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Scott then leaned down and placed his lips on stiles hungrily stiles moaned in shock but closed his eyes and kissed back. The kissed deepened and stiles moaning became louder he's never been kissed with so much passion and tender actually this was his first real kiss. If someone told him a week ago that his first kiss would have been with his best friend he would have laughed in their face. But now he's glad it was Scott the kiss was so good he can feel his cock tighten in his pants.

Both boys moaned as Scott started grinding his cock into stiles Scott tilted his head back in pleasure.

He started grinding faster and blushed when stiles moaned out his name. Stiles reached up and took off Scott's shirt and started sucking and licking on his left nipple.

"Oh my god stiles" Scott moaned in pleasure he squealed as he felt stiles reach down and squeezed his ass.

Scott's pov.

God the pleasure he was giving me I decided to return the favor I reached my head down and immediately sucked and kissed on my baby's neck.

"Scott" god I love it when he moan's my name "yeah baby" I looked up at him and saw pure lost and love and confusion in his eyes. He hesitated but brought his hand up and cupped the side of my face.

"What about Alison" he asked.

"What about her" I said

Stiles pov.

"Scott you love her ok so I can't let you do I won't let you screw up everything you have with her so go home ok" I told him trying to hide the pain in my voice.

"But stiles don't you want this" he asked I couldn't lie I do want this but I know he's goanna regret and never want to talk to me again and I can't lose him. So I just brush my thumb against his cheek he leaned into my touch god his skin is so warm so beautiful.

"Don't you want us don't you want me" he asked while kissing my lips one more time "because I know I do I know I want you" he looked at me his eyes filled with love and hope. That's it I couldn't take it anymore I want him I really want him but I know I can't have him he belongs with her their meant for each other. I kissed his lips again and told him words that weren't true "no I don't so go home".

Before I had the chance to look at him he was already gone I went to go change into my pj's and sat up on my bed and cried my heart out in my hands. I jumped and screamed when I felt a hand on my shoulder but calmed down when I realized it was Lydia. I quickly used the hem of my shirt and wiped my tears "mm how are you feeling" I asked.

"I'm feeling ok just a little light headed" she said while rest her head in my lap. I brought my hand up to brush my fingers through her soft red hair she seemed to enjoy it so closed her eyes.

"Thank you stiles for taking care of me" I looked down at her and smiled "you're welcome" I said trying the hardest not to let her here the pain in my voice.

But the way she's looking at me makes me realize she did here it "hey what's wrong are you ok".

"Mmm it's nothing" I said shaking my head, "hey stiles you can talk to me you know" she said softly. While trying to wipe my tears and that's just what I did. I talked to her for the first time like really talked to her I told her about how my mom died and I told her about how alone I felt. Then I told her about how sometimes if Scott and Derek weren't around then there would be no reason for me to live. I even told how worried I am about my dad and how sometimes when he doesn't. Come home from missions and stuff or has to stay longer I get scared that he will never ever come back. Also told her how I feel about Scott and how I'm in love with him and how I could never tell him because of rejection. I even told her about how I thought that I was going to lose her tonight and she just held me.

So basically I talked and she listened and was there for me when I cried in her lap all night until I fell asleep. I didn't have to worry about my dad catching me with Lydia because once again he was away on a mission.

No one's pov.

As stiles was confessing his worry's to his new friend he didn't know that someone was outside his window listening and taping everything that just occurred in his room.

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HEY I HOPE YOU GUYS enjoyed this as much as I did please leave you're thoughts and let me know what you think. But omg who do you think could be outside stiles house and is stiles and Lydia friends now is she trust worthy. Oh and find out what's going to happen will stiles and Scott finally be together or will there be more hurt and betrayal read to find out