Man I had a time in a half with my old laptop. It was slow, it froze at random intervals, and then it died on me completely leaving me a virtually useless android that can't do much. Took it to the Office Depot and found out I needed a new charger and it was alive again, too bad I went to buy a new laptop. All in all, I'm glad I can just type so here it is.

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Dream Reality Chapter 4 Strength

I hit the floor for the seventh time that night. I was getting frustrated, but the mask man seemed to be taking this all in strides.

"Something wrong Lambo," he asked sitting on his throne.

We was supposed to be training tonight, but I couldn't keep my mind focus. I'm kind of freaking out with how much everybody is starting to pay attention to me lately. For the past week in a half, everybody have either been keeping me company or trying to keep me active so I wouldn't fall asleep. I barely had time for myself and by that enough time to fall asleep. I suppose that's a good thing cause now I can better control myself in when I want to slip in and out of consciousness, but it's messing my training time up.

"Oh nothing my family started taking interest in my life, it kind of pisses me off that it had to be my health that gets me attention." I said nonchalantly but the mask man could feel my rising anger.

"They want something from you I presume," the mask man said. He had a small smirk on his face that lead me to believe he already knows something.

"Of course they want something, but I'm not going to say anything, I'm," I stopped talking and the mask man stood up suddenly and started to hover around me. I don't know why but my head started to hurt like somebody was trying to force their way in.

"What's going on," I said clutching my head.

The mask man put his hand on my shoulder to calm me down, but the shock overrode me and now I can't settle down.

A door popped up in the section between the dance floor and the empty section of the club. It was then I realized that it wasn't just us who were suffering it was the people too. People were either on the floor silently screaming and the bar was in shambles.

"What's going on," I said screaming, the mask man simply waited till I calmed down.

"This is your conscious realm, if something disrupt it, then your dream will either fade or break preventing you from coming here every again, right now, somebody is forcing their way into your dream without invitation and you and the rest of this realm is suffering for it. You have to force them out."

I stared at the door that started to get more detailed. It was leaking out indigo mist and I knew who it and that made me even angrier and hurt. Lightning surrounded my whole body and I tossed it at the doorway shattering it. My head was clear but my anger wasn't.

"So that was why they were getting closer to me, they didn't even realized that they made me question their actions," I frowned. "Let's continue where we left off."

The mask man blinked slowly, "You're not going to approach them?"

I shook my head, "If they want to know what's wrong with me then they should ask instead of doing the roundabout way of things. Their problems is that they refuse to see that I'm growing up. They insist on treating me like a child even though they admit themselves that I'm changing."

The mask man just nodded.

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It was obvious that entering Lambo's dream was unsuccessful because Mukuro slammed onto the floor.

"What the heck was that," Gokudera said as he pulled Mukuro off the floor clearly startled at the sudden movement.

At first Mukuro seemed to have been doing fine, but apparently he got kicked out of Lambo consciousness.

"Kufufufu, it would seem that Lambo figured out our plans and prevented it," Mukuro mix color eyes landed on Tsuna and Reborn who gave each a private look. "Our dear Lambo-kun is hiding something so unless you want any information from him you'll either have to ask him ourselves or wait till he wants to tell us." Everybody just sighed and started to file out of the room since the dismissal was very obvious. "But do keep in mind that he was very angry and he'll probably not speak to any of us when he wakes up."

Reborn tilted his fedora down obviously furious with the change of events. He decided that he wasn't going to go the roundabout way that he been going for the sake of Tsuna. He was going to do it his way now.

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I wanted to get stronger so I can be of better use to the family. I want them to acknowledge me as somebody worthy of being a Vongola not some kid that need to be cuddled or a brat that need to be shoved back. I'm a lightning guardian for crying out loud, I need to be out in the front line going head first into battle instead of being pulled back, because all they see is a kid.

I know Tsuna thinks he knows what best for me even though Reborn constantly remind him of who and what I'm supposed to be for the Vongola family. I don't want to be the reason why Vongola is dragged to the ground because I couldn't do my part as a guardian.

During the ring battle when I was fighting Levi something went wrong with the bazooka and I retain a small memory of the Vongola twenty years into the future before the Tsuna twenty years back changed the future. It was horrible sight. People were hiding, scrounging around for food, always on the alert incase another building blew up or some army came by to terrorize the people who was just trying to live.

The sight was scary and very disgusting and with me being the only mafia member in Vongola alive, I was on a constant run from the Millieflore because they wanted anybody in the mafia who against them killed.

I didn't know much more about that except for the fact that I was the only alive at that time because Tsuna had stuff me in a closest and destroyed the Vongola rings to insure that I was safe.

I don't want that to happen not now, not ever.

I will get stronger and I will gain my own strength.

Unbeknownst to everybody but the mask man his ring glowed stronger than ever.

Well done Lambo. Well down.