Well it's been awhile. This is like a carefully thought out process. So I hope you enjoy. Though for some reason I feel like this is a drama show. Too many problems not enough answers.

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Dream Reality Chapter 3 Change

Things haven't exactly been looking up for me after I had got sick and I couldn't quite remember what happen that day. I woke to find myself in a guest bedroom and everybody told me that I blew my room up. How and why was beyond me, but everybody gave me strange looks, like they pitied me or something among those lines.

Things been really different such as my sleeping habit and it got so bad that Tsuna had to hire a tutor because I was barely able to stay awake during school. I would daze in and out of consciousness and I would fall asleep in the worst time, endangering myself and others. And there was a time that I would sleep walk.

I asked the mask man why he isn't controlling the flow of my dreams like he "claimed" he could. His answer was, "I can't control your self-conscious".

What the heck was that supposed to mean?

"Lambo-san, are you feeling tired again," my tutor asked me as she seemingly long stop trying to teach me English.

I shook my head, I was fine, from the corner of the study, and I see spiky brown hair. I made no indication that I knew Tsuna was here.

You're going to fall asleep again if you keep staring into space again.

I slap myself focus tried to read again.

I can hear the mask man on some occasion when I'm not asleep. Though the first time I heard him, I broke an expensive vase thinking someone was behind me. Why does his voice remind me so much of him? It's very unnerving. However true to the mask man words I've been able train with him. I can feel the difference in my body, but then again, I might just be stiff.

I stretch and stared at my book. I can't remember what I was supposed to be reading. Then again it was blurry.

Focus Lambo!

I yelped and found myself on the floor.

This sucks.
L
ambo you're going to get stabbed in the back, shot or poison all because you don't focus.

-I'm aware, but I'm tired.-

Try not to give in to it. At this rate you'll never get back to school like you want to. Just get up and walk around and try to shake the sleepiness off.

'Fine but keep talking.-

I'm not the man of many words as you so causally say it.

I snorted, -True, but you sure seem to have a lot to say when you're training.-

-Haha- I can always just kick your butt until you learn something.

I cringe, -Sorry but somebody already used that teaching method.-

-Sarcasm- I can see how well that worked out for you.

-Haha. I learned to duck.-

Yet about a month ago when you accidently spilled juice on Gokudera suit, you couldn't avoid those bombs.

I blushed, -It was a work in progress.-

It was a fail.

I twitched. He always had a rebuttal for everything I say. Well at least he talks a little bit more. It's fun talking to him, even though the only he thing he knows what he predicts and about my family. It's like his life is surrounded by Vongola. I said to him once, that he could've been a real person in another life. He said, 'That would be impossible. After all I was created by you.' I wonder what he meant by that. Created by me… I created him. How?

I was out in the garden trying to clear my mind.

There were a few things that still bothered me. Like what happen two weeks ago when I allegedly blew my room up. I tried to get the details because I'm pretty sure people just don't blow their room up for nothing. And I get a vague memory like I woke up and there was a black shadow standing over me. I mean I was sick so maybe I blew the room up thinking someone was there when reality, and I use that term loosely, nobody was there. Then if that's the case then why won't anybody say anything. It would make sense, so maybe somebody was there. Did that person get hurt in the blast? Maybe it was Tsuna or Reborn that was there. Maybe they didn't want me to worry about it.

I sat down on a nearby bench and groaned.

That's what you get for over thinking things. A penny for your thoughts?

I snorted. -I thought you would've read what I was thinking.-

I'm your dream guide that lead you in and out of reality. Not a psychic.

-Haha, my mistake then, I'm just confused about the day when I blew up my room. The mask man made something of an exasperate sound.-

Are you still going on about that? Your family reassured you that things were fine and that it was your fever that made you do it.

-But I swear I saw something before I blew the room up. At first it was a complete blank when I was clear in the head, but then it started to come back to me after awhile.-

Lambo…

-Surely you saw something didn't you. I mean you're the one who told me to wake because my family was in danger.-

The mask man was quiet. He knew something.

A slow shock went through my system. –It was me wasn't it? - I breathe slowly. –I was the one who was in danger. It wasn't my family you kept telling me. Was it? I remember, you told me to wake up because I was in danger. You told me to use my lightning powers to shield me from the danger. - I was getting sick as realization hit me. I killed somebody. I actually killed somebody and I wasn't quite sure how I felt about that. It was… -Why?-

-Sigh- I didn't tell you because I knew you was going to get 'scared'.

Scared? That was how I was going to react? Scared? I wasn't so sure about that. Scared not really, more like shocked then you know that odd kind of calm that make other people wary about how you truly feel. But scared wasn't it and somehow I knew the mask man knew that.

-I wasn't scared. Shock yes, surprised yes, but scared no. That wasn't it.-

Then tell me Lambo how did you 'feel'?

-I felt nervous slightly excited, like I- BLRRGH. Omg, omg. I kept thinking I enjoyed it. I actually enjoyed my first kill. And for that it scared me deeply.

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Tsuna sat in his office with his right hand man Gokudera and his former tutor Reborn. They were still worried about the assassination attempt on Lambo. An assassination attempt had never happen before on Lambo before and that brought up a lot of concerns from everybody mainly Tsuna, I-pin, and Fuuta. It wasn't that they were trying to put Lambo down it was just that Lambo was the youngest, the weakest, and a downright coward. It was a well known fact among all the mafia families, so what change two weeks ago?

"Lambo is different now and days," Gokudera said slowly. "Something in him changed. His health for the matter, then his mental state. He's always sleeping at random times. He sleep walks then he has bruises like he'd been in a fight even though within the time frame we seen him, he had been asleep."

Reborn tilted his hat. "We'll get Mukuro on this."

Tsuna jumped up. "We're not going to scare the answer out him."

"You forget Dame-Tsuna that Mukuro can go through people dreams, so if we can see what Lambo has been dreaming about. We can see if that's what been causing his health to drop."

Tsuna still wasn't appeased, "I don't know that's an evasion of privacy, we should ask him."

Reborn sneered, "Don't be stupid Tsuna, you know Lambo would put up his guards the minute we ask him."

Tsuna sighed, "I know. When Mukuro comes back from his mission we'll ask him do check over Lambo until then we keep observing him."

"Right."

Reborn left the room. He went near the garden in hopes he would catch the stupid cow. As usual the cow was staring off in space again. To think that he would have his guard down after that stupid assassination attempt. He swear that one of these days that Lambo is going to get shot, stab, or poison, because he wasn't on his guard that stupid cow.

Reborn opt to take Lambo to his room again until he Lambo look him straight in his eyes unflinchingly. Gokudera was right. Lambo did change and somehow he looked a little bit more mature than last month. Reborn was going to get to the bottom of it if it was the last thing he did, he refused for Vongola to be brought down over this.