Hey, sorry its been long and sorry this is short i hope you like it x

It was another new ordinary day in Fells Church. 2 months after Damon was back and everything was normal and yet it was still hard to grasp.

Elena woke up and walked over to her dressing table. Slowly going through her daily morning routine, memories and images passed through her mind and she felt sad. She was so lonely; she had been a bitch to Meredith and to Bonnie and that meant that she had lost everything. If I'm just nice to them again then maybe they will forgive me she thought. She knew that they had forgiven her and that they were friends again but it wasn't the same. Would it ever be the same again?

Elena picked up her phone when it vibrated and read her text messages. They were off Damon, he often checked up on her ever since that day…

Meredith was sat with Bonnie on the sofa in the boarding house making plans for the day.

"So I was thinking that we could go shopping" Bonnie chirped

Meredith just nodded; she didn't really know what to do. She felt closed.

She was always the emotional rock. When Bonnie had a break down she was the shoulder to cry on, when Elena lost her ways she was the one to guide her back and when everyone panicked and didn't know what to do she was always the voice of reason.

But when it was her who needed a shoulder to cry, someone to guide her and someone to show her reason, she had no one. I suppose they all think that I don't have emotional needs. She sighed and when Bonnie looked at her she simply just said "I'm tired"

"Oh not get much sleep did we?" Bonnie asked jiggling her eyebrows

"No I didn't" She sighed

"You and Stefan making a twin?" Bonnie asked again, still doing that ridiculous thing with her eyebrows

"No more like you and Damon making a friend or TWO!" She moaned

Bonnie flushed bright red and Meredith smirked.

Bonnie was flushing bright red and she knew it. She didn't know they were that loud. Well to be fair they do live at the other side of the boarding house how were we to know she thought. It was true though she loved Damon with all of her heart and she would love to have a family like Mer and Stefan were getting. Yet she didn't, she would rather see what happened to Mer first and then consider it. Not like she would tell Damon that he wouldn't be a very happy chappy. She smirked at the image in her head when Meredith looked at her she just muted "Stuff"

Bonnie suddenly realised that Damon knew everything about her and yet she didn't even know how he was still around. She stood up and walked out of the room searching for him. Damon where are you? She called telepathically In the bedroom why? He sent back she didn't reply she stust strode through the bedroom door.

"Ah redbird here you are" He said placing a hand on the side of her heart shaped face

"No Damon I want to ask you something serious" She said pushing him away

"Go on" He said

"Why aren't you dead, it's been months now and you haven't told us anything?" She asked

"I'm not dead because…" He started.

Hahaha a bit of a cliffy there sorry if you dont like them. Ok the summary to this sucks big time so what do you think it could be? any suggestions or questions about anything just let me know and review xxx