Got enough time, so might aswell update another one:P!

BPOV

About ten second after calling her, my door swung open and that's pretty much all I saw as someone had knocked me down onto the floor hugging me vigorously. Evil physic pixie! "Thank you Bella! Thank you!" She kept repeating. "I've missed you Alice!" I mumbled to her. "I've missed you to! Oh Bella! I saw your decision about shopping and we so have to go! Please please please!" She gushed. "Fine Alice, But no barbie dress up!" She pouted but agreed by nodding her head, I swear she looked more like a puppy than a vampire!

After about ten more minutes of hugging, we got up and went over to my bed with Alice bombarding me with questions "What have you decided to do then? Sky diving? Oh Bella, you know Edward would have a fit if he found out you were going to go sky diving!" Figures. "Alice, Edward won't have any right to 'have a fit' we're not together, he doesn't have any say in my decisions anymore. He gave that up when he left me." The last part I mumbled knowing that she could here me, but still.

"Bella, you know that Edward only did that to protect you! He still loves you! Do you really think that he would just decide to not love you anymore! He left us aswell Bella, he didn't keep in touch with us for months do you know what it took for him to come here? Esme. She literally broke down sobbing, and even then, he was still resistant. Bella! It really hasn't been the same without you! We miss you so much!"

I was pretty sure that my eyes were popping out of my head at the moment, and my mouth probably resembled close to a gold fish. Edward still loves me? Edward left me to protect me? He still loves me? "Alice, this is to much. I can't process it at the moment, please, lets talk about something else."

She looked guilty, to which I squeezed her hand to show that it wasn't anything to hate her for, she squeezed mine back with the same pressure. "Well, Emmett is still a goon, but not as much you know? Rosalie isn't so vain! Which is uber weird!" I had to laugh at that.

"Did you go to any other schools?" I had to ask it, I was so curious as to what they had been up to the last one hundred and seventy eight years. "Well, the first twenty years or so, nobody did anything. Sure, we went out hunting, and other things. But we hardly went out the house, Carlisle didn't work, Esme didn't do much, she fussed over us alot but I think that was just to get her mind off things. Emmett didn't tell jokes. Rosalie didn't look in the mirror or brush her hair as much. And I didn't shop much maybe once every six months or so? We all missed you so much Bella! After that we were all grieving loads but me, Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett decided to attend school again we went to Medialle high school, typical high school. Carlisle started to attend work but he didn't enjoy it, we could all tell that. Esme kept on buying houses online around the area just to refurnish and that. Don't ask. But these years have been tough Bella."

"I know what you mean." I gave a short humorless laugh. They had been through so much, but so had I. I had lived through nearly two hundred years thinking the love of my life hadn't loved me anymore. That the closest thing I had to a real best friend. A real family. I had grown to believe that they didn't love me either. And it hurt.

"Bella, I didn't mean to come of as inconsiderate or anything. God. I know that you, out of all of us have had it hardest. What have you been up to these decades then?" "Maybe another time Alice, I don't feel in the mood to have Aro shout at me for blowing something up." Laughing sarcastically, I took out my phone to text Heidi and Jane. "Good idea Bella!" God I hate it when she does that.

-Heidi, Jane, me and Alice has sorted things out now, going to make amends with the other Cullens too.

It took about ten seconds for Jane a to reply..

-Hey Bella it's Jane and Heidi, Aro sent us to get food, Eugh, can you believe it, anyway.. Does the 'other Cullens' include dogward to?

Laughing a bit at her text I sent a quick reply

-Maybe, I'm not sure yet, things are just so confusing! I miss him so much Jane! I don't know what to do!

Tapping my fingers waiting for a reply, it seemed to take forever and forever is a long time when your a vampire.

-I'm not going to say 'Oh Bella! Good for you! Congratulations! Because I'm not. I don't like the way he treated you. You was a mess these last hundred years that you've been with us, a mess Bella. And you know that to. But I do know that you love him otherwise you wouldn't of been a mess! Just do what you want! Because me and Heidi will stick with your decision no matter what! Heidi says 'unless you choose to leave both our familys, because then we'll have to hunt you down Bella!' HaHa. Love you, we've got to go, round up the ikkle humans;)!

Eugh. So they were out human fishing. Disgusting. Utterly gross. I've been trying to get them off that diet but noo. It's 'Ew Bella are you joking?' or 'We need to keep up our strength Bella' I keep my strength up just fine and I feed on animals! How hard can it be! Disgusting carnivores.

I almost forgot that Alice was in the room until she touched my arm and babbled "I'll go get the others, excluding Edward 'llgethimaswell!" The last bit came out all jumbled and if it wasn't for my vampire hearing I probably would of been looking at Alice like she had gone nuts. Not that that's anything unusual. "Alice, just get the other Cullens, don't get Edward." She looked dissapointed until I said "I want to speak to Edward by himself, It might be a bit awquard with family here." Her eyes lit up by that and she bounded off the bed throwing a quick "I'll go get them Bella, Be right back!" Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into?

Hoped you liked it:), I think it's my longest so far, not sure though (And it probably wouldn't matter because my other chapters are so short anyway! This is probably a third as to what people write, never mind, lifes not perfect aye:P!

Everyone keeps on messaging me asking 'How old are you' 'your such a great writer.' I'm touched guys and just to let you know I'm 14 :P!

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