A/N: Well promise99 you wanted more drama and violence. This chapter has a little bit of it. I promise. And also I started a new fanfic called Southern Belle if you could read that it would mean a lot to me.

Chapter 13

Kendall and I were by the pool. We had been back together for two weeks and so far I had not regretted it. I was still rooming with James. I didn't want to move back in with Kendall because I felt that the separation was important for us at night. Kendall had his arms wrapped around me and was nuzzling the back of my neck.

"Kendall, that tickles." I laughed. He did it even more after I said that. "Kendall stop."

"But, but Logie." He said in a child like voice. He planted a single kiss on the back of my neck and it sent shivers down my spine.

Kendall and I hadn't made love since we had been back together. I wanted to, but Kendall told me he wanted us to wait. "You can't do that, not if you don't indtend to follow through." I said with a smile.

"What if I do?" He asked with a grin.

Then we felt water being squirted on us. I looked up to see James and Carlos. "We thought things were getting a little heated. Thought you guys needed a cool down." James said.

Kendall and I stood up and dragged them in the pool with us. Kendall cornered me in the pool and gave me a tender kiss on my lips. I instantly tried to deepen the kiss. "Not here." He said softly.

"Apartment?" I asked. He nodded. We got out of the pool and then grabbed our stuff. "We'll be at the apartment."

They nodded because they understood. "Not in my bed!" Carlos yelled.

I felt my face redden when Carlos said that. I grabbed Kendall's hand and we walked into the elevators together. We watched Dak walk out and glared at Kendall. I felt Kendall's grip tighten on my hand. "Abusive fuck." I heard Dak mutter under his breath.

Kendall opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off. "Kendall, come on. Don't ruin our moment, love." I said.

Kendall looked at me and then back at Dak who was standing a few feet from him. "Your right, Logan. Me making love to you is more important." Kendall said with a smirk on his face.

I saw anger flash through Dak's eyes before the elevator doors shut. I looked at Kendall. "Do you always have to be so hateful to him?" I asked.

"Oh Logie, give me a break." I heard him groan. "Besides, you are always hateful to Jo."

I couldn't argue I was pretty hateful to her. I always gave her glares when I saw her. I wasn't one to talk about being hateful. We were walking into apartment 2J. As soon as we walked in I started devouring Kendall's mouth. We were slowly making our way to Kendall's room. Our lips never parting. Whenever we finally reached the room Kendall finally pulled away. He closed the door and locked it.

I went to sit on the bed. I tugged off my shirt, wanting as little clothes on as possible. Kendall did the same thing and then climbed on top of me and started kissing my neck. I moaned in pleasure. He found my pulse point and bit it slightly. "Kendall…" I moaned.

He smiled and then made his way down my chest. He left a slight trail of kisses down the center of my chest. I put my fingers in his hair and grabbed a handful of locks. When he reached the band of my swim shorts he pulled them down and licked the tip of my cock. He took in the tip and swirled his tongue. I was in pure ecstasy.

He started bobbing his head. I felt the tip hit the back of his throat. I knew that if he continued I would be done in a matter of minutes. I pulled him off and he gave me a pouty look. "It's been a while and I want this to last." I said.

He nodded. I flipped him around so that he was the one laying on the bed. I took his trunks off and then kissed his stomach. I took his entire cock in my mouth in one slick movement. I started swirling my tongue at the tip every time I brought my head up.

"Logie…" I looked up at him. "I want to feel you inside me."

I had never been a top. I was always bottom. I looked at him with a confused look on my face. "Kendall, it's going to hurt."

"I know, but I want to try it. Please." I looked at him and nodded. He leaned over into his nightstand and pulled out a bottle of lube. He handed it to me.

I put some on two of my fingers. "Are you ready?" He nodded. I slowly pushed one finger in. I felt him clench. "You have to relax." I said softly. He nodded and then I felt him unclench. I moved my finger in him for a few seconds before I inserted the second one. I saw him wince a little. I moved my fingers in and out for about thirty seconds before I started making scissor movements with them.

I pulled them out and then put a generous amount of lube on my cock. "Relax." I said. I started to slide the tip in. His face was contorted with pain. "Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?" I asked.

He shook his head. "Go in more." He said. I knew that he was in pain. But I started to slowly move in more and more. I was finally all the way in and I couldn't believe how unbelieving tight he was. "Move!" He hissed.

I pulled out and then slowly went back in. I didn't know how long I was going to last. After almost four months without sex, and how tight he was I knew I wasn't going to last all that long. "Faster." I heard Kendall gasp out.

I started pumping in faster. After a few more thrust I was going in as hard and fast as I could. I kept angling myself trying to find his prostate. Finally I hit something. "Oh god!" I heard Kendall scream.

I smiled and I concentrated on trying to hit that spot over and over again. I moaned at the sound of Kendall calling out my name. I knew that I was close so I started pumping his cock in the motion that I was moving. I felt his hot substance come into contact with my hand and his muscles tightened which sent me over the edge too. I rode out my orgasm and after I was done I pulled out and laid down next to him.

When I was face to face with him he kissed my nose. "That wasn't so bad." He said softly.

I smiled. "I tried to be as gentle as I could, but next time…you're fucking me." I said. After experiencing being top, I knew that I preferred bottom. He smiled at me and then kissed my nose again.

I snuggled into his chest and planted one gentle kiss on it. He was playing with my hair and I smiled at him. "I love you, Kendall."

I saw his face light up. "I love you too, Logan." He said with a smile on his face. "We should get dressed so when James and Carlos come home they don't have to wait to come in."

I nodded. We put back on our swim suits and were sitting in Kendall's room for a few seconds. "Why don't we go back down to the pool?" Kendall asked.

I nodded. We walked out of the room together, the apartment was still empty so we left and walked down to the pool. When we walked down there Dak was talking to James and Carlos. I looked at him for a few seconds. "Kendall, why don't we-"

"It's okay. I can handle being around him." Kendall said. I looked at him skeptically. "I can, I need to learn how to get use to it. I know you still see him as a friend, even if you two haven't talked in months. I can get over it."

I smiled at him. I wrapped my arms around him and whispered in his ear. "Thank you."

I grabbed his hand and we walked towards them. "Hey guys." I said smiling.

"Oh god, he's glowing!" James said in a joking matter.

"Kendall got it in!" Carlos said. His new obsession had recently been Jersey Shore and he was using quotes from the show.

Kendall laughed. "Well technically, Logan got it in." I nudged him playfully.

"Hey, they don't need to know details." I said. I didn't want to get Dak mad, sure we said some pretty mean things to each other but at the same time I still cared about him deeply.

James and Carlos didn't say anything. It was Dak who spoke next. "I never took you as a bottom, Kendall." He said with a laugh.

"Ah, what can I say heat of the moment." Kendall said with a smirk. Dak's smile quickly turned into a frown. Kendall noticed. "Look Dak, Logan and I are together and I know that we are going to last. He still sees you as a friend, for some odd reason. I don't want to take his friends away this time."

Dak looked down for a moment before he spoke. "I want to be friends with Logan. But when he's with you I don't know if its possible. Do you really expect me to believe that in a matter of three months you've changed enough to be with him? You may have Logan fooled, but not me."

I stood up. "Dak, you don't know Kendall as well as we do. He's changed, he is where he needs to be." I said defensively.

"Oh, so is that why he came banging on my door yelling at me?" He asked in a sour tone.

"That was two months ago!" Kendall yelled. "A lot has changed in two months!"

"Is that why you're screaming?" He asked.

"I'm tired of you. Like Logan said, you don't know me. All that matters is that Logan sees I've changed. And I don't give a shit what some low life pretty boy thinks." Kendall said. He was an inch away from Dak's face now.

Dak pushed Kendall away from him. Kendall shoved him back automatically, Dak stumbled backwards. He was on his feet. "Oh, so its like that Knight?" Kendall didn't say anything. He just smirked. Dak's fist swung back and met Kendall's eye. James and Carlos stood up.

"Just let them go." I said. "Maybe if they get all their frustration out this can go behind them?" I asked. I knew that it was a long shot but nothing else was working so I figured it was worth a shot.

They took turns hitting each other. Finally Dak was on top of Kendall. I didn't want Kendall to get hurt and it was clear that Dak had the upper hand now. I jumped up and shielded Kendall by cradling him in my arms. "Dak, that enough." I said.

He looked at me and dropped his fist that he was about to throw into Kendall. Dak stood up, his cheek was a deep shade of purple and his eye was swollen.

I looked at Kendall and stroked his face gently with my thumb. His nose was bleeding and his eye was almost swollen shut. "Logie, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." I stood up. "Now that you two got that out of your system, you both need to move on. I want you as my friend Dak but all these snide comments have to stop!"

Dak looked down. "You're right." He said softly. He offered Kendall his hand and Kendall took it and was brought to his feet. Kendall put his hand out and Dak shook it. "Sorry dude." Dak said. It sounded genuine.

Kendall grinned. "I am too. Lets just put it all behind us, for Logan." I smiled at him. Dak nodded his head in agreement and I smiled at the two of them.

"Thank you." I said to the both of them.

"Maybe we could all hang out some time?" Dak said.

"Yeah!" James yelled. "That would be fun. We could go see another movie!"

I grinned. Was it actually possible that things were going in the right direction for me? I half expected to wake up and find that it was a dream.

We all five sat by the pool. We swam and joked around with each other. Dak, Kendall and I even played a game trying to figure out who was gay down at the pool. James and Carlos were amused at our game to say the very least.

Night was finally falling and we decided that we would go up to our own apartments. When we got up there, Mrs. Knight already had dinner made for all of us. It was fish stick Friday. We all ate our dinner and talked. "So tomorrow we start recording Nothing Even Matters." Kendall said. I knew that he was excited that Gustavo had agreed to record his song.

"I still think that Gustavo is still a little surprised that you actually were able to write and compose a song." James said jokingly.

"I don't know why it was that surprising. A lot of songs come from hard times. That song is nothing different." He said softly. I knew that Kendall still was hard on himself for what he had done to me.

We talked about it every so often, but it was only when we both were really thinking about it. We made the decision that we couldn't dwell on it too much. We could forgive, but not forget. But I knew that if we were to dwell on it all the time our relationship wouldn't stand a chance.

Kendall and I were laying on the couch watching a movie with the guys. Kendall's head was in my lap and I was playing with his hair. He turned to lay on his back and he looked at me. When our eyes met he gave me a smile.

I couldn't help but smile back at him. "I love you." I said sweetly.

"I love you too, Logie Bear."

"Aww, aren't you two just precious?" James said in a mocking tone.

"You're just jealous that Logan is all mine." Kendall said with a grin. "But in all seriousness, how do you feel about me and Logan being back together?"

"I like it, if I didn't think you deserved him I wouldn't of helped you get him back." James said. Carlos nodded. "And as long as you keep Logan happy, I will continue to be happy for you two."

"I will never hurt Logan again, guys. I promise." Kendall said.

I looked at the ring that was on my right hand. A promise ring that he would treat me right. I smiled at it. I looked at him again and then kissed him gently on the lips. He stood up and pulled me into his room.

He laid down on his bed and motioned for me to come lay down next him. I walked up to him and snuggled up to him. "Do you really love me?" I asked. I didn't know where it came from.

He rubbed my back. "Of course. If I didn't love you I wouldn't of worked so hard to change and get you back." He said softly.

"I need to say this. If you hit me again, I will leave. I will go back to Minnesota and you will never see me again." I said. I meant it, after everything he had already put me through I refused to ever go anything like it again.

"Well, then I guess its a good thing that I don't plan on doing it again." He said with a grin. He leaned in and gave me a gentle kiss on my lips.

We laid in the room in silence for a few hours, we shared the occasional kiss. I stared into his eyes for a what seemed like hours. Our focus on each other was broken when Carlos came into the room. "Well, I'm off to bed." I said with a grin. Kendall held me down.

"No, don't go." He pleaded.

"Kendall, we decided that I was going to sleep in a different room. We both know its best to have a little separation." I said trying to reason.

"But one night won't hurt." He said with puppy dog eyes.

"Kendall…" I said with a pleading voice. He nodded in resignation and I left the room. I walked to James and my room and closed the door.

I laid in bed for a minute before James said something. "Hey Logan?" He asked.

"Yes?"

"If Kendall was to start hitting you, you would tell me…right?" He asked in a nervous voice.

I sighed. I knew that James and Carlos were really worried about it, even though they were able to mask it pretty well. "If Kendall hits me again, I'm going to Minnesota and I will never talk to him again."

"Good." Was all James said.

And with that I closed my eyes and forced myself to go to sleep.

End Chapter

A/N: Well the next chapter is the last one. I'm sad that this is coming to an end, but I want to avoid going on and on.

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