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A/N: Sorry I've been MIA. I've just been running around like a squirrel on crack writing pieces of different stories and of course putting in my hours of servitude at work, so sorry for the wait. Hope you all haven't lost interest. Enjoy!
Sunday – Role Reversal
Olivia awoke in a warm, musky cocoon and felt happiness flood her system like a fast-acting drug. It was a feeling that she was finally getting used to after years of waking up alone with only the lingering scenes of her dreams, or more often nightmares, to keep her company. Alex's presence not only allowed her mind to stop racing, but the attorney calmed her soul in a way that she never knew she needed. The words that she'd been saying to Alex for a couple of months now – I love you – couldn't even begin to describe the depth of her feelings, which she was surprised had only gotten deeper the longer they'd been together.
Now that she'd spent entire nights wrapped in Alex's arms, Olivia wondered how she survived the few nights that they still spent apart when one or both of them had other obligations they had to take care of. She always woke up feeling rested and perfectly content when she slept next to Alex, even when they hadn't actually done much sleeping. Olivia knew that Alex was too good for her, but no one could ever love Alex as much as she did so she wasn't about to let her go.
The detective was curled around Alex, her body only indistinguishable from the slimmer frame in front of her because of their contrasting skin tones. Olivia would never get tired of waking up with Alex cradled safely in her arms. Alex's soft hair tickled her chin as her steady breaths made the strands flutter. She could smell the light vanilla fragrance of Alex's hair and subtle floral scent of Alex's religiously used body lotion, which was now barely detectable under the more prominent smell of sex.
As all the unbidden images that were brought forth by that scent reeled through her mind, Olivia had to stifle a groan. She knew that she needed to get up or she'd drag Alex under her yet again in a few minutes. Olivia had never been so easy to arouse with any of her previous lovers, but Alex was in a class of her own in so many ways, and she'd never loved anyone the way she loved Alex.
With the hand that wasn't wrapped securely around Alex's waist, Olivia pushed the blonde's hair up to expose her neck. She placed a reverent kiss to the top of Alex's spine, smiling at the unintelligible murmur of approval that passed through the blonde's lips. Alex pressed back more firmly into her, which was hard to do since they were so close already, and Olivia's arm tightened reflexively across her lover's stomach.
As Olivia was about to disengage and pull away from the sleeping goddess beside her, she felt Alex grab her hand and hold it fast instead of letting it slip from around her waist. The detective waited to see if the pressure would let up since Alex often reached for her while she was still asleep. However, it quickly became apparent that Alex was awake when she turned in Olivia's arms to face the detective.
Alex slid her arms around Olivia's waist and tangled their legs together. She leaned forward to kiss Olivia good morning before pulling back to look into the beautiful brown eyes that she loved so much. Olivia couldn't hide the adoration from shining through, but Alex could also read that something was distracting her lover. "What are you thinking, love?" Alex asked softly as she raised a hand to smooth the lines of concentration that were creasing Olivia's forehead.
Olivia turned her head and kissed Alex's palm before nuzzling her cheek into it. "How much I love you," she said with absolute sincerity. Olivia wasn't surprised that she'd fallen in love with the blonde as she doubted that anyone could resist Alex's charms. It was times like these that she couldn't help but wonder how she'd gotten so lucky as to have Alex love her back.
But now was not the time to dwell on the improbability of having been gifted with Alex's love. "And I was thinking how good you'd look under me, again," Olivia said huskily with that charming half smile she only showed Alex in private moments. She boldly slid her leg in between Alex's and pressed up into her girlfriend's instantly wet center, reveling in the gasp of surprise and pleasure that Alex exhaled.
Alex couldn't help but close her eyes against the immediate, intense spike of desire that shot through her body and directly to her sex. She rubbed herself against the strong thigh between her legs and whimpered when Olivia wouldn't let her gain purchase against the hard muscles for long. Olivia enjoyed teasing her far too much and Alex often just wanted to tell her to get on with it, but she did love the teasing glint that those smiling brown eyes got when Olivia teased her.
As much as Alex loved feeling Olivia above her – the detective's solid weight pressed warmly against her, Olivia's physical power restrained and waiting for Alex's consent before she would unleash it – she sometimes wanted to take charge. She was well aware that she actually controlled every aspect of their love making because Olivia was always aware and conscious of her wants and needs; Olivia always took her cues from Alex. Alex had never had a more considerate lover.
Even knowing how good Olivia would make it for her if she agreed, and Alex was extremely tempted to let Olivia take the reins again, Alex rolled the detective over onto her back and straddled her legs. She made a slow, thorough perusal of Olivia's incredible body as it lay still beneath hers. Alex refused to rush her visual study, not only because she enjoyed it so much, but because she knew it turned Olivia on.
Olivia could feel the heat that followed Alex's gaze and did her best to suppress a shudder of arousal. She knew that Alex had spotted the gentle quivering of her muscles that she couldn't control when a sweet, but also somewhat lecherous smile curved over the blonde's lips. Her body's usual response to having Alex so close was magnified tenfold when Alex got that predatory look in her cunning blue eyes; the same one that shone through at that moment.
There was no doubt that Alex could see the effect that she had on her. Olivia didn't fight the urge to let her thighs slip as far apart as Alex's caging knees would allow, which opened the detective enough that Alex could see the moisture bathing her upper thighs. She watched the attorney's nostrils flare slightly as Alex caught her scent and prayed that it would tempt Alex enough to touch her, even though she was pretty sure Alex had a little more self-control than that. Alex's gaze lingered at the apex of Olivia's thighs for a few seconds longer than it had the rest of Olivia's body, but she did eventually move her eyes up past Olivia's clenching abdomen to her already erect nipples.
It was only once she'd made eye contact with Olivia that Alex said anything. "I think you look just as good under me as you do above," Alex teased, impressed that her voice didn't crack from the desire that was running rampant through her system. The willpower it had taken not to accept Olivia's earlier invitation had been immense and Alex's own muscles were trembling with the force of her restraint.
"You just like to say you top me every once in a while," Olivia said. It was meant to be said in a joking tone, but Olivia couldn't quite get the right intonation because she was so distracted.
They often joked about their roles in the bedroom ever since they'd had a playful wrestling match, which Alex had won after she'd pinned Olivia. After the detective had conceded, Alex had thrown her hands up in victory and playfully gloated that she'd topped the top before thoroughly ravishing Olivia. It had been a good day, but it always was when they were together.
Alex reached out and lightly tweaked Olivia's nipple in retaliation for talking back, but had a huge playful smile on her face that let her lover know that she wasn't upset by the comment. "I can be an excellent top, if I do say so myself. Besides, you know you love it," Alex said as she leaned down to kiss Olivia. It was just supposed to be a fleeting kiss, something to tease the detective, but she tasted so good and Alex didn't want to leave her again.
They were both breathless by the time Alex broke their kiss. "I love everything you do," Olivia was finally able to get out between breathless pants. She watched as that sweet smile once again spread across Alex's lips and although she liked Alex when she was adoring, Olivia had been promised the aggressive Alex and that's who she wanted right now. Olivia wanted the Alex that took what she wanted and aroused them both. And Olivia knew that the quickest way to bring that Alex out right now was to challenge her current position of dominance, so the detective ran her hands lightly up the blonde's toned thighs.
Alex's first instinctive reaction whenever Olivia touched her was to welcome the feeling and encourage her lover to continue. She was the first to admit that she liked being teased and was naturally more inclined to let Olivia play with her instead of directing their bedroom activities, but that didn't mean she was submissive, although she certainly could be if the mood struck and she never minded doing so with Olivia. It was only on rare occasions that she felt the desire to top her lover, but Alex knew that Olivia was always willing to comply whenever she wanted to switch it up.
Olivia's hands barely touched Alex's firm flesh for more than a few seconds before the blonde captured her hands and pinned them on either side of her head. Although Alex was certainly in physical command of their game at the moment, her new position left her breasts mere inches from Olivia's mouth. The detective knew there would probably be some sort of punishment for not asking permission, but she couldn't pass up such a perfect opportunity or deny her mouth a taste of Alex's unintentionally offered creamy flesh.
Alex shuddered in pleasure when Olivia captured a nipple in her mouth and lost herself for a few moments. She pushed her breasts closer to her lover and encouraged Olivia to take more of her while slowly grinding herself into the warm body beneath her. It took Alex a couple of seemingly endless seconds to regain enough control over her rebellious body that she was able to pull back and stop the motion of her hips.
"Bad Olivia," Alex was able to get out with a little admonishment in her tone. She smirked evilly and resituated herself so that she was now sitting over Olivia's stomach, just above the triangle of hair protecting the brunette's sex. Alex was certain that her wetness was painting the detective's firm abdomen and Olivia's low growl of pleasure, also a warning against Alex's teasing, was all the indication that the blonde needed to know her lover liked it.
Olivia's already taut abdomen flexed further to allow Alex a firmer friction. It took much of her willpower not to free her hands and flip Alex beneath her when she heard the sexy gasp of surprise that escaped Alex. She could feel Alex's clit, hard and needy, against her stomach and wanted to pull it between her fingers. Olivia lived to please Alex and it was an exercise in self-restraint to not touch her when she was so obviously ready.
God, she's so good, Alex thought as she was finally able to get a few millimeters of distance between her aching sex and Olivia's hot, slick body. Olivia may have always been willing to let Alex lead their loving, but that didn't mean it wasn't difficult to control herself because her body was hardwired to give pleasure to Alex first, even when that wasn't what Alex desired. Alex loved that Olivia was such a giving lover, but not when she was trying to do things her way and Olivia was driving her to distraction.
Alex pushed Olivia's arms harder into the mattress and met her desire-darkened, nearly black eyes. "Keep your hands there," she commanded before slowly letting up on the pressure she was exerting. There was nothing at the cabin that Alex would consider using to tie Olivia down, not that it was usually necessary since the detective tended to be very good at following her orders. Besides, Alex liked the idea that Olivia could turn the table on her if she really wanted to.
Olivia did as directed and kept her arms flush against the bed, not wanting to ruin Alex's fun. She loved that Alex trusted her to do this without restraints because they both knew that Olivia was the physically stronger of them. So much of their relationship was about trust, which was something that was relatively new to Olivia in romantic relationships. It made for a much deeper connection between her and Alex than she had ever felt before with anyone else.
Alex reveled in the trust and desire that were equally prevalent in Olivia's eyes. She wanted to take her time and tease Olivia, but Alex was beginning to seriously doubt her ability to do that since her own sex was already throbbing and she knew that teasing Olivia excited her nearly as much as it did the detective. Alex told herself that she would just have to control her desires the best that she could and hope that Olivia wouldn't push her to much more tonight.
Olivia had incredible breasts, more than a handful for Alex's decidedly feminine hands, and Alex loved to play with them. Alex had previously been drawn to women with more boyish figures, before Olivia, and hadn't known what she'd been missing with someone who had a curvier figure. Olivia's deliciously curvaceous body that was very womanly mixed with her often times macho swagger did things to Alex that made her tingle in all the right places.
Alex was pleased to see that Olivia's nipples were already hard and eagerly took one into her mouth as she covered the other with a warm hand. Olivia arched her back to push herself further into Alex's mouth since she wasn't supposed to use her hands to pull Alex closer. Alex couldn't help but smile at the action and glanced up to see Olivia looking down at her with slightly glazed over eyes. She released Olivia's nipple and pushed herself up the toned olive body beneath her to demand a deep, hungry kiss from the detective's lips.
When she kissed Olivia like this, Alex could lose herself for hours in the sweet, moist recesses of her detective's mouth. She probably would have stayed there for endless minutes this time too if Olivia hadn't moved restlessly under her, although she was still obedient and didn't use her hands to convey her needs. Alex pulled back after one last nip at Olivia's lower lip and stared into her lover's beautiful brown eyes.
Olivia tried to calm her pleasantly buzzing body as she looked back into those incredibly deep blue eyes that became dark cobalt when Alex was so highly aroused. She knew that Alex was waiting to see if she would voice her desires, but she wouldn't. This was Alex's show and Olivia was content, if a little impatient, to wait for whatever she wanted to give. She knew that Alex would read the need and pleading in her eyes – they were so well attuned to each other – so she didn't need to vocalize her desires unless Alex wanted her to.
Alex pushed herself off to the side of Olivia so that she could more easily along her body. She could clearly read the hunger shining through in Olivia's gaze and was drawn to assuage her lover's desire. Her fingers trailed gently, teasingly down Olivia's torso, stopping for only a quick pinch at the detective's nipples before moving down to the tight stomach.
It was no secret that Alex loved Olivia's beautifully muscled abdomen and Olivia had in turn continued to make sure she kept the muscles lightly defined. There were few feelings more potent than knowing that one was desirable to their mate and Olivia was only too happy to help perpetuate the feeling. She knew that Alex would love her no matter what, so there was no harm in making sure that Alex continued to find her physically desirable as well.
Alex purred in approval when Olivia's thighs parted without being asked. She could smell her lover's arousal heavy in the air and had to fight the urge to taste her right away. Instead, Alex smoothed her hand down Olivia's sweat-sheened stomach, admiring the effect she had on the detective as Olivia's abdomen rose and feel rapidly with the quick, shallow breaths she was taking.
She brushed her fingers against the top edge of Olivia's trimmed pubic mound, causing her detective's hips to lift in encouragement. Alex loved how Olivia responded to her, how much Olivia wanted her. She loved the soft moans and even softer whimpers that Olivia couldn't contain as Alex let her hand drop down further to delicately trace the outside of her love's sex, Olivia's thighs trembling with the effort of keeping her hips on the mattress.
When Alex finally dipped her fingers into the wet, silky heat at Olivia's center, she covered the detective's lips with her own, taking Olivia's loud moan into her mouth. Her own moan mingled with Olivia's when she gently pushed two fingers into her lover's opening. Alex loved how Olivia clenched around her and how her detective's hips pushed up to meet her slow thrusts.
Olivia dug her fingers into the pillow that was under her head before she forgot herself and started using her hands to direct Alex. Eventually she had to rip her mouth from Alex's because she couldn't catch her breath, even with Alex no longer obstructing her airway. As Alex increased the pace of her thrusts, Olivia's fingers tightened so much in the pillow that they began to cramp and the rest of her body became as taut as a drawn bowstring.
Alex watched Olivia's face in awe and fascination as she drew closer to her impending orgasm. It was interesting how much intense pleasure was only minutely different from its opposing feeling of excruciating pain, but the difference was quite clear on the face of her lover. Olivia was striving so hard for the finish line, but at the same time was also trying to delay her climax; trying to draw it out longer.
"Come for me, Liv," Alex demanded when Olivia's expression started looking more like pain. She curled her fingers at the height of every thrust, stroking Olivia's sensitive inner wall in tandem to her thumb firmly massaging Olivia's clit. Alex stayed buried as deep as possible when Olivia's body stilled for that one infinitesimal moment that seemed to last for ages at the peak of her climax.
Olivia cried out Alex's name as her body seemed to snap and all she could do was try to hold onto consciousness as her mind flew apart to become completely blank except for the knowledge of how much she loved the woman who did this to her. She had the most soul-consuming orgasms when she was with Alex, where the completion not only satisfied and calmed her body but her mind as well. Alex was the only one she had ever trusted to see her so completely vulnerable in so many ways.
It took a couple of minutes for Olivia's mind to come back to itself; to piece back together and remember where she was. Her breath still came in ragged puffs as her body had not yet fully recovered. She could still feel Alex's fingers buried inside her as her flesh convulsed around her lover. Olivia was secure in Alex's love for her as the attorney held her close and rained kisses down along her sweat-slicked neck and shoulders.
When Olivia's breathing had evened out a bit more, Alex kissed along her jaw until she reached her lips. She kissed Olivia softly as she finally pulled her hand from between her lover's spread thighs, taking Olivia's whimper of disapproval into her mouth. Alex gently laid her hand across Olivia's lower abdomen, not wanting to completely break contact even if its current position was less intimate than it had been moments before.
Olivia slid her fingers through the curtain that Alex's hair made around them when the blonde pulled their lips apart, no longer needing, or able, to keep her hands to herself. She smiled lazily as she looked up into Alex's caring blue eyes and felt a sense of complete peace and satisfaction that was very rare for her.
"I love you, Olivia," Alex said softly, not wanting to break the calm silence that surrounded them in the aftermath of Olivia's climax but needing to tell her love how she felt. She knew that Olivia didn't doubt her feelings, but it always felt right to say the words aloud whenever she felt them consuming her.
Alex placed another kiss to Olivia's lips before starting a wet trail down her relaxed body. If she could make love with Olivia all day, every day then she would because she rarely felt more connected to her than when they were lying so close together with nothing physically between them. Alex knew from past experience that it wasn't possible to do that however, because, sadly, the body did have a threshold of too much sex, but luckily today was not one of those days.
When Alex had made her way down to Olivia's abdomen, the detective finally realized what the blonde's goal was. This wasn't just a few innocent caresses after a mind-numbing orgasm. No, Alex wanted her to lose her mind once again to the pleasure that only she could give her. "Baby, you don't have to," Olivia said when she caught Alex gently by the hair to get the blonde to look up at her.
Keeping eye contact with Olivia, Alex said, "I know I don't have to. It's never been about having to, it's about wanting to." Alex spoke in such a clear, confident voice, one that was brimming with the love she felt for Olivia. And although she really wanted to give Olivia more pleasure, Alex would stop if that wasn't what her lover wanted.
Olivia nodded her consent and felt Alex go back to kissing her stomach, which she could feel tighten under the ministrations. At the beginning of their relationship, Olivia had made no secret of the fact that she wasn't a multiples kind of girl; she could hand them out, and did so willingly, but tended not to have them herself. It wasn't that she couldn't, just that it often took a while for her to if she did, so she usually didn't want anyone to bother.
What she loved so much about Alex was that when it had come up, Alex hadn't taken it as a challenge and instead just asked if Olivia was satisfied with how it was, which she often times was. Alex wasn't out to prove that she was the greatest lover in the world, just that she loved Olivia with everything she was.
As Alex made her way lower, Olivia spread her thighs to accommodate the attorney's body. Alex softly kissed the still slightly swollen lips before using her fingers to hold Olivia open. She was in no rush and took her time while slowly exploring Olivia's folds as thoroughly as if it were the first time all over again. Alex took the greatest pleasure in loving Olivia this way and knew how to draw out her uninhibited reactions.
Olivia was surprised at how quickly she was once again ready to climb towards that peak. Alex focused most of her loving attention on Olivia's clitoris, knowing that was where the detective preferred her attention but still snuck in a few tastes of the liquid she loved so much that dripped from Olivia's opening. There was no getting Alex to increase her pace, no matter how insistent Olivia's body became, but the slower tempo was driving the detective steadily towards the edge.
Alex knew Olivia's body very well and could tell when she was just a couple of seconds away from orgasm. The attorney rode circles a little firmer against Olivia's clit with her tongue until the detective bowed off the bed. Alex continued to stroke her through her orgasm, wanting her pleasure to last longer. It was only after Olivia's trembling body was once again lying back on the bed that Alex removed her tongue from her lover's quivering clit and licked the rest of Olivia clean.
Olivia's hand ran weakly through Alex's pale hair as the blonde's head lay on her thigh. She knew that Alex must be damn near desperate for her own release after having brought Olivia off twice. If it had been her, she probably would have gotten herself off as she pleasured her lover, but Alex had never been comfortable with that. As open as Alex was with her, Olivia knew that Alex wasn't too keen on self-gratification, which wasn't to say that she never did it, just that she preferred other options.
Just thinking about doing the same thing to Alex as the blonde had just done to her caused Olivia to get her strength back. She gently tugged on Alex's hair until the blonde looked up at her. "Come up her, Lex," Olivia said.
Alex crawled up Olivia's body until they were once again face to face and let the detective pull her down for a kiss. She absolutely loved going down on Olivia, but it did tend to have the side effect of making her extremely wet and now she was more than ready for her own release. It didn't help that she was once again straddling Olivia's waist and her lover took the opportunity to grab her ass and grind the two of them together.
Olivia smiled rather evilly when Alex broke their kiss and threw her head back when she brought their hips together. She was eager for her own taste of the blonde and with her hands on the backs of Alex's thighs, started to direct Alex up her body. What she wanted they had never tried before, and Olivia hoped that Alex wouldn't be too self-conscious to let it happen.
Once Alex was urged upwards past Olivia's chest, she knew what her lover had planned. She also knew that if she wanted to do it some other way then Olivia could comply without a complaint. But she trusted Olivia and if this was how she wanted to love her, then Alex was willing to try it.
Alex settled herself as comfortably as she could over Olivia and looked down into caring brown eyes that were filled with a mixture of honor that Alex would trust her like this and, as always, love. She allowed Olivia to direct her with hands at her hips as she leaned forward and grabbed a hold of the headboard to steady her body, and give her something tangible to ground herself with.
Olivia guided Alex down to her mouth and stroked her tongue slowly along the blonde's slit for a first sweet taste. Alex shivered in pleasure above her and held tighter to the headboard while Olivia began her thorough assault. Her lover was so swollen and needy that Olivia knew Alex couldn't last long, so she focused all her energies on doing everything she'd learned Alex liked the best.
Alex's thighs were quivering badly and in no time at all she was coming hard and trying not to collapse on Olivia's face. "Stop, please stop," she pleaded when she didn't think she could hold her weight up anymore and Olivia was still licking her convulsing sex. She always climaxed harder when she made herself wait by pleasuring Olivia first and that depleted her strength more, so she was afraid that she might smother her lover.
Olivia relented and helped Alex to lie down beside her, although she would not be denied when she went to kiss Alex. She could tell that Alex was tired; the drooping of her eyelids a dead giveaway that she was at most a couple of minutes away from sinking once again into an exhausted sleep. "I love you, Alex," Olivia whispered against the blonde's temple after placing a kiss there. "Go to sleep, sweetheart. I'll still be here when you wake up."
Alex curled contentedly into Olivia's side and did as she'd been told. They had one more day of vacation left, so she could spend today catching up on some more sleep and wake up later, refreshed and hopefully in the mood for some more loving.