Jacob P.O.V.
I walked quickly down the stairs not daring to turn back around to see her face, although I saw it in my head. Her make up slowly drifting away in her tears.
'What have I done?' I said to myself.
Before I knew it, tears quickly ran down my face. I shoved back the urge of more tears as I ran out the door.
"She was just so…so…err!", I thought to myself, "I just couldn't watch her do this to herself! ".
But then, something hit me. Maybe, just maybe, she was really happy. Maybe, she didn't want me at all. Maybe, she just expected me to live alone…miserably. Maybe, I might just do that. No matter how much it hurt me.
The wedding music chimed in my ears, before it was one of the most beautiful tones of my life. Now, it just gave me an aching headache. Each chime made an echo of pain ring off in my head. I saw Edward standing there looking all smug and deceiving.
If he hurts her one time, I'll rip out his throat. I'll make sure of it.
Then I saw him smile with full white teeth. I growled deeply thinking that he had heard my thoughts, but when everyone stood up and looked toward the back, I couldn't help but stare. She slowly walked down the aisle with Charlie guiding along side her. I didn't dare try to stand up so I just sat there trying not to storm off right now. Sam was screaming at me through my thoughts, telling me to keep control. By that time Bella and Edward were already exchanging rings. My hands gripped the sides of the white fold-up chair when Edward pledged to be with her forever. Hot tears started to stream down my face when Bella pledged herself to him. My body started to shake viciously when they neared each other. I told myself to look away, but it was too late. Their lips touched with so much emotion and love that I immediately jumped from my seat causing the chair to tumble backwards very loudly. Everyone's eyes were suddenly on me. I felt so uncomfortable and embarrassed, that I just ran. I ran out the door, ran outside, ran past my car, and ran forever.