She stares at the waves lapping the hull

And the glint of sun on water reminds her

Of his charming smile

Of his personality

The ship she is on

Is nothing like his

But everything still reminds her of it

Right down to the bilges

Its like ghosts follow her

Like so many little thoughts

All twirling and tumbling and dancing around

Until all she can think about is

Him him him

Until she doesn't know

If she really doesn't love him

If she really doesn't care

As if she doesn't wish he would mend her tattered heart

That he helped break

And left to rot in her chest