Thanks again for reviewing, just one resonse. RiverKirby i COMPLETELY forgot about Kurt and Brittany's kiss. i read the review and i just went oh yeah...crap. but yeah for the point of this story that kiss (and obviously the one with Karofsky never happened)
"FUUUCCKKK!" This was not the usual type of thing to come out of Rachel Berry's mouth. But as she sat on her bed with her head in her hands she felt there were no other words that suited her predicament more. She was in the exact same situation she was in before. She was losing Finn and had no Idea what to do about it. Her plan had failed, Badly. She'd wasted time and money on a stupid sex toy and gone sharing her love life with other people and it hadn't helped her one bit. On top of that she had kissed Kurt. She wasn't quite sure how she felt about that. I mean She'd enjoyed the kiss but he'd been so weird afterwards. He just left, practically ran and he hadn't come in to school the next day. So she hadn't talked to him since. She hoped he was ok but at the same time she had her own problems to deal with.
Meanwhile Kurt also had his problems, Big problems. After his kiss he spent the rest of that night convincing himself that the kiss meant nothing. He was just freaking out over nothing. It was done, over, and he didn't have to think about it anymore. He wasn't hungry at all and really didn't fancy talking to Finn so it was best he just went to bed and hoped things made more sense in the morning.
Before he knew what had happened he found himself on Rachel's bed. She had decided to woo Finn and was looking for the perfect outfit. Her sense of style was well…Rachel. There was no other word for it really. Well there was but no nice ones. Kurt had a great eye when it came to clothes and style and Rachel had come to rely on his wisdom.
"Ok Kurt are you ready"
"Yeah, come on lets see it" he turned around waiting to see what monstrosity Rachel had picked out for herself before he would likely have to smile and help her pick out something out. What he saw took his breath away. She was wearing a short red dress, strapless on one shoulder with a black stripe across her waist. She was wearing a matching pair of sexy red high heels. He didn't even know she owned high heels. The dress clung to her body and the high heels made the petite brunettes legs look like they went on forever. The flabbergasted expression on Kurt's face made her smile. "So I guess you like it then huh" Kurt only managed a nod. "Ok well this is good but I have some other dresses I want to try on so tell me what you think" as she reached back to undo her dress Kurt practically leapt up from her bed
"Wait don't you want me to go outside why you get changed"
"Why? We've done this loads of times. You know I don't mind." She shook off her high heels and slipped out of her dress so that she was just stood there in her bra and panties. As Rachel had pointed out Kurt had seen her in her underwear lots of time before but it seemed like the first time he had actually saw her. Her skin was flawless, her stomach was taut and he was embarrassed to say he noticed her bra enhanced her cleavage. She usually wore boring underwear that belonged on a 60 year old, hell even a 60 year old would wear most of her stuff but this time she was wearing lace lingerie that made her look unbelievably sexy. He didn't know what to say and as he opened his mouth to say something she'd already started to speak.
"You know I don't think I'll do any better than that dress so lets move on. Lets pick out my underwear"
"Whaaa"
She smiled rather seductively "Now I do like these but I have a lots of different underwear to try on and I want to be perfect. So stay right there" She reached around and unclasped her bra. As it slowly slid down her arms Kurt could see the top of her breasts. Just as it was about to slide fully off and hit the floor
"AHHH!" He was lying there sweating panting trying to regain his breath. It was a dream, it was just a dream. Kurt looked around to find his clothes were cover in sweat and his soldier was standing to attention. Now it wasn't unheard of for him to dream about Rachel she was his best friend and it wasn't unusual for him to wake up with a bit of morning wood. He was a teenage guy after all but it had never happened at the same time before. He'd been having dreams like this all night an he'd barely got any sleep. So when it was time for to go to school he decided just to text Mercedes and tell her he was not going in today. It was the first time he'd missed school in as long as he could remember but he couldn't go in today. He decided the best thing for him to do was to start of with a shower. He discarded his sweat stained clothes and instantly felt better when he felt the running water on his body. But as he looked down he noticed that this erection of his was not going away. It was starting to bother him and he realised there was only one way it was going to go away. He let out a sigh and reached his hand down. This wasn't something he did often but he needed release at times just like any guy. He no longer fantasised about Finn as they were brothers now and he'd moved on. But he still had his favourite celebrities to think about. But after only a minute all he could picture was a big pair of brown eyes. And as that picture zoomed out he saw Rachel's beautiful face. And as it started going further and further he saw her bare shoulders and just as it was about to get to her body he snapped out of it. In a very uncharacteristic Kurt moment he screamed out and punched the shower wall. Thinking about Rachel this way, any girl for that matter made him feel sick and wrong. Like some pervert. He realised at that moment that he couldn't just ignore this and hope it would go away. He really had to think about a lot of things. For a start was he even gay?
He went for a long walk to relax clear his head. He was out for quite a few hours and he actually felt quite a lot better as he reached his front door. He was supposed to be going to Mercedes's house tonight but he text her to tell her he couldn't make it. As he hadn't been in to school today she just assumed he was sick and didn't ask any questions which he was thankful for. He'd told Finn that he'd be out tonight if he wanted to invite the guys over or something but Finn said He'd be out as well. So he knew he had the house to himself and he decided that as he'd practically had no sleep last night he would just have an early night and try to talk to Rachel in the morning.
As he was walking by Finn's room on his way to his he could have swore he heard a noise. In fact it sounded quite like a moan. He stopped immediately in his tracks and just stood staring at Finn's door and he swore he heard "Yes, Yes oh God". Kurt without even thinking placed his hand on the handle and slowly started opening the door. And that's when he saw it. At the opposite end of the room was Finn on his bed, naked with Rachel's legs wrapped around his waist. He could only see Finn's back as his head was engaged in a passionate embrace with Rachel. His large frame was coving almost all of her body all he could make out were her legs, and her hands on the back of his head pushing his face into hers. He could hear her moaning over and over as Finn rose up and thrust his hips driving himself into her. As he took in the scene before him he couldn't help but feel a pain in his chest. He was hurt. She'd done it. She'd given in . She was having sex with Finn. He couldn't believe she was doing this. Or that she hadn't talked to him about it first. But then the feelings of hurt disappeared and were replaced with anger. He felt betrayed, jealous even . He looked down to see that his fist was clenched and his entire arm was shaking. Just as he was about to shout at the top of his lungs Finn gave one final grunt and a powerful thrust. Raising his entire body as he did so and for the first time he could see Rachel's face. Well the parts that weren't covered by her long messy hair…. long Blond hair….. It wasn't Rachel at all, It was Quinn.
Now remember i said there would be sex i never said it involved either Kurt or Rachel, That will come :)
Exam period has started so it will be a while before i will probably update (not too long though)
Leave a review so i know what you are thinking Also what would you do if you were Kurt?