A/N: I'm definitely loving this story. Updating might be slower than it has been because I have a lot of work the next few days

Chapter 5

"Hello." Dak's voice was frantic. "I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?"

-Because, James and Carlos said that you and Kendall broke up. I tried calling you everyday but your phone was off.-

I took a deep breath. How was I suppose to be mean? Dak was my buddy. I knew that if I wasn't hateful that Kendall would hurt me and Dak and I couldn't let that happened. I wasn't sure if I could handle it if something happened to him because of me. So I did the only thing I could think of. I imagined I was defending Dak instead of Kendall. Kendall grabbed my phone out of my hands and put it on speaker. "Well, I was miserable without Kendall. I didn't talk to anyone."

-But it's me Logie.- I saw Kendall's nose flare when Dak had used the pet name he used.

"Dak, you aren't anything special I don't have those kind of feelings for you. I never could. I love Kendall. I don't think I could ever love someone like you." I said harshly, hating myself as I said every single word.

-What? Someone who would show you what love is really like? Someone who would treat you right, instead of using you as a punching back?-

Kendall looked at me and I could see the anger and hatred in his eyes. He didn't know that I had told Dak about him hitting me.

"Kendall, doesn't hit me, I don't even know why you would think that. You may love me but I could never love you. You are nothing compared to Kendall. Kendall is everything I want and more."

-Logie, I just thought since you were always covered in bruises that he hit you.- He must have caught on that Kendall was listening.

"Don't call me Logie. Only Kendall can call me that." I said. "Dak, I don't want to talk to you ever again. I was never your friend, I wanted to make a fool of you just to prove that I could and now that I have I think it would be best if you didn't talk to me anymore."

I heard Dak chuckle on the phone. -When you finally realize you can do better than Kendall, why don't you give me a call...Logie.-

Kendall had lost it, he grabbed the phone out of my hand. "He doesn't want to be with you end of story, didn't you hear him? He didn't ever like you."

All Dak said was -I heard.- With that he hung up. I knew that even if he hadn't said so Dak understood what had just happened. He knew it wasn't me. I was sure that it was because if his relationship with that Tony guy he had mentioned. I couldn't look at Kendall. I didn't want to face him.

"You call that convincing? No wonder he's in love with you. You have only been leading him on for how many months now?" Kendall said in my face. "You didn't prove anything to me just now. The only thing that you proved was that you don't love me."

I shot my face up to look at him. "I do love you, Kendall. I love you more then anything in this world. I don't even know how you could say I don't. I would do anything for you."

Kendall smiled. "Well your love for me obviously wasn't enough for you to yell at Dak was it?" I started to protest but he held a finger up to stop me. "I'll give you another chance though, because I love you and I want to see it for myself that you love me too." He paused for a few minutes thinking. "James and Carlos are downstairs…tell them you can't be friends with them. And Logie, this time make it convincing."

I sat there for a few seconds. I knew that I had to think of what to say, so that I could do this the right way and prove that I did love Kendall, if he wanted me to prove my love then I would do it in anyway he wanted me to. "Well?" Kendall asked.

"I'm thinking. I didn't have time to think about what to say to Dak." He nodded and laid down with his hands behind his head. I finally had it all together. I knew what I had to do and say. I ran downstairs where Carlos and James were playing video games.

"Dak told us you would be doing this. We'll play along..." I heard James mutter under his breath.

"How could you guys tell Dak that Kendall hits me when we all know that isn't true!" I screamed at them. By then Kendall was standing up on the stairs smiling at me.

"Logan-"

"NO! I don't want to hear it you guys are jealous of me and Kendall. You guys are trying to break us up. You guys were suppose to be my best friends. You want Kendall for yourself. You never liked the fact that we were together." I felt crummy yelling at them. I knew that they only wanted to help.

James stood up. "We are your best friends."

"If you were you wouldn't try and break me and Kendall up." I yelled. They were quiet. They didn't want to fight back because they might let something slip. They were looking down. "When you see me in the house or at the studio don't bother saying hi or even look at me. Just walk on by, and I'll do the same for you. In my eyes you are dead to me."

I had heard that once in a soap opera named All My Children and decided that it would make it sound more convincing. I ran up the stairs and met Kendall's smiling gaze. "Logan how could you talk like that to two of your best friends?" He looked down. "I'm sorry guys, I know you guys would never do anything to break us up. Logan just likes to be a little drama queen isn't that right, Logie?"

He wanted to prove to me and them that he was the one in control and there was nothing that they could do. He wanted to show them that I was his. I had realized it as soon has he had said that.

I walked into our room and laid down on the bed with my face in the pillow. I wonder if Kendall would even care if suffocated myself. It'd be a nice little experiment. I heard the door close and Kendall was behind me cuddling with me. "You did good, Logie Bear." With that he planted a kiss on my forehead. I didn't want this anymore. I didn't want him to hit me or yell at me and I wasn't sure I could take it too much longer before I was finally completely broken. I wanted him to be the boyfriend he was in the beginning.

"Umm, Logie, I want sex." He started kissing my neck and sucking on it. "Take off your pants."

How romantic. I obeyed though, I slipped them off and threw them on the ground. Kendall had been doing this once a day, sometimes even twice. He would use me as his little sex slave and then he would just toss me to the side. I didn't concentrate on anything but trying not to enjoy it. He tried over and over again to make me get some sort of pleasure out of it. I felt him thrusting inside me and he hit a spot that made me curl my toes and want to cry out in pleasure, but I didn't want to give him the satisfaction.

"What's the matter Logie? Not enjoying this?" He said seductively into my ear. He took my earlobe in his mouth and then breathed in my ear. He quickened his pace. He hit that spot over and over. I finally gave in and let a moan escape my lips. "Mmmm, that's better."

When he was done, he did exactly what he did every other single time. I pulled away from him and turned my back to him while he got dressed. He jumped on the bed, kissed my forehead and muttered. "Thanks Logie. I really needed that.

The next day I was walking painfully back into the Palm Woods. Gustavo and Mr. X had made our lives hell for eight hours straight. With every note I sang and every move I made my chest hurt from the new bruises I had from Kendall. I even had to stay there to work with Mr. X longer than everybody. I had sweat so much my shirt was soaked and I couldn't roll my sleeves up because that would mean everyone would see the red cuts on my arms.

When I walked into the lobby I felt someone grab my hand and pullt me down onto the couch. "Logan, I haven't heard anything are you okay?"

"Dak, I can't talk to you." I tried to stand up but he pulled me back down. "Dak, I'm going to be dead if Kendall sees this."

"No you won't be, I won't let him kill you and besides do you see Kendall anywhere around here?" I looked around and decided he was right.

"But if someone tells him..."

"Logan, I just want to know if you are okay." I looked at him for a brief second.

I didn't know how to answer because I clearly wasn't okay. I was bruised and battered and I wanted nothing more than to tell him to take me to his apartment and hide me in there for the rest of my life. "I'm fine. Look Kendall, will be mad if I'm not there soon." And the before he could even notice what I was doing I stood up and ran to the elevators and got into it before he could follow.

I walked into the apartment and saw James and Carlos sitting there. "He just walked upstairs a few seconds ago and he didn't look happy at all." Carlos warned. I nodded and slowly walked up the stairs.

When I got there Kendall was jiggling his leg on his bed looking at his phone. When he saw me he held it up to me. "Jo sent this to me." It was a picture of Dak and me in the lobby, he was holding my hand." It was when he pulled me back down to the couch. He looked at his phone and read what Jo had written. "Looks like Logan really cares about you, huh?"

Shit, fuck, fuck, FUCK! I screamed in my head. I didn't know what to say, I knew that no matter what I said he wasn't going to believe me. He was going to think that I was cheating on him. "Kendall, its not what it looks like."

"Oh really? Because it looks like he's holding your hand. It looks like you are trying to make me look like a fool, Logan" He said. He threw his phone at me. I ducked out of the way to try and avoid it hitting me.

"Kendall, he was waiting for me in the lobby. He cornered me, I tried to walk away but he kept pulling me back down. That's what is going on here. I'm not cheating on you, I don't talk to Dak. I told him I wanted nothing to do with him" I knew that he wasn't going to believe me.

He walked towards me and I let out a breath when he walked passed me. I heard the door slam and I relaxed, but I didn't know then it was a mistake. I felt Kendall grab the back of my head and throw me to the ground.

"You think you can go behind my back and see Dak? Is that why you sucked today, were you hoping that Gustavo would make you stay there so that you could see Dak?" I laid on the ground not wanting to say anything because I was afraid if I did that it would only cause him to get angrier. I felt his foot come into contact with my side. "ANSWER ME!"

I was gasping for air, that kick had winded me and I couldn't seem to find my voice. "Kendall, I didn't know that Dak was going to be there. I swear, I love you. I don't want anything to do with him."

I hoped that would calm him down, but it didn't. I felt him kick me again. "WHY? Why would you betray me like that?" He screamed. He was pacing with his hands on his face trying to control himself. "Do you not want to be with me? I have protected you and defended you from everyone! Then you...you do this?"

I looked down in shame. I knew that I had made a mistake, I should have pushed Dak away and came straight to the apartment. How could I be stupid enough to talk to Dak? "I'm so sorry Kendall, please, please forgive me."

He looked at me and he met my gaze with a cold and hard stare. "You're sorry? You're sorry? That's it?" He changed his voice to mimic mine. "I'm sorry Kendall, I'm sorry that I'm always talking to people you don't like, I'm sorry that I am sleeping with a guy you hate. I'm sorry that I'm such a slut."

The last word hit me hard. "Kendall...its only you. Its only ever been you…you were the first person I ever had sex with. You're the only one I've ever had sex with. I had only kissed one person before you."

"Stop lying to me!" He kicked me in the face and I felt the pain in my nose. I saw blood gushing onto the floor. I grabbed my nose and started crying. "You're not sorry, not yet. You don't even know how sorry you're going to be."

He turned around and pulled me up by my throat. I couldn't breath, he was crushing my wind pipe. I felt his grasp get harder. "Ken-Kendall..." I managed to say. "Can't…breathe."

My head was spinning and I was dizzy. I needed air. He's going to kill me, he's really going to kill me. I did the only thing I could think of. I kicked him in the shin as hard as I possibly could. "GODDAMMIT!" He yelled. He grabbed his shin.

I took gasping breaths trying to get it caught up to where it needed to be. He looked at me and if possible he was even angrier than he had been before. "Kendall, I-I didn't mean to. I-I just couldn't breathe. You were going to kill me."

I started trying to crawl away. He stomped on my back. I screamed out in pain. I saw Kendall run and lock the door and then I heard someone banging on it. "WHATS GOING ON?" I heard James yell.

"Kendall, this isn't funny. Open the door!" Carlos screamed.

He ignored them and came back over to me. He kicked me over to where I was laying on my back. I felt him straddle me and plop down putting all this weight on me. Then I felt him wailing on me. He started with my face and then he was hitting wherever he could, as hard as he could.

I put my arms up trying to protect my face. I couldn't take anymore pain, I knew that I had to try and protect myself. I looked at Kendall, he had blood splattered on his face. My blood. Each of his fist was covered in blood. My blood.

He stopped all of the sudden. He looked at me for a second and then sat on the bed. He pinched the bridge of his nose and then paced a few seconds. I felt myself going in and out of it. I looked at him and he was on the bed, the next second he was walking. Then I saw him over me again. "Why are you making me do this to you Logie?" He asked.

I started coughing. Blood was in my throat and it was pouring out of my mouth. I could taste the familiar metal taste. "Ken-Kendall, please no more."

He laughed at me. He laughed for a good few seconds. He straddled me once again and I felt another blow to my face. I wanted to pass out, I knew that it would be better because I wouldn't have to go through this.

"I love you, Logie." I heard Kendall say. I could barely focus on him, it looked like there was seven of him. I felt his hands close around my neck again. I had no strength left in me. I was fading to black, my head was dizzy again and I was letting it take me over this time rather than fighting it. Then I felt nothing.

End Chapter

A/N: This was pretty intense. I was on the edge of my seat just writing it!

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