Chapter 1:
"Roza, Roza. Please open your eyes." That voice. I knew that sexy Russian voice anywhere. It was the voice that belonged to my Dimitri. I tried to do as he asked but for some reason my eyes would not cooperate. Eventually I did manage to pry them open and when I did, I noticed that I was no longer lying on my bathroom floor. Instead, I was on my bed lying in the arms of my Russian god.
"Roza what happened? It look like your were crying." Shit! Everything came crashing down on me at that moment. The test, the baby, the possibility of Dimitri leaving me. Dimitri must have noticed that I was thinking about not telling him because he removed one of his hands that was around me and placed it under my chin; forcing me to look him in his chocolate brown eyes.
"Rose you know you can tell me anything. I love you and I just want know what's wrong. Please Rose just tell me."
"Comrade I promise you, there is nothing wrong" I lied. Well it wasn't complete lie. There really wasn't anything wrong because in a matter of days, this little problem of mine is going to be fixed. I knew for a fact that I wasn't ready to be a mother and even though Dimitri was 24, he was still a little young to start a family. So I've came to the conclusion that I was going to have an abortion. That way I won't be messing up Dmitri's career and none of us would have to sacrifice anything in order to raise it.
I could see that he knew that I wasn't telling him something, but he decided to let drop; for now at least. In which, I was grateful for.
"So Comrade, not that I'm complaining or anything but why are you in my room at…what time is it anyways?" I asked while getting out of his arms so I could close the bathroom door. When I had my little melt down, I forgot to pick up the pregnancy test off of the bathroom floor. The last thing I needed was him finding that test.
"Its 2 hours pass curfew and can't I just come see the love of my life without there being a reason?" He asked with a smile playing on his lips.
Ooo those lips. I could just kiss those sexy lips of his all day. Humm… that's not such a bad idea. Then maybe kissing could lure him into sex. Shit! What is wrong with me? I've never been this horny before. Must be those fucking pregnancy hormones. Good thing I'm terminating this whole thing then I won't have this problem.
"Of course you CAN, but I have this feeling that you came here for something else." I said while shaking all sexual contents of me and Dimitri out of my head and walking over to his waiting arms.
"Ah Roza, you always seem to be able to read me. You're right. I did come over here for another reason." "And that reason would be?" I asked a little scared of what it was. Did he find out about the baby? But that couldn't be it because I just found out this morning and no one else besides Lissa knew that I took the test. O know she wouldn't-
My internal struggle was interrupted by Dimitri saying "I talked to Lissa today. Rose is there something that you want to tell me?"
My only thoughts at the moment were Shit! If I Dimitri doesn't kill me for thinking that I cheated on him Lissa was sooo going to get it.