A/N: So I am writing this second chapter before I start to post them. So if the first chapter doesn't do good, I'll still post this one, But I am hoping it does good. I decided to put two chapters up, if this gets good feed back it will take a day or two to get the next chapter posted.

Disclaimer: Rape scene in this chapter.

Chapter 2

Two weeks had passed since I had told Kendall I needed a break from our relationship. Things had been sufficiently awkward between the two of us. I was currently bunking in Carlos and James' room still. Kendall ignored me as if I didn't exist. We all had just gotten back from the studio and I was slowly making my way up to mine and Kendall's room.

I knocked softly. Kendall opened the door. "Logan?"

"Hi, can we talk please?" I asked. He motioned for me to come in. I sat on the bed and he sat next to me. I had planned what I wanted to say to him but I couldn't seem to get the words out.

"Logie, look I have been seriously thinking these last two weeks…I know that I have been a pretty shitty boyfriend. I have fucked up a lot, but I want a chance to make it up to you. I have cried almost every night when I go to bed without you by my side. I don't like it. And I don't want to go another day without us being together."

I looked at him for a second. "I have missed you Kendall, but I don't want things to go to the way they were. You yell at me whenever you have a bad day and I can't take that."

Kendall wrapped an arm around me. "I promise I will change."

I kissed him. I couldn't take it anymore. "You better." Was all I could say. "We should do something tonight."

"I would Logie, but I already told Guitar Dude that I would have a jamming session with him." Kendall said. "How about tomorrow?"

"Okay." I said. Kendall left the room. I felt my phone vibrate. It was Dak, I answered. "Hello?"

-Logan? Can we hang out tonight, I need some advice.-

"Sure, me and the guys aren't doing anything." I said casually. I knew that Dak was having problems with Mercedes again. That girl was so high maintenance that it was no surprise that her and Dak were having constant problems.

-Lets meet in the lobby and then we can go from there-

I closed my phone and walked down to the lobby. When I got there Dak was already sitting on one of the couches. I walked up to him. "What's up?" I asked as I sat down next to him.

"Lets get out of here, Mercedes might come by and I don't want to see her right now." He said. We stood up and made our way to his car. When we were passing through the park I saw Kendall, when our eyes met I gave him a smile. He just frowned at me.

When we got in the car I started a conversation with Dak. "What's going on now with that crazy girl of yours?" I asked.

"Uhhh, she is trying to drag me to some event that her dad is hosting. I swear it is like that girl only cares about being seen with me. Like it boosts her popularity. You know she was bragging me today about Justin Bieber hitting on her, why the fuck would she tell me something like that?"

"She is trying to get you jealous, its what girls do." I said. I felt my phone vibrate. I opened it to see a text from Kendall. What the fuck are you doing with him? Was all it said.

You said that you had plans, Dak is having problems with Mercedes again and wanted to vent about it.

I answered and pushed send.

I already knew that Kendall wasn't happy and that made it hard to concentrate and help Dak. I knew that when I got back to Palm Woods that me and Kendall were going to be fighting. I only hoped that he would live up to his promise he made earlier.

I spent the afternoon with Dak at the mall trying to offer him some friendly advice, after a few hours though we were finally heading back to Palm Woods and I was getting nervous the closer we got. When we got back I climbed out of the car and walked to the lobby with Dak. "Listen dude, thanks for always listening to my bullshit. I appreciate it." He said.

"Anytime, bro." With that we slapped hands and I made my way back up to the apartment. When I walked in Kendall was sitting in the living room watching TV but I could already tell that he was waiting for me. When he saw me walk in he instantly stood up and met my eyes with a deadly glare. He motioned for me to meet him in our room.

I walked up as slowly as I possibly could. I didn't want to fight with Kendall. I didn't think I could handle it with us just getting back together. I was finally at the door. When I walked in, Kendall closed the door and then proceeded to locked it.

"So what? I turn my back for a minute and your off with Dak?" Kendall snarled at me.

"Baby, its not like that he called me and asked if he could talk to me because of the bullshit Mercedes is putting him through." I said defensively.

"Oh really? And you couldn't do that in the lobby? Where did you guys go?" He was giving me a look that was making me feel very uneasy.

"He was afraid that Mercedes would show up...we just went to the mall." I said.

He laughed in a way that I didn't like at all. It made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up straight. "Oh really? The mall, where a herd of fans could havet see him and gotten all crazy? Try lying to me again Logan and you won't like what happens."

"Kendall…I'm not lying. We really went to the mall." How could he think I was lying to him. I had never once lied to him.

"You went somewhere to fuck didn't you?" He yelled. He was standing in front of me and his face was a half inch away from mine. His anger was rising rapidly and I knew that it was going to be bad.

"How can you say that? I only love you!" I felt tears coming into my eyes.

"LIAR!" He screamed. I felt the back of his hand come into contact with my face. I feel down to the ground because of the impact.

I grabbed my cheek where his hand had hit and looked at him. "Kendall.…I'm telling the truth." I cried. I let the tears fall without even trying to wipe them away.

He grabbed me by the collar and raised me up. "This is your last chance Logan...tell me the truth. I already know that you fucked him. It's all over Palm Woods that Mercedes is a cover up for him, its also going around that you two are a couple."

I knew that was a lie. "Kendall, that isn't true. He loves Mercedes with all his heart. Just like I love you."

He threw me down to the ground. "Stop lying to me Logan!" I felt pain in my side. He had kicked me with all the might he could possibly muster up.

I grabbed my side, while trying to control the coughing that the impact had caused. I couldn't talk anymore, I felt like two tons had hit my side. I just looked up at Kendall with pleading eyes, begging him to believe me. He didn't though, I saw the anger in his eyes. I grabbed my side and let my face hit the ground sobbing. I was surprised when Kendall snapped out of his violence mood.

"UGH! Why do you make me do this to you Logan? Why can't you just take into consideration how I feel about things. I don't like you hanging around Dak, you know that, regardless of you what you say I know that he likes you. I have to protect you, I have to protect us." He yelled. He sat down on the bed with his face in his hands.

Shit, I had to ruin it. I had to help Dak, I should have told him to go talk to someone else. Kendall is right, I should have thought about how he would feel instead of being have only been back together for six hours and I'm already screwing it up. I should know by now that Kendall only has my best interest in mind.

I painfully stood up and walked over to him. I wrapped my arms around him and sat down on his lap. I rested my forehead on his shoulder. "I'm so sorry baby. I won't do it again, I was being stupid and selfish. It won't happen again."

He looked at me. "Its okay, Logie. Just don't hang out with anyone. You're mine and I don't want anyone to steal you away from me." I nodded agreeing to what he was saying to me. He smiled at me and then kissed my forehead.

Later that night I was standing in front of the mirror, observing the bruise on my rib cage. I touched it softly and winced in pain. I sat down on the floor. I can't believe I could be so stupid. Why did I have to hang out with Dak. I know better. I have to be a better boyfriend, if I was a better boyfriend Kendall wouldn't do this to me.

I climbed in the shower and let the hot water relax my body. It relaxed me completely. When I was done I got out and dried off. When I walked back in my room, Kendall was already in bed. I climbed into the bed with him. As soon as I got in he wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you, Logie." He said sweetly.

"I love you too."

I felt him kiss my cheek and then move to my mouth. He started to devour my mouth. Automatically taking control. "Kendall..." I said softly. "Stop."

He climbed off of me and glared at me. I could see that he didn't take too kindly to being rejected. "Oh, thats right...you already got laid today didn't you?" Kendall snarled harshly.

I frowned and looked at him with pleading eyes. "Kendall, you know that isn't true. You know I would never cheat on you." I said with a hurt tone.

"No, I don't. So you will let Dak fuck you, but not your boyfriend who you supposedly love?" His voice was raising.

"I do love you. I'm in a lot of pain Kendall, my side is killing me. I know that if we have sex that it will make it worse." I said defensively.

"Oh, so its my own fault then?" Kendall yelled at me.

"I never said that." I said softly.

Kendall walked up to me and planted a hard and painful kiss on my lips. "If you love me then let me fuck you."

"I'm not in-" I didn't get to finish however. Kendall had tackled me on the bed and was pinning me down. "NOOO! Stop!"

He covered my mouth and smacked me in the face. "If you scream, or even make a sound…trust me when I say that you WILL regret it!"

He was kissing me roughly all over my neck and body. I tried to push him off of me, but he was taller and heavier than me. I struggled and fought the best I could. This isn't right, this isn't right. He shouldn't be doing this. Why is he doing this to me?

"Stop struggling or this will be worse for you." He said in a voice I didn't recognize. It couldn't have belonged to my beloved Kendall.

I saw him pull his boxers down and kick them to the side. He put his dick by my entrance. "What about lube?" I asked.

Kendall got a dark and twisted smile on his face. "I felt that you would learn your lesson better this way." With that he smirked spit on his dick and then forced it in. I felt myself fading away for a few moments, then I felt pain. The tears were falling down a lot faster now. Kendall was being extremely rough. I felt like he was tearing something. I cried out in pain.

I closed my eyes tight and prayed that he would be done soon. It seemed to go on for an eternity. I was in an excruciating amount of pain and felt as if I would black out at any given moment, that was how intense the pain was.

He started to go slower. After a few minutes he pulled himself all the way out and then slammed right back into me. I bite my tongue to repress the scream of pain I had wanted to let out. "P-Please Ken-Kendall, I'm sor-sorry."

That didn't help much, Kendall kept pumping and pumping harder and faster. "Oh god Logie, I'm so close." I felt relieved and finally he slammed into me with all the force he could and then collapsed on top of me. I pulled myself over to the edge of the bed. I was sobbing into my pillow when I felt him snake an arm around my waist. "Logie…whats wrong? Didn't you enjoy that?"

"You…" was all I managed to say.

"It's not rape if you are with the person and love them." Kendall said simply. "And I do love you Logie." He planted a kiss on the top of my head and then rolled over away from me and didn't say another word all night. After a few hours, I finally cried myself to sleep.

The next morning the first thing I felt was a lot of pain in my bottom. Then I felt confused because of what Kendall had done. He professed to love me, but something inside was telling me you weren't suppose to hurt the ones you loved. I sighed and didn't know what to do. I sat up and instantly regretted it the pain was unbearable, and it only got worse when I stood up.

I felt warm liquid gush down the back of my leg. I wiped it with my finger and then looked at it. It was blood. I sat back down and then turned to wake Kendall up, but he wasn't there. I sighed, and then grabbed my phone. I dialed Kendall's number and patiently waited for him to answer. He didn't, though.

-Hey, its Kendall leave your number at the tone. Oh and if your a crazy fan don't even bother.-

When I heard the beep I took a breath. "Kendall, I need you to take me to the hospital. Please call me back." I set my phone down and then painfully stood up again. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a pair of boxers/briefs. I went and sat back down on the bed and put them on. I laid down and waited for twenty minutes before my phone finally rang.

"Kendall?" I asked frantically.

-What Logan?- He said in and annoyed tone.

"I need you to take me to the hospital." I said in one breath.

-Why?- He asked suspiciously.

"Well, I'm bleeding...I think you tore something."

Kendall laughed before answering. -Yeah, I'm not taking you. That is going to be an embarrassing ER visit. Ask my mom to take you.-

"But-"

-Look, I'm busy- And with that the line went dead and I looked at the phone before pushing end.

I sighed and looked at it again, I didn't want to call Mrs. Knight but I knew that I had no choice.. -What sweetie?-

"Can you come upstairs Mama Knight?" I asked.

Within seconds she was walking through the door. "What's wrong?" I sat up. "Is that blood on the sheets?"

"Can you take me to the hospital?"

She was instantly next to me. "Logan, what happened?" I could hear the concern and worry in her voice. "Does Kendall know that you are going?"

I looked down in embarrassment. I couldn't tell her what really happened. "Kendall and I…kinda go-got carried away, I guess. And he knows he is doing something though so I told him not to meet me there."

"Oh." She motioned for me to wait for one second. She came back in with a woman's pad. "Don't argue. Put this on, get dress, meet me downstairs. I will call for a wheelchair to be brought up."

As I got dressed I knew that this was going to be unbearable and hard to explain. I painfully made my way down the stairs. When I got there Mrs. Knight was standing there with a wheelchair. She rolled me to the car and when we got there helped me in.

The ride to the hospital was extremely awkward. When we got there Mrs. Knight checked me in and I nervously waited. I didn't want to be looked at because I would be so embarrassed. Finally I heard what I was dreading. "Logan Mitchell." I slowly walked back by myself.

Well, here it goes.

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A/N: Well I hope this has someone's attention.

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