I do not own anything not the song which is by Feist nor the characters which belong to Ryan Murphy.
I'm sorry
Two words I always think
After you've gone
When I realize I was acting all wrong
"I'm sorry…" she whispered as she watched the shorter girl walk away. The tears started to fall freely, her fist flying into the wall as sobs wracked her body, she slid down the door and held her head in her hands.
So selfish
Two words that could describe
Oh actions of mine
When patience is in short supply
She knew it was selfish she really did but she just couldn't, she couldn't get over the fear. The fear of being out to the whole world, fear of loving the other girl so much it physically hurt sometimes. Fear of what other people would say or do about her love for her. Fear of something happening to the other girl. It all fucking scared her. And just like with Brittany she let the fear overcome her.
We don't need to say goodbye
We don't need to fight and cry
Oh we, we could hold each other tight tonight
Rachel walked away her own tears running down her face; she didn't even bother to wipe them away. She had been patient so patient for the last six months; she let them stay hidden away from the world in their own little bubble. But she was done; she was tired of hiding the fact that she was so head over heels in love with Santana. She just didn't understand why the other girl let her pride get in the way, the tears and fighting didn't have to happen if she could just get over her fears and let herself be loved and taken care of. Rachel let out a huff of breathe, shaking her head. No she was done hiding, if she couldn't get over her issues and be with her than Rachel was done.
We're so helpless
We're slaves to our impulses
We're afraid of our emotions
And no one knows where the shore is
We're divided by the ocean
Santana felt like her heart had been ripped out, but no matter how many times she went over it in her head she just couldn't get up and fix it, she knew all it would take is for her to stop hiding them, but no matter how she tried to rationalize it the emotions, more specifically her fear won out against her heart. She just couldn't go through with it, so instead she let her impulse to run and hide and deny take over. Even if it meant losing the best thing that ever happened to her.
And the only thing I know is
That the answer isn't for us
No the answer isn't for us