I FEEL SO BAD! I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING IN LIKE FOREVERRR! BUT I HAVE SO MUCH SCHOOL WORK EVERYDAY ! AND I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO DURING THE WEEKEND ! IM JUST A HORRIBLE PERSON ! I KNOOOWW! OMMG , BUT HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTERRRR !
I woke up late, and of course, my luck, I was sick. I called Logan to get the homework for me and I stayed in my bed, slowly dying. My mom was at work so I was here alone. I heard a muffled sound coming from the front door, but I was to lazy and weak to get up. But then I heard a voice calling something. I mustered up all my strength and walked to the door. I opened it cautiously to find a confused Kendall standing in my doorway. He looked at me in disbelief at the fact that I was sick, which I didn't get because I am human, right?
"What happened?" he asked concerned.
"I'm sick, and if you care about your health, you wouldn't come in here." I warned him. I recently threw up in the bathroom and my body smelt like dead weeds. Kendall laughed slightly and shook his head.
"Where's your mom?" he asked.
"At work. She won't be home till 5."
"So, you're here by yourself, and your sick?"
"Yeah, but I'm fine, trust me."
"No you're not. No offense but you look horrible. I'm staying here with you, whether you like it or not." I smiled shyly, but then hit him playfully on the arm.
"Thanks."
"No problem, now, where do you keep the soup?" I showed him the cabinet with the canned food and soup, then he pushed me to my room and made me sit on my bed. "You can not get up unless you have to pee or poop."
"But what if an evil alien comes and tries to eat my brain?" I playfully asked.
"Then you fight him off as much as you can, but you can't leave this bed." I smiled and gave him a side hug.
"Ok, I'll sit here and wait for the alien attack." Kendall walked out of my room with a smile playing on his lips. I leaned back on my head piece and thought about random things. After about ten minutes, Kendall came back with 2 bowls of hot soup. I gave him a look about the second bowl and he fake frowned at me.
"What, I can't get a nice bowl of soup too?" he asked dramatically. I laughed softly and shook my head.
"Nope, sorry, only for the sick girl." Then, I felt a sudden urge to barf. I held my hand on my mouth and ran into the bathroom. I heard Kendall running after me, but I didn't stop. I kneeled in front of the toilet and started to barf. I felt so disgusted, and worse, Kendall had to see me like this. I refused to show any eyes contact, but I suddenly felt warm hands on my shouldars. I didn't have enough strength to look up, but I knew who it was.
Kendall then took his hands and tugged at my long hair and held it into a pony-like style. After I was finished, I got up and wiped my mouth with a nearby tissue. I instantly felt woozy, and I stumbled slightly, but Kendall caught me. I looked up at his green eyes, which turned to become a slight shade of gold due to his brown shirt, and smiled shyly.
"Thanks."
"No problem." He then carried me bridal-like into my room. then, he laid me down and tucked me under my covers. He walked out for a moment and came back with a garbage can with a plastic bag in it. "Just in case you feel nauseous again." He smiled, and I mirrored it.
"Thank you again for staying with me."
"Hey, that's what friends are for, right?" my heart stopped slightly when I heard him say that. Was I just a friend to him? I thought I was more.
"Friend?" I asked softly, and he nodded.
"Yeah, friends. We are friends, right?"
"Yeah, defiantly, but I sort of thought that, I don't know…" I couldn't finish my sentende because Kendall's look was to painful.
"Oh my God, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that."
"No, it's fine. I'm fine with that, I was just wondering, that's all." But really, I wasn't fine. I really like Kendall, but if he only thinks of me as a friend, then I have no hope with him.
Kendall came and sat on the side of my bed. "Alexa, you know that I like you, a lot. But I don't know if it's safe for us to be more than friends."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I'm not saying that in a bad way! But ever since I found out about you and Carlos, I felt like, I don't know, like shit, for lack of words. I thought that you really liked me, but when I see Carlos, I know I can never be like him. He's different, he's funny, laughable, and other things I'm not. But I want you to know, that I never felt this way about anyone. Only you."
"Kendall, I…"
"I understand, you don't want to hurt either of us. But little do you know, you will hurt me if you make me believe that you like me back, when you don't."
"I really like you, Kendall. To be honest, you are the first guy I have ever liked. But, I can't say that I love you, not yet."
"Yeah, well, I can. I love you Alexa, and nothing's going to change the way I feel about you." and that's when my heart stopped.