(A/N) The song in the last chapter was I Hate Myself For Loving You by Joan Jett.

BPOV

69 years. 69 long years since Edward left me. I wish I could forget about him. I wish I couldn't love him anymore, but I do. I just can't get over it.

After Edward left I got changed into a vampire. I know it was always been my dream to be a vampire, and I love it, but I hate that I have to live without Edward. Then I found my siblings. They were all in a band called Vampires at Night (It's a good thing no one knew that we were really vampires) I became their lead singer and I loved it. I loved singing songs about Edward and what he did to me. It was my way of confronting it.

We were at a concert in New York City.

Let's get the story straight
You were a poison
You flooded through my veins
You left me broken

You tried to make me think
That the blame was all on me
With the pain you put me through
And now I know that

It's not me, it's you, it's not me, it's you
Always has been you
All the lies and stupid things
You say and do, it's you

It's not me, it's you
All the lies and pain you put me through
I know that it's not me, it's you, you, you
It's not me, it's you, you

I was spinning and dancing around the stage with the music.

So here we go again
The same fight we're always in
I don't care so why pretend?
Wake me when your lecture ends

You tried to make me small
Make me fall and it's all your fault
With the pain you put me through
And now I know that

It's not me, it's you, it's not me, it's you
Always has been you
All the lies and stupid things
You say and do, it's you

It's not me, it's you
All the lies and pain you put me through
I know that it's not me, it's you

Let's get the story straight
You were a poison flooding through my veins
You're driving me insane

And now you're gone away
I'm no longer choking
From the pain you put me through
And now I know that

It's not me, it's you, you, it's not me, it's you
Always has been you
All the lies and stupid things
You say and do, it's you

It's not me, it's you
All the lies and pain you put me through
I know that it's not me, it's you, you, you
(It's not me, it's you)
It's not me, it's you, you
(It's not me, it's you)

It's not me, it's you, you
(It's not me, it's you)
It's not me, it's you, you
(It's not me, it's you)
It's not me, it's you

Then we I turned to face the crowd, I saw him. In the front row with the rest of his family, was Edward Cullen.

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