Hey guys this is the Fifth chapter to Full moon hope you are enjoying it so far. I have enjoyed writing it and this chapter. So enjoy :D And a big thanks to . for re reading my story so far and hopefully to continue; you've been a huge help!
Disclaimer - this story is a continuous on Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga; all of the characters belong to her unfortunately and is a huge hit.
Chapter 5 – Answers
It was hot in Volterra even to my standards; the warmth of the sun is mesmerizing. The blue sky is like a ocean; clear and beautiful. I stand amongst the crowed edging myself forward to the clock tower in the heart of the city. I glance around making sure no one is watching me as I seem different to many humans. For a fact my skin only glitters a small amount that won't be noticed by human eyes; just adding more beauty to the creature that I am. As I think about Renesmee I am drawn to the fact I need revenge on what that dog has become of us. Jealousy is my main emotion at the moment followed by anger and heartache. I walked through the main archway under the golden clock. I was surrounded in darkness the shiver of cold ran down my spine like I was walking in to the devil's layer enforced to meet my new master.
All six pairs of eyes stared at my existence surrounding the grand room full of marble and black and gold antiques. Each object seemed to show the magnificent of the beauty and history that surrounded the Voltorri and its heritage. Aro, Marcus, Caius, and their guard Jane, Alec and Demetri; all looked shocked except for Caius and Aro who is wearing a small smirk upon their faces knowing why I was here. Aro stepped forward from his throne welcoming me when arms stretched until we were inches about and him able to hold my hand. The sensation felt weird knowing that he would be able to read my thoughts at one touch. Able to know my feelings against those dogs; especially Jacob and how I felt about Renesmee. My one and only love.
"Ah, I see why you are hear young one. And what do you wish us to do with this information that you have giving us to foresee?" Aro's angel voice startled me suddenly making me nervous and anxious of me to even think that I had came to my royalty with such queries on which they should help me. What was I going to say help me get rid of the wolves and fight the Cullen so I can get what I want. No I couldn't hurt Renesmee like that; or I already have?
"I have come here to speak to my father, Joham. I know you kept him alive for reason I have no control over. I wish to speak to him about the situation I am in which you have just witnessed for yourself." I spoke the words quickly and more calm than I realized. "I have also come to ask a war upon the wolves, for revenge and seek what I love back to me." I stated looking up at them with my head bowed down waiting for their answer.
Aro's eyes didn't widen like I hoped at my last request but simply nodded in agreement. Caius then stepped forward next to Aro holding his hand. Aro was listening to his thoughts intensively searching for every detail in his mind. I can see that the decision was made when there hands had separated and Aro turned his 3310 year old stone figure 90 degrees to face me. His blood red eyes scanned the room feeling the presence of the guard; with Caius and Marcus closely behind him. Aro stepped forward as I felt my heart fluttering; faster than its normal rate of a hummingbird's wings. His angel voice suddenly interrupted my train of thought;
"We agree to your demands on taking down the so called werewolf shape-shifters, However there is only one alternative. As you very rare of our kinda and simply unique amongst many I do ask of you to join us; and to be part of our coven here in Volterra. But that is your own decision if you want us to help you get back your loved one from them dogs, of course."
The room seemed to be spinning. Loads of questions entered my mind, if I joined the Voltorri what about Renesmee? All this would be for nothing right.?
I'd been silent for a while; I could tell by there faces they had no idea what I was going to say to them and if I am honest I have not a clue.
I scanned the room again searching for an answer or a way out; but I can see the expression on Jane's features I've got no way out of this.
I simply nodded in agreement; Aro now seemed excited by my decision as I was enclosed by his cold arms pulling me in to a welcome hug. "Aro... I would like to see my father. Joham?"
"Oh yes; sure. Well he is here I'll get Jane to escort you to his chambers." he patted me on the back a couple of times and then Jane was at my side pulling my arm forward for me to follow her.
We walked under a diamond shaped arch leading through a darkened hallway that is made up of black bricks a coal dust along the concrete floor; the atmosphere feels cold on my skin with the warmth from the sun had disappeared altogether. Feeling unbalance it felt like I have been walking forever until she stopped in front of me her golden blonde hair up in a bun and petite height seemed turned at a 180 degree angle facing a black door with gold roses embedded around the door frame. I placed my hand on the golden door handle and forced myself inside. In front of me was my father; who looked tortured and unreadable. I never understood why they hadn't killed him once they found out what he was creating. Me and my fellow sisters. He always wanted a son and I didn't want anything to do with him. Until now. I stared into his red eyes knowing that he is being tortured by first by his pale features and the dark circles around both of his irises. He stumbles to his feet; pressing one hand firmly on my shoulder making it to ache but amongst the hunger in his eyes was brilliance and compassion. I hadn't seen my father for hundreds of years this was bound to be a surprise.
He had short spiky blonde hair with a narrow face he was easily noticed as 6ft. I have always hated my father for creating me and stealing my mothers life away from her like a devil. I hated how much I was like a monster to the world killing my mother from the inside and I was here now trying to seek advice from him. I must be desperate.
I helped him to his feet; then I noticed now that we were alone... Jane must of reported back to Aro, her master; well my master now. How was I going to explain that to him. I didn't choose him but I did to the Voltorri and the Cullen's. I was in such a mess. "Nahuel? Why are you here?"
It seem like now was the best way to tell him of the dilemma I am in; I explained everything from meeting Alice and Jasper to me staying with the Cullen's part of the year away for my auntie Hulien to spend some time travelogue.. Also from where my feelings for Renesmee another half being had began; to the werewolves involvement in my life had conflicted into rage and anger that forced myself in joining the Voltorri to have my revenge.
His eyes widened and looked at me like I am losing my mind; "What were you thinking?" his voice sounded rough with hidden confusion. I walked over to the door again trying to think of how to put what I am actually planning on doing. There's no harm in that? Right?
"i need to find out who I am; and who I am is with her. I'm going through a lot at the moment and one part of me hoped you would help me out. I could help you get away from the volturri's clutches and be free again. Isn't that what you want?"
As he shook his head, my father Joham gathered his strength and walked over to where I was standing and said "All I ever wanted was you as my son; and for me to be there for you; I know you envy me for what happened to your mother and I am sorry about that is well as your sisters mothers. But I cant changed what happened."
"why did you do it in the first place?" I've always wanted to ask my father this question; from the very first time I saw him.
"i dont know; when I first met your mother I loved her. Honestly I did; then I saw that you was growing inside of her and I thought it was a marvellous creation but I didnt know that there would be consequences of her dying and when you first broke her bones I ran. I ran to create a new species of the supernatural; a new chapter in Vampires. In total you have 6 sisters and I only have one son. You."
I nodded and stated " I want you to help me; Renesmee is just like me and who I'm not related to. Can you help me get her back?"
"I'll help you son. I'll help you."
"Oh Jake, are you okay?" tears are falling from my eyes; he hugged me tightly whispering I love you into my ear. I felt my heart melting; all I want is for us to be happy now. Just me and Jake, but I cant believe I've hurt Nahuel. I never wanted that. Never wanted anyone to be hurt. I pulled out of Jacob embrace to face my dad still standing behind us; both there eyes locked as I could tell Jacob was asking him a question privately for only him to hear; Dad spoke then saying "yes; your in danger. Nahuel has gone to the Voltorri and requested to bring war upon you and the wolves Jacob. You might need to speak to your pack."
"I am aware of the danger that we are in Edward; but I am going to protect Nessie; Nahuel is just jealous and it will go out of his system."
"I think you are wrong there Jacob, I read Nahuel's mind when he left so suddenly. He knows he wont be able to have Nessie back while you are there to protect her. He is going to the Voltorri and I can't prevent that now. Alice has seen his decision and Aro offered him a compromise. They will stand a fight with him; but he has to join them. To be part of their coven."
"He can't do that. No I won't let him" I screeched.
No way ! Nahuel wouldn't do this to me. He knows how much he means to me. I should have been the one to tell him about me and Jake. This is so messed up. I let go of Jacobs feverish hand that I was holding and ran back into the forest hearing the gasps behind me leaving my trouble and problems away.
All I could hear while I stand here in the middle of the forest weeping was the sound of Jaocb's voice echoing my name over and over again. My heart felt like it has been punched and battered. Aching for both guys I love; but with Jacob I seem myself longing and searching for my true soul mate.
Attracted like magnets; becoming one.
"Nessie" I cried out again as I was about to run after her; when Edward's stone cold hand touched my shoulder pulling me back.
"Let go of me Edward," the pain of Nessie running away from me; hurts my chest. I feel like I am burning, aching and there is no recovery apart from when she is in my arms. I need her next to me. Knowing that she is mine. To be with me always and stay that way forever.
"Jacob, listen to me. You need to give her some space to figure things out on her own. Your imprint is more powerful then the rest of your packs. Your hurting now cause she left you suddenly. You need to overcome that pain. Or you'll end up like you have for the past year again. Do you want that Jacob? Do you?" I nodded I knew he was right but what was I going to say. She might pick him over me. Of course not. I let go of the pain and suddenly I felt normal again.
"what was that?" I asked Edward who looked just as shocked as I was.
"I'm not entirely sure, I think you and Nessie are linked more than an imprint but share each others emotions. What she feels you feel." He froze deep in thought, "Come back to mine for a moment; Nessie will know where to go." I hesitated not wanting to leave her without her, "Jacob she will follow our scent. Trust me. If you can feel what she feels then it will be the same vice versa. Now please." I closed the front door with a quick goodbye to Billy and the pack who were waiting in the living room listening to our conversation and followed Edward to my truck round the side of the house. My Chevrolet GMC 1952 pick up truck stood blue and rusted against the house. Edward looked up and down the truck muttered "No wonder why Bella loved her truck so much." I smiled at the memories and hopped into the front of the truck and sighed.
"Are you sure that she will be okay by herself?" I asked worriedly
"Yes Jacob I wouldn't lie about that she is my daughter; I'll always make sure she will be okay if I wasn't there to protect her and I know Bella feels the same way why else would she back you up instead of Nahuel. Can't you see Jacob you are a bigger part in our family than you ever were."
I looked at him shocked. Me and Edward haven't been this close before. Talking about feelings and stuff. To be honest we've never spoken like this since the night in the tent before the war against the newborns.
"Maybe; Renesmee is changing her mind. And decides to go to Volterra and make Nahuel change his mind. A bit like deja vu with you and Bells eh?" I tried to make a joke out of it but Edward could see that I truly mean it. What if she does chose that? I'll lose her forever. My Nessie.
Thats the end of Chapter 5 :L keep on reading to find out what happens ? R&R and tell me what you think :L
-Charliee
