BPOV

I smiled to myself as I shut Edward's appartement door behind me. I couldn't believe that had happened! I had sex with Edward Masen! Fuck! OK, Swan, chill! Everything's gonna work out, I mean, just because he's your teacher doesn't mean it's not gonna work out, right? Please, who was I kidding? I knew when I first kissed him in the classroom that we couldn't be together. Not in this lifetime, not in the next lifetime, never. And that really sucked ass. But I really liked him and if last night was to go by, he liked me too. Or was I just an easy lay to him? No, Swan, don't go there, you'll just put yourself into a bad position in your mind, think positive. I just need a distraction. Yeah.

As if it was Jesus acting as my saviour, my phone vibrated, ringing the familliar tune of "Empire State Of Mind" by Alicia Keys and Jay-Z. That only meant one thing. Jacob. It was his ringtone. Just what I needed, a pick-me-up. Jake always made me feel better no matter the circumstances. I pressed 'Accept Call' on my phone and held it to my ear and winced at Jake's tone of voice. Shiit.

"Isabella Marie Swan!" Crap. He only ever used my full name when he was angry or annoyed at me. Perfect. This is what I get for letting him know my full name. Oh well.

"Hello, and good day to you too, Mr Happy." I smirked as I muttered the words down the phone to Jake and pressed the "down" button to the elevator. The doors opened, and I pressed the button for the bottom floor as the elevator doors closed.

"Bella, seriously! You were meant to text me this morning, missy! OK, I'm at Starbucks downtown, come and meet me babe." Jake's nervous laugh echoed through the phone and I smiled. Looked like I was off the hook. And a free hot chocolate as well? Damn, things were looking up.

"Sure, Jakey-poo," I smirked at his nickname. "I'll be there in ten. Love you."

"Jakey-poo? Really? OK, love you too Swan. Bye." With that, Jake hung up and I was left with my laughter echoing through the elevator. I loved my life. The elevator doors opened and I swear I skipped out of them. Skipped. I never skipped! Well, things were obviously changing. I smiled at the thought and ran outside to catch a cab.

Ten minutes later, as promised, I arrived at Starbucks and met Jake at the table in the corner. I walked up behind him and covered his eyes with my hands.

"Guess whooo!" I sang.

"Hm, well, it's obviously Lindsay Lohan as only her hands smell that bad." Jake smirked and I gasped melodramatically as I sat down, taking my hands away and folding my arms under my breasts, pouting. Jake could only laugh and soon enough I was too. But not before I could defend my hands.

"My hands don't smell, Jakey." I muttered, and smirked at him, my eyes twinkling. I grinned at Jake and he grinned back, showing off his perfect teeth. Damn, I bet that boy always had flying colours at the dentist. Lucky bastard, my teeth aren't perfect unfortunately.

Jake laughed loudly and I couldn't help but giggle. "Yeah, you're right. Your hands don't smell. That bad." He winked at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever." I smiled as our drinks were called. Jake smiled and went to get them. While he was gone, as always when I was left alone, I pondered. What was Alice gonna say? Fuck, what would Jake say? Hm. Best to just leave it, right? I mean, it was only one night, no-one needs to know, yeah? Oh who am I kidding? Of course I'll be going back to him. I can't not! Sigh.

Before I could ponder much further with my thoughts Jake had reappeared with the drinks. He placed the drink in front of me as he sat down and smiled.

"There you go, beautiful." Jake winked at me and took a sip out of his coffee.

"Thanks, handsome." I remarked back with a smile.

"So, where were you? I text you, like, a billion times. You arranged this, y'know? Coz we hardly see each other on the weekends because of me spending time with Leah? But anyway, don't matter. Me and Leah split up. Sucks, huh? Never mind, this stud is on the market now!" Jacob laughed and winked at me, making me giggle and blush, while I rolled my eyes.

"I was ...busy. Y'know, homework and stuff. My phone died, so sue me. I know, I know. You split up? Damn, I really liked her. Jake, you screwup! Jokes, babe. Are you now? I'm sure Tanya would be interested, you "stud"." I smirked as I air quoted with my fingers and laughed at his hurt expression. We both knew Tanya was a skank and would do anything on two legs. Take that, sucker.

"Ok, sure, sure." Jake laughed and rolled his eyes. I grinned at him, making him smile.

We carried on like that, joking around with each other, winding each other up and having fun like best friends did for the best of an hour before Jacob's phone beeped and his ringtone "Supermassive Black Hole" by Muse rang. It turned out to be his dad, needing help down at the garage that he owned. Jake apologized at his leave but I shrugged and gave him a hug goodbye, then walked to my house. It was only a few blocks away so it wasn't that bad,really.

It was only when I was two blocks away when the devil sent his goods to me.

"Beelllaaaa! Get in my car now! I have news and you're going to yours anyway, right? C'mon, we'll crack open some wine!" Alice's shrill and excited voice rang through my ears as her car skidded to a stop. Oh fan-fucking-tastic. I smiled innocently at Alice as I climbed into her car and slammed the door shut as she hit the floor with the gas pedal. What the fuck was the rush, jeez, was she dieing for a piss or something? God.

I gasped as we stopped with a sudden halt outside my house. Fuck, was she trying to KILL us both or what? I looked at Alice sharply as I climbed unsteadily out of the car that nearly became my portable coffin, and walked towards the house. Silence still filled the air. Fine then, Brandon, if you're not talking, neither am I. I shakily unlocked the door and walked inside, plopping myself down on the sofa. And ladies and gentlemen, as you can see the air is thick with tension.

"Isabella Marie Swan." Alice stood directly in front of me with both hands on her hips.

I gulped and sat up properly, addressing her back. "Alice Mary Brandon."

I winced internally, bracing myself for the wrath of Alice and then was left reeling at the sound of Alice's squeals. Damn, was she pregnant? Coz her moodswings were driving me nuts!

"You did the walk of shame! OMG Bella! You went to see Edward Masen last night,didn't you, didn't you? Aaahhh!" Alice giggled loudly and despite losing partial sense of my ear, I couldn't help but laugh. Jesus, I was in for a ride. Alice began jumping up and down, and nodding her head determindly. Oh shit. Once the head-nodding started, I'm fucked. She will not let this go. Crap.

I sighed, and with the blush that had began creeping into my cheeks, I admitted defeat with a slight nod of my head, meanwhile looking up at Alice, gauging her reaction. And I guessed right, apparently, as Alice clapped her hands excitedly, jumping down on the sofa next to me, giving me a hug and a great big kiss on my cheek. Oo-kay then.

"Right, details. What happened. Surely you slept together or got it oon or something? Right? C'mon! What did you say, what did he say, and what happened this morning? More importantly, what is your relationship status considering he's your teacher and all?" Alice grinned and hipbumped me half-heartedly.

"Well, I honestly don't remember what I said, something along the lines of 'hi' or some shit," I giggled nervously, remembering the events from the night before, "and he...spoke with his lips pretty much." I blushed at this but carried on due to Alice's expectant face. "We, kinda, did. Do it. Y'know? Anyway, I want to see him again and I think he thinks the same but I dunno considering the teacher-pupil thing, anyway. Uhm, nothing happened this morning except he made me late for brunch with Jake."I blushed even worse and smirked at Alice's amused expression. Yes, yes, my life is a joke.

"Hi? Totally like you, Bells. So, what was he like? Great, right? I mean, he's bang tiidy so yeah. Yeah, teacher-pupil thing, riight. Of course he'd want to see you again! When you didn't talk to him for like, a week, he was proper depressed, and actually asked Jessica Stanley about you and Jasper etc. Totally woah. Ya know?" Alice spilled out and I was left dazed, yep, definently dazed.

He asked Jessica Stanley..of all people...about me? Bang tidy? Oh right, Alice's new "term" for hot etc, That's gonna take some time getting used to. Depressed? Fuck, him and me are so gonna have a talk about this. Well, that's gonna be fun!

"So, he asked Jessica Stanley about mee..?" I finally inquired after minutes of silence. The rest of the night, we continued with the latest gossip and random banter. I loved nights like this when I just had Alice to myself. It was awesome, even if she did interrogate me half the night.

As I closed my eyes,with Alice hugging me as we both went to sleep, I realized something. I loved Edward and whatever happens, we're meant to be together, despite our teacher-pupil relationship. And of course, I dreamt of Edward that night.

"Bella! C'mon, time to wake up sleepyhead, I'm gonna sex you upp!" Alice giggled as she finished her sentence in singsong. What the hell? I groaned as I rolled over into my pillow. She was so demanding, it was a wonder I put up with her.

"Alice, sex me up? What the hell are you on? Leeave me aloone." I whined, curling into a further smaller ball.

I pouted in mid-sleep before I was yanked out of bed. Hey! Damn, this girl was strong! I screamed in protest but was soon put down and practically strapped down in one of my leather chairs in the ajoining room. Great, make-up time. I frowned at Alice's grinning face as she grabbed her make-up bag.

I sighed in defeat and closed my eyes as Alice worked her 'magic' as she called it. I grimaced as she dragged me into the spare room, nicknamed the "Alice room" because Alice forever was adding things to it.

It was about an hour later and only ... 7 am(!) when Alice allowed me to look in a mirror to see the final piece. And wow. She'd dressed me in a summer dress that came up to just above the knee, and wrapped around my neck was a flower necklace. I had silver flip-flops and my face was awesome. My lips were coated in red lipstick, my eyes outlined in black mascara and eyeliner, with my cheeks a sweet pale pink colour. If I did say so myself, I looked great.

"Bang tidy! Mr Masen is sure to have a heart attack!" Alice giggled, very much happy with herself.

"See? Told ya I'd sex you up! Masen aint gonna know what hit him!" Alice grinned at me while I checked my reflection in Alice's floor length mirror which was lined with crystals. I always loved that. I smiled at my reflection as I checked myself out. Well, I did have a great ass in this, and good boobs too. I helped Alice get dressed too despite the fact I was useless when it came to fashion.

An hour later, we arrived at school and parted ways with a hug as I headed to the maths block while Alice went to her cooking class for first period. The day was slow as I waited to see Edward in English-unfortunately last period. I was dieing to see his reaction, but of course Alice refused to let me give Edward a sneak peek before last period. 'Gotta keep a good man waitin'' she said. Total bull, Cullen. But you don't cross Alice Cullen when. Sadly.

Bt finally after a long day with a lot of male attention, which surprised me to no end, I got to English, and believe me, seeing Edward's reaction was priceless and definently made up for the long day without seeing him. You could practically see his jaw drop and all reasonable thought leave his head. It was so comical, I had to stop myself from outright laughing.

I smiled politely at my sexy yet baffled teacher before sitting down in my seat, next to an amused Jake. I could see the jealousy in Edward's eyes at Jake's close proximity to me and my inner conscience did a triple backflip at that fact. I can make him feel jealous of other males near meee...! she sang.

Soon enough, everyone had filed in and he didn't have a chance to say much, or anything at all, to me. This oughta be fun.

"Hell, B, you look...wow! Seemed like me and Leah broke up just in time, huh? Trying to tell me something, beautiful?" Jake winked at me as I blushed. I laughed at him and hit him playfully in the arm, probably hurting me more than I intended to hurt him.

"Shut up!" I giggled as I rolled my eyes.

I saw Edward clench and unclench his jaw as he saw us messing around and I instantly tensed up as he cleared his throat, not gaining only the class' full attention, but of course mine too. Whoops.

"Ok then. Hope you did your homework. Jake. What did you find?" Edward raised his eyebrows at my friend and I smiled. Please Jake, say you did your homework and that you won't show yourself up in front of my secret boyfriend. I sighed internally at that thought. I wished he wasn't a secret except to me and Alice. That sucked.

"Uhm, that werewolves kick vampires' immortal asses!" Jake grinned, his eyes glinting with amusement.

Edward chuckled and nodded. "If you say so, man. Right, Tanya. What do you think?"

"Well, Mr. Masen, I for one, think that vampires are awesome. I mean, they're so...sexy." Tanya's blue eyes lit up at Edward as she revealed her pearly, perfect teeth. She looked up at him from under her eyelashes and I scoffed. Oh God, really? Please.

Edward's eyes flickered to mine with an unreadable expression for a second and I frowned. What was he trying to tell me?

"Right, I see your point. So what's so sexy about them, Tanya?" Oh my god, really? He's gonna go further into this conversation with lil Miss Perfection? Game on, Masen.

I flipped out my phone from under the desk and typed out a message to Jake, knowing that his phone was always on silent during lessons.

Gr, so bored. :L

B Xx

I smiled at Jake as he smirked at the message, watching as he typed back a response.

Dont I knw it :P Ur lukin gd today B ;)

J Xx

Why thank you v. much :D hah xx

B Xx

Hey, wanna piss teach off? Ive got an idea and im bored ;)

J Xx

Ok :) Why not?

B Xx

I raised my eyebrows up at Jake as he leant over to me just as Edward had walked back to the front of the class, in eye sight.

"Rawr. That's ILOVEYOU in werewolve-anese." Jake whispered in my ear, resulting me in exploding with giggles, rewarding us both with everyone staring at us, including Edward who definently had a tad bit of anger in his eyes. Shit.

"Swan? I wanna see you after lesson, please. Black? Out my classroom, please. I can't be arsed with your shit this lesson." Edward sighed while glaring at us both.

Jake raised his hands in defeat, as he left the classroom, trying hard to keep the smirk off his face.

"Right, back to the subject. Tyler?" The rest of the lesson continued and I was left dazed. Fuck, Edward was pissed. What was gonna happen after the lesson? I bit my lip, furrowed my eyebrows in concentration as I tried to keep ahead of the conversation. It was only a few minutes later when my phone vibrated against my leg and I looked down to see the message.

Told ya it'd piss him off. LOL anyway, guess i wnt b c'ing you til later tonight or maybe tomoz swan :P soz xx heh u wnna knw why he's that pissed off? Coz he likes you, how sick's that? :P lolz...laters baby ;)

J Xx

Maybe Jake was right, maybe it was kinda sick, he was my teacher. You've said this Swan, get over it, it's not like you're in high school, he's like what, a few years older, and you're an adult now. Get over it.

In an effort to not appear too distant to Jake, I replied a second later.

Ha, yeah. Maybe a bit too far though? lol. Yeah, c u tomoz wolfboy. and werewolve-anese? what's that? haha xx idk hes hot ;) lol jk xx laters xx

B Xx

I sent it, hoping it didn't sound too weird. I got a reply only two minutes later.

Too far? Coursenot xD xx Its my cool language dnt diss! not hot enough for my gurl ;) Xx

J Xx

I ended the conversation at that, knowing that if I carried on texting under the table, someone, or Edward, would notice and he was pissed enough. It was only ten minutes later when the bell rang and Jake was allowed to come back in. He smirked at me as he grabbed his bag and left with the rest of the class. I smiled back and walked towards Edward's desk, where he was sat.

I bit my lip and sat on the edge, waiting for the car park to empty so that I could talk to Edward properly. It was when I was waiting for one more car to disappear that I realized it was Alice's. Crap.

Detention. Again. :L With Edward :P C u soon babe xx shall txt u xx

B Xx

As I looked out the window, I saw Alice pout, shake her head and drive off. I sighed and walked back to Edward's desk, and placed my hands on the wooden surface with a bang.

"Edward. What the hell was that?" I raised my eyebrows in question at his calm expression as he looked up at me.

"What was what, Bella? Maybe you wanna explain to me what you were doing. I thought we were trying us out. Then you get all cozy with Black. I bet you got dressed like that for him, anyway." He spat out Jake's surname and I gasped at the venom in his voice. Edward stood up and placed himself in front of me.

I cleared my throat, trying to swallow down the bile in my throat. "Excuse me? I did this for you! Because I like you and I'm doing something wrong? There's you chatting all willy nilly to fucking Tanya 'lil miss perfect' Denali! So don't start all that crap on me, asshole!" By now I was inches away from his face.

I saw something flash in his eyes before he grabbed me and attached his lips to mine. What-? I thought we were fighting.. Oh fuck it! I surrendered to him and wrapped my legs around his waist as he laid me against his desk.

"Do" kiss "you" kiss "know" kiss "how" kiss "wrong" kiss "it" kiss "feels" kiss "to see" kiss "you with" kiss "another" kiss "man, Bella?" kiss "Especially" kiss "Black." kiss.

I moaned as I felt his erection dig into my stomach, digging my fingernails into his back. Oh my.

"No. But I know what it's like to be heart broken, and believe me, I'm not going to break your heart. I promise. Jake's just a friend, ok? I lo-like you, yeah?" I mumbled against his lips and cringed mentally as I realized I nearly said the 'L' word.

I hoped Edward didn't notice my near-use of the 'L' word but of course, being himself, had excellent senses. Damn. #

He stopped suddenly, pulled away and looked at me. "Did you just say you loved me? Bella?" Edward furrowed his eyebrows as he looked at my expression.

I sighed and stood up, readjusting my clothing as I picked up my bag.

"Ignore me. I'm full of shit, ok? Uhm, I've gotta go. I'll see you tomorrow, Edward." I smiled meekly and ducked my head as I headed for the door only to be stopped halfway by Edward.

"Tell me. What did you say, Bella? It's important."

"No, it's not! Just, I'll see you, ok?" Regretfully I pulled away, and walked out the door, flipping out my phone, dialling Alice's number so she could pick me up. Mistake, Bella, mistake, mistake, mistake.

A/N

Or was it? So, thanks for your patience, and to my dear Crystal, I told you I'd update it today, didn't I? LOL Anyway, what'd ya think? About the lesson which I made sure it was eventful ;)) And what about Jake, do you think something's going on? Plus, what about the 'L' word? Too soon or should they just tell each other they love each other considering it's pretty evidental they both do! But this is fic-world where patience is needed ;)

Well, do review as the more reviews, the quicker the update :D If need be, just threaten me with a shovel like Veddy used to do... Aah those were the days ;D Love you all... Xx Many English Dreams to you all xD

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