So I did rate this M so I thought I'd throw you a bone this chapter! So: Beware there be mature sexual content in this chapter! Not your thing then please move one! Aaaaaand! I am still getting your reviews through the email thinger BUT i am still technologically illiterate so yeah... and thanks you to a 27 (Oh man I hope thats right *cringes*) for inspiring me to update this early! So yeah, sorry for disturbing you and on with the stuff:

PS my first ever smut writing thinger so please be gentle /

Chappie 3!

Time Jump: Bedtime!

Hikaru sighed as he sunk in between the crisp, white linens of his side of the bed. It was near midnight and Kaoru had yet to return from the library, where he was surely moping. Moonlight pooled upon Kaorus' side of the bed, as if high-lighting the lack of body there.

"Whatever. I don't care if he's sulking. He should just stop jumping to conclusions like that," forced out Hikaru. His voice sounded small and alone in the silent room. The thought that hearing his voice would strengthen his resolve did not go as he had wished.

Sighing, he rolled onto his side to contemplate his predicament. Flashes of Kaoru's image played behind his eyelids as his lips curved up serenely. Kaoru's pleased grin when he and Hikaru manage to make the girls squeal like pigs. The innocence of his face just before he wakes, the moonlight pooling over his relaxed features. The smile that Hikaru knows only he can produce. Kaoru's flushed visage when they are acting for the girls. Hikarus' chest ached with the realization that only Kaorus' lover would ever see that expression. With Kaorus' likeness burned into his mind, Hikaru grunted in frustration as he rolled onto his back, intending to do what he had been denying himself.

Feeling guilt and shame, he slowly allowed his hand to make its way into his pants. It was an unwritten rule that neither he, nor Kaoru brought themselves off in their shared bed. At least, Hikaru always found some odd, empty room in the mansion to barricade himself in; usually Kaoru disappeared around the same time as well.

Hikaru wavered slightly at the sound of his own wonton groan filling the dead air; taking a shuttering breath he steadied his nerves with a brief thought: if I'm going to hell I mind as well indulge myself.

His strokes were long and teasing, his body drawn taut like a bow string. Curses sprang from his lips as he tried not to contemplate the immorality of the thoughts that were bringing him closer to completion. His body covered gently with perspiration as his hips began to quiver and he savagely bucked into his hand. Biting his lower lip he quivered as he felt a familiar tightening in his abdomen, mixed with the sickening feeling of self-disgust.

"Kaoru", Hikaru whimpered as he teeters upon the edge of release.

BAM!

The door shuttered against the wall at the force of impact and Hikaru snatched his hand out of his pants with speed similar to that of a snake. Shame and fear bubbled in his throat as he quickly rolled to face away from the door to hide his arousal. No fucking way. Someone up there must really want me dead, he cursed himself thoughtfully. He could feel his face flushing with the heat that his conscience released on his thoughts. I'm the lowest.

"Hiki?" Kaoru demanded of the gloom that was before him.

Hikaru grunted, not trusting his voice, lest it betray his thoughts.

Kaoru sniffed the air and his eyes widened as the scent of sweat and excitement assaulted his nostrils. It's none of my business, it's none of my business. Despite the repeating mantra in his head Kaorus' mouth opened in defiance:

"Were you jerking off in our bed?"

No answer came from the shadowy form that was Hikaru.

"I don't even do that in here!" Kaoru voice escalated in his realization.

Do not think of Hikaru doing that, please, please, let me not think of Hikaru blushing and thrusting and-

"Yeah so? It's not like you were in here," the lump retorted quietly.

"Did you- umm- finish?" Hikaru asked with suspicion. Kaoru gasped out then cringed at his question as soon as it left his mouth. Need to learn better self control when it comes to this.

Silence

"I could go-"

"I'M DONE!"

"Well did you at least clean up because I'm not sleeping where-"

"YES I DID MOM!"

Twin bodies now held twin flushes and despite Hikaru's insult, Kaoru couldn't bring a suitable reply to his brain. Hikaru had gone completely flaccid at the traumatizing conversation with his seconds-younger twin. The tension of the moment was about to reach a peak then-

"Do you require anything young masters?" chimed their maids.

"No, we're just about to sleep," answered the twins in unison. With a bow the maids exited, shutting the door that Kaoru had unknowingly stepped through.

"Well I guess I'll grab pajamas then," mumbled Kaoru, shuffling towards his closet. Hikaru stood wordlessly and both boys dressed in mortified silence. After clambering into their respective areas of the large bed bothy sighed inwardly and rolled to face the walls.

How the hell can I sleep knowing what he just did?

How the hell can I sleep knowing what I just did?