Hello guys! I'm sorry It's been so long but I had a huuuggee writers block and I really could not think what to write. I started reading FanFiction again for some inspiration and finally at half 1 in the morning I was able to come up with something!
It's been two days since the Cullen's unexpectant visit to Volturra. Two days and I'm already warming up to Edward, just a bit. Not enough to go all lovey dovey on him again. Not yet anyway. Gulp.
Things take time to heal. Especially something as big as this. As a human I loved Edward. Loved. With all my heart, all my soul, I loved him. And I know, deep deep down that I still love him, I mean come on I couldn't of been all crazy about him when I was human and not have an ounce of love towards him when I'm a vampire. That's just crazy.
He's been doing such adorable things lately; holding out chairs, opening doors, standing up when I get up from the table. If anyone else tried it they would of looked stupid, not Edward. I've been trying to act like it doesn't get to me, like I don't care. But it does and I do.
Sometimes, Jasper looks over at me as though he knows, he knows that Edward is effecting me. Oh god. He probably does. And there's me thinking that I was doing pretty good with my emotions. Apparently not. Oh god.
EPOV I've been trying. So hard, nothing. Nothing seems to be working. I've been doing things for Bella, my sweet Bella, but not even a glance, not even anything to acknowledge that I'm there. Nothing. What am I supposed to do? Lay back and be hated by By Bella? I wouldn't do that, I couldn't do that.
Jasper reckons I've still got some hope with her. He keeps on saying 'Give it time, trust me.' How longer am I supposed to wait? This is killing me here. To not have her say my name, not be able to hold her, tell her I love her. It hurts. More than anything.
JPOV
'Give it time Edward' It hurts Edward for me to keep saying it to him, but he really does need to. Bella's confused and hurt right now, the best thing he can do is give it time and keep being a gentlemen to Bella. She loves that.
Every time he does something I get a brief flicker of adoration, confusion, love, hurt and anger. I know how much she loved Edward and perhaps loves. Hell I probably know more than anyone. Bella will in time warm up completely to Edward and us. She's not the type to hold a grudge to long, I think. Oh god.
- Well there it is:P, Don't review to harsh things, I did this really late at night and I'm not even sure if it makes sense:'), just tell me what you think of it by reviewing please:P! Oh and by the way if you do read these things this isn't really anything it's just introducing what's to come!