EPOV
I ran my fingers through my hair as I sank into my chair. Fuck. My thoughts instantly went straight to Bella. I had woken up this morning looking forward to just seeing her today but instead I was pissed. But not at her. I don't think I could ever be pissed at her. I frowned to myself at today's fucked up events.
I had been bored all day in every single lesson I taught despite the students enthusiasm. I had seen Bella at lunch in the cafeteria but not before I was horribly flirted with and practically raped by a girl who surely had more boobs and hair extensions than brains. How she got into college was beyond me. Then again, her daddy probably funded for college as well as everything else.
And then in lesson I had tried to make silent amends to Bella because I knew she had seen and not exactly been thrilled about the exchange between me and the blonde bimbo. I brushed the tops of her fingers with my fingertips and I knew she noticed because she bit her lip the entire time she was around me, handing out the books. I relalized at that moment that she did that around me alot. It puzzled me but totally turned me on at the same time. Fuck.
And... Jacob. And Bella. I couldn't help but be fucking jealous! What the FUCK was that about? I groaned in frustration to myself and hit the wooden desk with a bang. I shouldn't even be jealous! Surely there was nothing to be jealous about! Right...?
But I couldn't help it either way. I needed to get over this. And fast. I stood up and began pacing the room like a deranged pensioner, waiting for death to seize me. At this moment, death didn't seem like a bad option really. But what was this helping? Honestly? I groaned in defeat and grabbed my bag, walking to my car. I needed to get home and just forget about her. For the time being, at least. But all I could think about WAS her.
When I got back to my apartment after the drive from the college campus to the apartment building which was located in the middle of Port Angeles, I yet again began pacing... Damn, I walked into a wall! Fuck me. I needed to get her out of my system. Yeah, just get her out of my system. With a final nod of my head to myself in my lonely and empty apartment I picked up the phone and dialled Angela's number.
"Hey, ange." I smiled weakly to myself.
Angela had been there for me since we were teenagers and I had first moved back to Forks and then Port Angeles. We'd been through a lot and in the end, we decided after three failed attempts at being together that we would just be friends and occassional fuck buddies. Well, this seemed like a good enough occassion.
Angela's happy voice ran through the phone, into my ear, instantly making me smile.
"Hey, Eddie! What's up? How's your job going? Jeez, why you choose to go back to that hell that is school, is beyond me!" Her laugh ran through my phone, bouncing off the walls of my skull. I rolled my eyes to myself at my best friend. It was hard not to smile around her. It was so easy to.
"Shut up. It's going ok, I guess. Hey, it's got me a bit stressed so I need to relax. Come over, AngiePop? Pwease?" I chuckled at her nickname I had creatively given her in the ninth grade.
"Damn, Eddie! I can hear you pout over the phone! Ok, I'll come. Give me five minutes."
With that, the phone clicked off and I was left alone yet again with nothing but silence. I hated living alone.
Like promised, five minutes later, the silence was soon interrupted with a knock at the door. I smirked and walked over to open the door to find Angela smiling at me seductively. She was dressed in a cleavage-revealing red dress with knee high black boots and her hair cascading past her tanned shoulders, reaching her fine ass. Fuck. Angela smirked at me face and giggled.
"Letting me in would be nice."
I chuckled and grabbed her, pulling her in as I slammed the door and pushing her against it. I crushed myself to her and began kissing and sucking her neck. I moved my lips closer to hers as I explored her body with my hands and she moaned and gasped.
"Fuck Eddie. Please...no foreplay this time... Just fuck me!"
I laughed menancingly and kissed her lips deep and lingering before ripping off her dress with my bare hands leaving her with barely there panties, a strapless bra and her sexy boots. Not for long.
I stripped away her bra and teased her panties down her leg with my tongue and I unzipped her boots, sliding them off slowly. Angela whimpered and moaned as I moved my hands higher up her legs, kissing them as I went.
And finally... Jackpot. I kissed her sex, making her quiver as I softly eased two fingers in and I began massaging her clit. Shit. She was so fucking ready. I flicked my tongue rapidly making her scream in pleasure and I looked up at her with a smirk in my eyes as her hands came down on my shoulder sharply.
Too bad for her I was only just begun. I picked her up over my head, kissing her legs and massaging her firm ass as I walked to the bedroom while she moaned and forever quivered as I held her, teasing her.
I threw her down on my bed and took my shirt and jeans off as well as my shoes and socks. As for my boxers, I slowly eased them off, knowing it would give Ange something to moan about.
Finally, they were off and my not-so-little buddie sprang to life saying hello to the world. Something changed in Angela then. And damn, did it do good! She yanked me down with her and locked lips with me feverishly.
"If you don't fuck me, I swear to Go-oh!"
And we had lift off. I began thrusting in and out repeatedly as Angela shrieked and screamed as she moaned my name in pleasure. Fuck. This felt so good. I thrusted with a grunt and slammed into her so hard I didn't know if she cried out in pain or pleasure. Either way.
With us both panting, I held Angela in my arms as our heart rates slowed down.
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It was around 11 when Angela finally left after we had another round. She smiled sweetly at me as I helped her with re-dressing herself. I hugged her tightly before she went and then she was gone. And do you wanna know the sad part?
As I climbed back into bed, after laying down new sheets, and drifted off to sleep due to pure exhaustion, I realized I didn't want release from Angela. I wanted it from Bella, and in my mind that's who I got my release from. Not Angela. Bella.
Only Bella.
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I groaned as I rolled into my pillow at the alarm on the bedside table. It continued to screech at me and I eventually had to give in. Well, if I wanted absolutely no headaches today, that was probably sensible.
Running fingers through my hair lazily, I began considering skipping school and staying in bed but I had that detention with Bella after school and it would look stupid if I only went down there for a fucking detention. Shit.
Why the hell did I give her that detention? Oh yeah. Because I'm a jealous dickhead who is protective over something and someone that has nothing whatsoever to do with me. Fuck sake. I hated myself sometimes.
I dragged myself out of my horribly comforting bed, and sludged back to the bathroom. As I brushed my teeth, I wondered what Bella's morning routine was.
Woah! I am one silly bastard. Wondering what her routine was in the morning? I had it bad, whatever the fuck "it" was. I shook my head, and spit into the sink.
In the next hour, I had got a shower, put on some clothes, called Ange for some good banter and finally had breakfast. See, that's why I loved my best friend. Nothing is ever weird or awkward with her. Except that time when I walked in on her with Taylor. Hell that was funny but damn awkward too. I even called Bella on the way to school to ask what her routine was in the morning. Haha.. No. I'm not that bad!
As I pulled into the school parking lot and got out of my car, I frowned at the huge crowd overhead. What the-? Fuck. It was a fight. Fan-fucking-tastic.
With a shake of my head, I ran towards the crowd and it became clear to me who was fighting. Sorta. Jasper Hale was one of the lads. He was in my history class. Yep. I could multitask.
The lads in the crowd were shouting and egging them on whereas the girls had either fretted silently or had already walked off in despair and/or total boredom. Damn, even fights weren't exciting anymore.
I sighed as I scanned campus. Surely there'd be some kind of staff around? But nope. I looked back at the boys and it dawned on me who the other boy was as I held him back. It was Emmett Cullen. My damn cousin, for fucks sake.
"Emmett? What the fuck man!"I frowned down at my now red-faced cousin who was now glaring at Jasper, who was also being held back, but this time by Tyler Crowley, the schools biggest jock. Emmett bare-faced growled at Jasper and I was seriosuly taken aback. Emmett never growled. Not unless someone was threatening to put him on a diet or cut him back from his choclate or some shit.
"He keeps making moves on my girl!" Emmett spat.
Jasper scoffed and laughed at him which certainly didn't help Emmett's case at all.
"Rose? Come on! She's like family to me! I wouldn't dare, Em! Sure, she's smokin' and all but I don't think of her like that. Never have, never will, mate!"
Emmett's breathing had slowed down and it was silent for a few moments before he spoke again.
"How can I believe you, man? Prove it! Prove to me that what you're saying aint total bullshit!"
Emmett locked eyes with Jasper but I still kept a tight hold of him. Emmett had his moods and they were certainly...interesting.
Jasper laughed out loud, shaking his head but smiled.
"Prove it? Hell, man... Fine. Next girl that walks by, I'll go ahead and kiss 'em then ask them out. Is that good enough for you, bro? Cool."
They both shuffled to their feet after me and Tyler slowly released them. They both eyed each other before shaking hands with a nod.
"Hey, Jazz! Here we go, bruv!"
Jasper grinned and turned around to see a girl walking by who had suddenly tripped and dropped her books. She cursed to herself and bent down to pick them up. The girl had the same clumsiness and brown locks just like Bell- Oh Hell No!
Before I could stop Jasper, and mask my reasoning behind pity for the girl, he had already bounded up to Bella and helped her pick up her stray books.
Then before Bella could word her thanks, Jasper had already leant in and kissed her deeply. Her eyelashes fluttered helplessly as he pulled away and grinned at her. Bella blushed, turning her pale cheeks adeep crimson red just like I'd imagined she always would if I ever got the chance to kiss her.
I could feel my heart breaking as Bella rolled her eyes and giggled, then nodded when Jasper whispered something in her ear before walking off, with a spring in her step and a sway in her hips. Fuck.
Jasper came running back and high-fived Emmett.
"Who has a date with Miss. Bella Swan tomorrow night? Me! Man, Em, she ju-"
I didn't hear anymore as I'd already found myself walking away. Jasper had a date with Bella? Damn it. I sighed and controlled the urge to scream and kick someone. Just. And instead of that preferable option, I just calmly walked into my classroom.
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Finally, due to examinations of the teachers for some fucking reason I had no idea why, I finally had my detention with Bella a long, long week later. It was six in the evening and damn, I think I forgot about when Bella knocked and let herself in.
"Edward?" I smiled weakly at Bella as I looked up then sighed deeply. Christ. She looked amazing. With her hair piled on the top of her hair in a high ponytail, a short skirt and white cami top.
"Uh, can you just... Log onto a laptop from the cupboard and write a few paragraphs for the beginning of a short story? Whatever genre will be fine, Bella. Thanks." I raggedly ran fingers through my untameable hair as I frowned at the pieces of paper in front of me.
Soon, the room was filled with silence besides Bella typing away. But within a few minutes, her phone had beeped which made her smile as she read the message and I bit my lip. In an effort to make conversation, and ease my curiosity, I asked her who had texted her.
"Oh, just Jasper. He's just asking where I am. Oop, he's texted me again!" Her attention had gone back to her phone and I didn't know what to do. I had to tell her. Now.
"Bella? Jasper's doing this for a joke. A dare."
I cleared my throat, watching her confused expression as my words sunk in. But then... She laughed. Laughed.
"Su-ure Edward! If you say so!"
Dangflabit! Why didn't she believe me? Oh yeah, coz I'm the stuuffy old teacher. Which wasn't even true, I mean I'm 23 for fucks sake!
"Bella, I was there when he kissed you, when Emmett dared him to ask you out to prove he didn't want Rosalie. You're just a toy to them!"
I barely kept myself from shouting.
Bella said nothing and I hoped the silence was her putting everything into place. Her reaction, however, was totally not what I expected.
"Oh, what does it matter! I like him and he likes me. I don't care what you say! You could be lying! And why the FUCK do you care!"
This time I was silent and I didnt have an idea about what to say. At all. I stared at her for a few moments longer before I whispered, "I don't know Bella but for some reason I don't want to see you hurt. In any way Bella. And I don't mean this in a teacher way or a father way. As a friend, is what I mean."
I sighed and looked, down, trying to get back to my work. Was that what I meant? Hell, I didn't know what I meant any more. Not since I met Bella anyway. With a sigh, I heard Bella go back to typing.
It was only ten minutes later when I decided to check on Bella. I mean her work. Sure. Tell yourself that, Masen.
I walked over to Bella where she had switched from a laptop to a computer at the edge of the room, closer to the cupboard door.
The work seemed good and way more than a few paragraphs, which was good too. I smiled at her from behind her back which I didn't know if she noticed, but I presumed she did considering she bit her lip. I winced as she banged the mouse on the desk, willing it to work. Ouch.
"Come on, you stupid bitch!"
I frowned and leant down, whispering in Bella's ear.
"Bella. Calm down. I mean, how would you like it if I banged you on the desk shouting 'come on, you stupid bitch'?"
I heard Bella's breath catch in her throat and then she spun round to look at me to then just-
A/N
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