctively wrapped his arms around my neck, kissing me deeper. His legs curled around my waist and I could feel his erection brushing against me. Fuck he was hard! I was going to have to do something about that and soon. I pulled his shirt up and his nipples were hard from the cold air. I flicked my tongue over his nipples and James let out a soft moan. He started mumbling incoherently between moans so I couldn't hear him distinctly.

"Have… to… get…you…home," James grunted out.

"You're hard as a fucking boulder, let me fix it baby," James' dick twitched as I called him baby.

"Fuck! Call me baby again," He begged, his eyes closed.

"I want to suck your cock so bad baby… I want to see those pretty green eyes roll in the back of your head. I want to taste your cum, baby," I whispered as I reached my hands into his pants.

"Saturday. I promise you can touch, lick, suck, and fuck everything you want after our date," He managed to get out.

I kissed him one more time and I removed my hand from his pants. He opened his eyes and he took a deep breath. I smiled because I was the one that had him so discombobulated. I opened the door on the passenger side and I got in. The drive to my house only took a few minutes. I told him to park across the street because I didn't want to go in just yet. James turned the radio all the way down and his attention was focused completely on me. I tucked a stand of blonde hair behind his ear before I gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"I could take you to school so you don't have to act like a chauffeur to like 10 people," James offered and I smiled.

"You're so sweet. I think I may take you up on that offer," I answered.

"I thoroughly enjoyed my afternoon. I would love to skip school more often and be with you," He half joked.

"I don't mean to be all sentimental, but I want to thank you… for everything," My voice was soft as I looked into his eyes.

"You're welcome Emmett. I'm here for you; I'll give you whatever you need…" James trailed off as his lips found mine.

"I know you will. I'll see you in the morning, James," I said reluctantly.

"I'll see you in my dreams. Have a good night," He replied.

I got out of the car and I looked back as I was walking to my house. James was looking at me and I smiled. I opened the door and Kate and Jasper were sitting on the couch watching TV. They didn't look suspicious, but I'm sure that they peeked through the blinds. I needed a shower so I went upstairs before the interrogation started. I took a quick shower since I was pretty exhausted. It was abnormally hot in my house so I put on a pair of shorts and nothing else. I walked downstairs and Kate and Jasper had shit eating grins on their faces.

"Since you decided to skip, I picked up all of your homework for you," Jasper informed and he pointed toward the table.

"Thanks. It's getting late so I'm going to start on it—" I was rudely interrupted by Kate.

"I don't think so. Since we covered for you, you have to give us all of the juicy details," Kate demanded

"I'd rather not hear all of the 'juicy details' sis," Jasper retorted and all of us laughed.

"Fine, tell us what you you two did then. I know that you two didn't sit around drinking tea all day," She commented and she winked at me.

"We went to his house, he played me a few songs on his piano, we watched TV for a few hours, we went to eat at McDonalds… and then he brought me home," I told them my highly edited version of the story.

"Bullshit. I don't care how gay you two are, you still have dicks and uncontrolled hormones. If you got Ryan Seacrest and Clay Aiken alone in a room… they wouldn't be talking about American Idol," Kate shot back.

"Ok, so maybe I told you the PG-13 version of the story. I don't think you'll want to hear the rest…" I trailed off.

"Well, you're not walking funny so I can assume that you weren't on the receiving end of things," Jasper guessed.

"I wasn't on the receiving end in quite the way you're thinking," I hinted and Kate's eyes widened in realization.

"Oh my God! He totally gave you a BJ! Did you return the favor?" Kate asked a little too enthusiastically.

"Was it good? I heard that guys are a lot better than girls in that department. Maybe he can give Alice some tips? You know Alice is a tiny girl, she has a small mouth—" I stopped Jasper before he could go into detail.

"I really don't want to hear about Alice's small mouth and I'm not answering your question Kate. I have homework to do… and don't wake me up in the morning. James is giving me a ride to school," I said quickly before they could tell me or ask me anything else inappropriate.

I grabbed my books off of the table and I went upstairs to my room. I could barely focus on my homework but I managed to get it done. I set my alarm clock because I didn't have to get up at the crack of dawn anymore. I yawned and I fell asleep very soon. My alarm went off at 6:30 and for the first time in a while; I woke up smiling and happy. I didn't grab the first thing out of my closet; I actually consciously picked what I wanted to wear. I grabbed my favorite pair of blue jeans and a red button up shirt. I quickly showered and brushed my teeth. I was hungry, but I wasn't in the mood to eat. I watched TV for about 20 minutes and I nearly fell off the couch when the doorbell rang. I collected myself before answering the door.

"Good morning," James greeted and I noticed the McDonald's bag in his hands.

"Good morning in deed," I said as I gave him a short, but sweet kiss.

"I didn't know if you were hungry or not, but I got you something anyway," He explained handing me the bag.

"Thanks. I am a little hungry actually," I admitted.

I looked at my watch and I closed the door. It was 7:10, so I could eat and spend a little time with James before we left. I grabbed his jacket and I took him in the kitchen. He sat across from me and he had his hands nervously folded in his lap. I looked in the bad and I saw that there was a Sausage McGriddles and a cup of surprisingly steaming hot coffee. I took a few bites of my breakfast sandwich when I noticed that James was staring at me. I was never one to be self-conscious, but I felt very uncomfortable with him watching me eat. I'm pretty sure it wasn't sexy seeing me devour a sandwich in less than 5 bites.

"I didn't know if you liked coffee or not," James' comment broke the silence.

"I like coffee. Thanks again for the breakfast," I said between sips of coffee.

"You're welcome. So…there's something that I need to ask you," He told me anxiously.

"Ask away," I tried to lighten the mood.

"When people notice you getting out of my car, they're pretty much going to know about… us. I just want to know if you're ready for that. If you're not though, I understand," James' eyes weren't focused on me as he finished his sentence.

"I thought about that and I came to the conclusion that I don't care. I've been in denial and hiding who I am for so long now… I'm tired of lying," James grabbed my hand as I finished speaking.

"Good. We should get going then," He said and I nodded.

We walked to his car hand and hand. Tired of being the "girl" in our relationship, I opened James' door for him before I got in the car. Although I didn't admit it to James, I was a little nervous about everyone knowing about us. I was actually more worried about James. If someone had a problem with our relationship, they certainly wouldn't take it up with me. James is much smaller and daintier than I am; he's a much easier target. I just had a feeling that something bad was going to happen. James was parking in front of the school a little sooner than I realized. I took a deep breath and I looked at James. He looked so cool and collected; like he didn't have a worry in the world. He smiled at me and squeezed my hand reassuringly. James and I got out of the car at the same time. Everyone was staring at us, but it didn't matter. All that mattered was James and being free. I jumped when I felt someone tap my shoulder.

"I didn't mean to scare you, but coach needs to talk to you," Jacob informed me.

I kissed James on the cheek and told him that I would see him later. I could hear the gasps from everyone and some people's mouths were wide open in shock. I shot James a smile before turning to leave. I had no idea what my coach wanted to talk to me about. I certainly hoped that it wasn't about what he saw in the locker room the other day. I noticed that Jacob was walking with me and I got curious. If coach wanted to talk to Jacob as well he certainly wouldn't bring up what happened with James. When Jacob and I got to Coach Newton's office, Seth was in there as well.

"Glad that you two could make it, now we can talk," Coach Newton's voice was stern.

"Are we in some kind of trouble?" Seth asked timidly.

"Your Physics grades are what are in trouble. No Embry's party tonight, you three need to stay home and study," Coach ordered.

"Are you serious? You want us to stay in the house and study on a Friday night?" Jacob raised his eyebrow provocatively at our coach.

"Either that or tomorrow night. Don't think you can sneak and go to the party either… I'll know if you were there," He warned.

"Look let's just study tonight. I have a date tomorrow," I informed and my coach's face lit up.

"That's great, Emmett! Are you and Rosalie back together or who's the lucky lady?" Coach Newton asked excitedly.

"The lucky lady's name is James," I answered uneasily.

"You mean that you're…" He trailed off.

"You can say it. I'm gay," I proclaimed for the first time out loud.

"Well, I certainly wasn't expecting that," Coach looked shaken up.

"Well it's settled, we're all going to study tonight," Seth said, trying to change the subject.

"Ok. You can go now," His tone was a bit harsh.

Who knew my football coach was a homophobe? It was quite obvious that he wasn't happy with my confession. There was absolutely nothing that I could do about it though. I couldn't help the sick feeling that suddenly came over me. I still had a feeling that something bad was going to happen later today. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, but I had the sudden urge to see James. I needed to make sure that he was doing ok. Maybe I would feel better knowing that everything with James was perfectly fine. I looked at my watch and I had about 10 minutes to find James before I had to get to class. I figured that James was in the library since he liked to read. I jogged to the library and I found James reading. I tapped him on his shoulder and asked him to step outside.

"Is everything alright?" James asked worriedly.

"I was going to ask you that. I just had a feeling that something bad was going to happen. Has anyone said anything to you?" James bit his lip at my question.

"Yes, but it's not a big deal. I can handle myself," He snapped.

"I know that you can handle yourself. If someone threatened you, though, I want to know," I explained, placing my hand on his cheek. He quickly removed my hand.

"I'm fine. Can we just drop the conversation?" James snapped again.

James walked off before I could respond. What the hell was going on with him? More importantly, who the hell said something to him and what did they say to him? James seemed scared, a little bit on edge. Whoever said something to him is going to pay. I thought that James would feel better by the time I got to class. He didn't even sit by me or make eye contact with me. I was extremely confused and a bit pissed off. I didn't do anything wrong for once… so I couldn't understand why he was giving me the cold shoulder. His behavior continued in the next classes that we had together. I nearly ran out of the classroom when it was time for lunch. I definitely needed a break from class. I saw James sitting at my table and laughing when I entered the cafeteria. Maybe James was just irritated and he was feeling better by now. I sat down and the expression on James' face changed and he was no longer laughing.

"Hey Emmett, Leah and Carmen are going to help us study if that's ok," Seth told me.

"That's cool. Maybe you can come too James? You're good at Physics, right?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood.

"I'm alright at Physics, but you won't get much studying done if I tag along…" James trailed off as he looked across the cafeteria.

"I guess you're right. I wouldn't be able to focus on kinetic energy if you're too close to me," I joked, but James didn't laugh.

"We're going to be at my house, so I can take you home since it's kind of going out of James' way," Jacob commented and I shot him a look.

"I have to talk to James so I don't think he'll mind taking me to your place, right?" I directed my question at James. I tried to kiss him on the cheek but he pushed me away.

"I don't mind dropping you off at Jacob's, but I have to go," His words came out in a rush and he left suddenly.

"What the hell did you do to him? He was perfectly fine until you showed up," Kate snarled.

"He was fine until I came back from talking to my coach. I asked him if someone said anything to him and he said yes and he just had an attitude after that. He won't tell me who threatened him or what they said," I explained and Kate's expression softened.

"Who would threaten him and why?" Jasper asked and I shrugged my shoulders.

I'd been thinking of who would threaten James all morning. I was coming up empty. Just when I thought that my day couldn't get any worse I see Rosalie and Victoria (James' ex girlfriend) approaching my table. That's just great. I really didn't need to talk to them right now. I hadn't talked to Rosalie since we broke up. I tried the whole 'maybe we can be friends' thing but she wasn't interested. I completely gave up on her once she started dating that asshole Edward Cullen. Cullen and I had tons of history since he's the second string quarterback. I didn't want Rosalie to gloat that she was right about me being gay so I decided that I was going to talk first. She was smiling at me and that just pissed me off.

"Look if you came to brag and say that you told me so, I don't want to fucking hear it. You're happy with that jackass Edward Cullen so you can leave me the fuck alone, now!" I yelled and Rosalie genuinely looked hurt.

"I was coming over to tell you that I'm happy for you. I know that I acted a total bitch after we broke up and I also wanted to come apologize for that. I was just so hurt that you didn't want me and I took it out on you. If that offer still stands, I would love to be your friend again," Rosalie's voice was soft and completely sincere.

"I was coming over for the same thing. James broke my heart when he told me that he was gay, but I never stopped loving him. He also told me that he had a thing for you and I'm glad that his dreams finally came true. I just wanted to wish you the best of luck and tell you if you ever hurt him, I will cut your balls off," Victoria commented and everyone at my table smiled.

"I feel like an ass. I'm sorry for snapping like that Rose and if you can look past me being a dick we can be friends. I don't think James would appreciate you cutting my balls off so I promise I won't hurt him… I wouldn't like it too much either," I joked and everybody smiled.

I felt a little better after lunch. I didn't have any more classes with James and that was bittersweet. I didn't really want to be around James if he was going to continue to PMS like a bitch. I did want to confront James though and ask him what his problem was. The last of my classes went by pretty quickly and the school day was finally over. I talked to a few people and then I went to the parking lot. James was standing by his car, looking completely uninterested in his surroundings. I didn't bother to wave or even acknowledge him. I slammed the door as I got in the car. James got in as well and he glared at me. I wanted to be mad at him and cuss him out, but one look in those pretty ass green eyes and I couldn't speak.

"What the hell is your problem?" He yelled at me as soon as he started the car.

"I could ask you the exact same question. I haven't did shit to you all day," I retorted.

"Why don't we both shut the fuck up? It's the only way that we can get along right now," James suggested.

"No! I want to know what the fuck your problem is. If I did something to you I'd like to know what the fuck I did," I softened my tone and I took a deep breath.

"I…you...you didn't do anything, ok? That's all that I'm going to say," His words were the last words spoken for a while.

Although he was getting on my last damn nerves, I didn't want to push him. The only sounds in the car were the radio and James mumbling to himself. I couldn't hear him very clearly, but it sounded like he was arguing with himself; he looked extremely conflicted. He pulled in front of Jacob's house, but I didn't get out right away. We were just staring at each other. I wanted so badly to know what was bothering him. What the fuck did this mystery person say to James? Why has it got him acting so bitchy toward me? I took another deep breath before talking.

"Can I please have a goodbye kiss?" I asked softly.

He looked like he was going to protest, but he ran his fingers through his hair and he shook his head. I met him halfway and our lips met. The kiss was slow and fervent until I decided to deepen it. My hands were tangled into his beautiful silky smooth blonde locks and I was devouring his mouth. This was the passion and closeness that I'd been missing all day. I pulled away from his mouth and I started sucking lightly on his neck. He moaned and I started to unbutton his shirt. I kissed every part of his skin that I exposed. His shirt was unbuttoned and I threw it on the backseat. His perfect pink nipples were calling my name. I started suckling on one of them and my hand was on his belt buckle at the same time. I ran my hands over his jean covered erection and he closed his eyes and whimpered. My hand was on the zipper to his jeans, but he placed his hand on top of mine to stop me.

"Baby, we really can't do this," He panted out.

"I'll stop and I'll call you later. Can you do me a favor and just be careful at Embry's party?" I asked as I kissed him softly.

"Be careful? I'm gay, I'm not a helpless female, Emmett," I sighed at his comment. It looks like bitchy James was back.

"I didn't mean it like that. Just call me if you need me," I replied before I left.

I heaved a sigh as I knocked on Jacob's door. His car was in the driveway so I knew that he was there. A very disoriented Leah answered the door. Her lipstick was smeared, her hair was all over her head and her shirt was buttoned wrong. I groaned because I knew exactly what she and Jake were just doing. I walked in and I saw that Carmen and Seth were coming down the stairs in a similar condition. Jacob was in the kitchen and he was shirtless. I looked away and I shuddered since he was my bestfriend (my very attractive bestfriend). I didn't feel like talking so I just made myself a sandwich and I put my things in the living room. They wanted to watch TV before they studied, but I wasn't interested. I couldn't stop thinking about James and his bizarre behavior. I hadn't prayed in a long time, but I prayed that James would be ok. I just found him; I didn't want to lose him.

James' POV

I went straight home after I dropped Emmett off at Jacob's house. I was sick to my stomach. I hated that I had to treat Emmett like shit all day, but it was for his own good. I desperately wanted to talk to him and explain everything to him, but I knew that I couldn't. When he went to go talk to his coach, two of his teammates, Paul and Jared approached me in the parking lot. They explained that their coach absolutely hated gays and would kick Emmett off of the team when he found out that Emmett was gay. They blamed me for "making" Emmett gay and that they couldn't afford for Emmett to be kicked off of the team. They said that there would be hell for me to pay if Emmett got kicked off. They told me that I had to break up with Emmett. I couldn't just break up with him, though. I was going to have to make Emmett break up with me. If I continued to act the way I was and don't show up for our date, I may just piss him off enough to end it. It was a good thing that Emmett had to study because I had to meet Paul and Jared at Embry's party. Unfortunately the hours passed quickly and it was time for me to go to Embry's party. I was sitting down when I was approached by a semi-drunk Paul and a halfway drunk Jared as well. Paul offered me a cup.

"Have a drink, Blondie," Paul said with an evil smirk on his face.

"No thanks, I don't drink," I declined his offer respectfully.

"Come on, we didn't put anything in it. You can trust us," I scoffed at Jared's words.

"I said I don't drink," I repeated.

"So… did you break up with Emmett?" Paul asked.

"No, I can't break up with him. I thought I could, but I can't—" My sentence was cut off by Jared.

"Emmett's gonna be pissed that you took football away from him…but he won't be nearly as pissed off as we are," Jared told me and I was a bit scared.

"Since you won't dump Emmett, we're going to have to get him to dump you… and I know just the way to do that," Paul sounded proud of himself and he winked at Jared.

I tried to get up and leave while their attention was momentarily elsewhere. I got up and I didn't get far before I felt Jared tightly gripping my arm. While Paul and Jared weren't as big as Emmett, they were pretty big and quite strong. I couldn't get out of Jared's grip and I knew that I had no chance of escaping when Paul grabbed my other arm. I tried to kick Paul and the grip he had on my arm was painful. Before I could ask what they were doing and where they were taking me, they walked me up the stairs into a room. Paul let go of my arm and he locked the door. Jared pushed me on the bed and I knew exactly what they were going to do and I was helpless to stop it. Jared took his shirt off before he sat next to me on the bed.

"We may not hurt you if you're a good boy…but if you disobey us…we will make this the most painful experience of your life," Jared promised and I nodded feebly.

"I can kinda see why Emmett likes you, James… you're so pretty, you're almost feminine," Paul "complimented" me.

"Relax, I told you that we'll be gentle if you act like a good submissive pet," Jared tried to comfort me and I felt sick.

I flinched when I felt Jared's hand on my thigh. Paul kissed my neck soothingly and he kept whispering for me to relax. I closed my eyes, willing myself not to cry. The only thing that I was thinking about was Emmett; I was doing this for him. My pants were halfway down my legs before I realized what was going on. My heart rate picked up and I was really starting to get scared. When Jared placed his hands on my boxers, I wanted to punch him, but I knew that would only hurt me in the long run. Jared ran his hands over my boxer covered length and I was trying to think of anything that would allow me to not get hard. I had no such luck, I was hardening under Jared's touch. He quickly noticed this and he smiled.

"I told you we wouldn't hurt you, hell you're even enjoying this," Jared teased and I growled.

Jared was getting ready to release me from my boxers and I jerked his hand away. Paul's kisses on my neck turned into harsh bites and I grimaced. Jared placed his hands on the waistband of my boxers again, but I didn't fight him this time. Jared pulled my boxers down at the same time that Paul took my shirt off; I was now completely nude. Paul ran his hands down my chest and I moaned as I felt Jared's mouth on my cock. He worked his mouth skillfully; licking up and down my shaft, sucking hard on my head and I cursed myself for enjoying it slightly. I closed my eyes again and my mind was still picturing Emmett. I had to put a stop to this somehow. I pushed Jared's head all of the way down so that he would choke. Paul grabbed me by my neck and Jared punched me in the eye.

"I see you can't follow rules, James. I guess we're going to have to get rough with you," Paul hissed as his grip on my neck got tighter.

I was lightheaded when he finally let go of my neck. My vision was a little blurry but I could see that Paul and Jared were stripping. Paul walked over to me and he lifted my head up. Without warning, he shoved his semi-erect dick into my mouth and I gagged. I couldn't stop the tears as they flowed freely from my eyes; one of which I'm sure was already black. He fucked my mouth relentlessly and I could tell that he was going to cum soon. I needed this to be over so I had to use some skill. I sucked on his head harder and I started playing with his balls. I continued my ministrations until Paul came in my mouth. I was completely disgusted and I was going to do everything except what Paul asked me to do; swallow. When Paul was eyelevel with me, I did something that I would quickly regret. Before I could stop myself, I spit his seed right into his face… some even got into his mouth. He wiped himself off with his shirt. Jared pushed me down on my back and I was really starting to panic.

"I'm not even gonna use a condom, I'm gonna cum inside you. I doubt Emmett will want you after that," Jared whispered and I started crying again.

Jared spit on his hand and I tried to relax; I was only going to hurt myself if I was tense. He pulled me roughly by my hair so I was on all fours. He entered me forcefully and I cried out. He continued to thrust into me harshly and I knew that I was bleeding. The pain was unbearable and Paul would slap my face each time I screamed. I couldn't feel anything; my whole body was numb. I could barely keep my eyes open. Jared was thankfully close to orgasm and I silently thanked God that it was almost over. Jared came inside of me after a few more erratic thrusts. He pulled my hair and bit my shoulder as he came. He pulled out of me and collapsed on top of me. It's the only thing that I could remember before I slipped into unconsciousness. I went through all of this pain for Emmett. I hoped that he would be able to forgive me for everything; for loving him, for pursuing him, for making him come out of the closet, for him getting kicked off of the football team, for being violated. I hoped that he still wanted to be with me and could one day fall in love with me.

A/N: Yea, so I know this chapter was long and a lot happened.

I feel bad for my poor James!

Again, there are happy times and lemony, smut filled goodness in the next chapter.

The next chapter might be my last?

My wonderful friend DaringReality wants me to maybe make a sequel… and who am I really to refuse my muse?

But tell me what you think and if there's anything you would like to see in the sequel!

I also have an EmmettxJames one-shot in the works since I love this pairing so much!