Shiro couldn't believe himself. He hurt the only one he loved. Actually EVER loved. He was VERY tempted to do the same thing Ichigo did to him. He looked up at a red haired girl. She had green eyes. Could Shiro actually break Ichigo's heart? All he had to do was sleep with someone. "Yo…you got a name?" he asked the girl.

The woman looked over at him and smirked, walking up to him and wrapping her arms around his and pressing her rather large bust against it. "Yeah, but do you sweetie?" She asked with a wink.

Shiro guessed it was supposed to be a flirting thing. "Shiro" he replied.

The girl smirked, pressing her rather large bosom even closer. "I'm Reed, nice name, Shiro~" Reed purred, drawing out Shiro's name. Shiro resisted the urge to laugh at the girl and shove her to the ground. He knew this girl was a whore. She would sleep with anyone. Perfect for his needs. "What's a handsome man like yourself doing out here all alone tonight hmm?" Reed asked, batting her eyelashes.

"Looking for someone to spend the night with" Shiro answered with a forced perverted smirk.

"How 'bout I help you with that hm?" Reed asked, her green eyes glittering.

"I would be delighted Reed-sama" Shiro purred, trying not to gag.

It had been about a week, and Shiro had still not come back. Ichigo was heartbroken and had refused to eat anything, though Grimmjow had force fed him twice. Right now he was sitting on the couch, his knees curled up to his chest and his arms wrapped around him, and his head set on top. There was a rather large and puffy blanket curled around him, probably Grimmjow's doing. The TV was on and he was watching, though his eyes seemed dead and there were dark circles under them; they were puffy and slightly red, like he had been crying but not for a while. There was still a dark bruise on his cheek, though it had faded slightly. "Hey Ichi…" Grimmjow called, back from another long day of shooting.

He went to the couch, Ichigo didn't seem to have moved at all. Like the past week. Ichigo didn't answer or move for that matter. Grimmjow sighed, sitting next to Ichigo, rubbing his back in a soothing manner. A voice sounded in Ichigo's head. "We are even now Ichigo" it stated sadly.

Ichigo's eyes widened slightly as he thought back. "Wh-what?" He croaked over his and Shiro's connection.

".Even." Shiro stated.

"W-what did you do?" He asked again, even though he was pretty sure what Shiro had done. He balled his hands in the blanket, his eyes large as his breath hitched.

"Have a good life with Grimmjow" Shiro stated instead before their connection was cut off.

Grimmjow hugged Ichigo closer, trying to comfort him. "Sh-shi..." Ichigo murmured, out loud this time. Tears started to spill down his cheeks once again, his breath coming in short gasps as he repeated himself. "Shi..." Grimmjow hugged him even closer, whispering soothing words to the orangette. "Sh-shi...he... he..." Ichigo trailed off into a hiccup, his eyes blurring as he unconsciously leaned into Grimmjow for some sort of sort of safety feeling. Grimmjow shushed him, gently petting Ichigo and holding in an almost choking grip. "G-grimm..." Ichigo hiccuped, closing his eyes. "H-he doesnt know...He d-doesn't know..." He repeated over and over again in a whisper.

"I know Ichi…we will find him and explain okay?" Grimmjow promised.

"N-no! I-we.. He'll hurt it.." Ichigo whimpered, finally turning and pressing his face into Grimmjow's chest.

"Do you not want to tell him then?"

"N-no..." Ichigo said, his voice cracking. He whimpered to himself before sending one last thought across to his mate. 'Shiro...'

No answer came from Shiro. Grimmjow held Ichigo still. "Do you wanna eat or something?" he asked.

Ichigo shook his head before uttering a muffled "No."

"Sleep?" Grimmjow asked.

After a moment Ichigo nodded slightly, going limp in Grimmjow's arms. Grimmjow sighed, petting Ichigo's head. He already decided he would care for Ichigo as long as he needed him. Regardless of if he was loved back or not.

A year and a half had passed since Shiro had walked out on Ichigo, without knowing that Ichigo had in fact been pregnant with his child. It had only gotten worse for Ichigo, the child turning out to look exactly like a little Chibi Shiro even the gold on black eyes and ash-white hair. The only difference was that the child had a warm smile and attitude and barely ever was upset. Right now the child, Yuki was sitting in a highchair while Ichigo tried to feed him the mush that was baby food. He Yuki apparently didn't like it too much because he kept turning his head as his face scrunched up into a cute little baby pout when Ichigo brought the small spoon up. Grimmjow came into the kitchen, smirking at Yuki and Ichigo. He stretched a hand to tickle the child's tummy who giggled. Of course Yuki got a spoonful of food in his open mouth. Yuki closed his mouth and started to pout again till Grimmjow tickled him once more. Ichigo smiled slightly, leaning over and Kissing Yuki's forehead, who couldn't help but smile and utter one of the only words he knew. "Momma!" He squawked before giggling again when Grimmjow continued to tickle him.

Grimmjow couldn't help but smile. He found it funny that the kid knew Ichigo as momma. Chuckling, Ichigo set down the small bowl of baby food. "I think that's enough for now.." He said, untying the bib from around Yuki's neck and lifting him up out of the highchair. Said child wiggled and screeched, probably wanting to go crawl around the room. He was a handful but Ichigo loved him to bits, even though he looked exactly like his father. Ichigo blew out an exasperated breath and walked into the living room and setting the boy down in his play-pin. Yuki's face scrunched up into a scowl as he grabbed a stuffed animal and threw it at the cotton-mesh walls is a baby fit. Grimmjow laughed. Yuki was an adorable child with a lot of hissy fits. Grimmjow went over to the play-pin, kneeling down. "Yuki…do you wanna play with Grimmy?" Grimmjow asked, embarrassed that he called himself Grimmy. Yuki looked at him curiously, before a nearly toothless grin crossed his features as he crawled though the pile of toys and stuffed animals over to the wall that separated him and Grimmjow. The boy raised a shaky hand to pat the see-through screen as if to say yes. Grimmjow smiled. "Anything you wanna play with?" he asked, digging through the toys.

Yuki squawked something incoherently before crawling off to one of the piles and digging through it before pulling out the TV remote. Ichigo stared at it for a moment. "...How'd he get that?" He wondered.

The orangette had been watching them interact. Grimmjow had been really nice to them, even though he continued to have breakdowns about Shiro, though he hadn't done that in over three months. He would just hold him till he felt better or leave him alone when he wanted to be alone. He was a really great father-figure for Yuki too. He bit his lip as he wondered What Shiro would've been like. After a moment he realized what he was about to send himself into and gasped softly before pushing those thoughts to the back of his mind like he had been doing whenever they came up. They all were still there, but they weren't at the front of his mind so it helped. He'd heard that if he didn't rid himself of those thoughts and feelings that they would suddenly come crashing down on him all of the sudden at some point but he didn't think it was true. Grimmjow glanced at Ichigo before smiling at Yuki. He picked up the child and took him to the couch. "What do you wanna watch Yuki?" he asked, turning on the TV and looking for something child friendly.

Yuki stuck his thumb in his mouth and pointed at the screen when Grimmjow turned it to a show he liked. He giggled as they watched, laying on his stomach on Grimmjow's leg. Ichigo smiled softly as he walked over to the couch and sat down, leaning into Grimmjow slightly as Imagination Movers did some dance about shapes. Apparently Yuki found it entertaining because he was giggling and babbling like there was no tomorrow. Grimmjow didn't understand this at all. Guess it was hilarious to a child. Grimmjow ruffled Yuki's hair, leaning over and kissing his cheek. Then he kissed Ichigo's nose. Ichigo blushed a little but otherwise did nothing. He had gotten used to Grimmjow's overly mushy attitude towards him. Even they hadn't done anything since that one time that Shiro had caught them, the blue-haired-man had treated him like they had and were so much more. He supposed that he was in some sort of relationship with the man, but he could never truly be with him. He was eternally Shiro's. A demon's mark never goes away, not even if that demon died.

There had apparently been a marathon on or something because an hour had passed and the show was still going on, Yuki still giggling and babbling right back to it. Grimmjow was about ready to claw his eyes out. All this child friendly shows he watched with Yuki and Ichigo was annoying him. But he stayed for Ichigo and Yuki.

After a few minutes Yuki looked like he was about to fall asleep, his head lolled to the side and his eyes half shut as he sucked on his thumb. Ichigo smiled at him, his eyes soft as he reached over and picked up the little boy and cradled him in his arms. When Grimmjow went to say something he shushed him and walked out of the living room and down the hall to his room. He had given Grimmjow his room back a while back, even though the man had insisted they share a room. Ichigo just didn't feel comfortable with that. He set Yuki in the crib at the foot of the bed, amongst the piles of plush stuffed animals and pulled the overly fluffy blankets over him. Ichigo paused; however when Yuki's eyes filled with tears as he reached up for him when he pulled away, a whimper leaving the little boy's lips as one of those tears fell down his snow white cheeks. He leaned back down and kissed both of his little boy's cheeks and then his forehead, wiping the rest of the tears away. "Shh, I'll stay in here." He whispered, before climbing onto the bed and laying down at the edge so Yuki could see that he was still there.

After a moment, however, a sudden headache hit him, making him wince, before it started to get worse; making him hold his head and whine softly. Ichigo's eyes squeezed shut as a flood of all the emotions and thoughts he had been pushing aside rushed to the front of his mind. So much for not being true. He curled himself into a ball as painful emotions took over his body and tears pricked his eyes. His head was throbbing and he just wanted it to end. The orangette did the only think he could think of. 'Sh-sh-shiro...!' Through the haze in his mind, he could nearly feel the desperation and pain in his voice as he called out to his mate through their connection. Yuki started to cry when he realized his momma was in pain. Grimmjow rushed in, eyes wide at the sight of Ichigo in pain. He crawled onto the bed, picking up Ichigo and trying to comfort him. With Yuki still crying, Grimmjow scooped him up and tried to comfort both of the ones he loved the most.

Ichigo's whole body was trembling, a yell of his mates name managing to tear its way out of his throat as he fisted his hands in his hair. By then, he was teetering on the edge of consciousness and it was too painful to even try to use his telepathic connection with Shiro. He didn't even feel let alone notice that Grimmjow had picked him up, the memories, emotions, and thoughts flooding the forefront of his mind rendering him helpless. He let out a helpless sound before finally falling into unconsciousness, his body still trembling. Yuki was still crying, his gold on black eyes blurry with tears and his tiny hands balled in Grimmjow's shirt. Grimmjow sighed, tucking Ichigo into his bed while he continued to comfort the crying child. He prayed and hoped Ichigo would survive. He also hoped that maybe Shiro would return and see how much Ichigo loved him. He wanted Ichigo to be happy. After a few minutes Yuki's crying has quieted down into sniffles and hiccups, his face buried into Grimmjow's shirt. Ichigo was trembling but otherwise looked like he wasn't in pain anymore. Grimmjow continued to rock him, hoping he would fall asleep.

Updated ^^ I will update this every few days...cuz we are finished with the story...now just to upload the chapters. Ichigo is very emo, missing Shiro. And we had to make him suffer for cheating on his mate. So Yuki HAD to be a chibi Shiro *evil laugh* Take that Ichi

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I wrote sooo much on this chapter! I mean, i just realized how much of my writing was this whole chapter and woah. Though, rereading it i see sooo many grammar mistakes and words that i had thought that i had deleted. . I had fun though!

Anyway .

IS: Ichigo, Yuki

Me: Everyone else