So since I got alot of alerts, heres a new chapter :) And I'm sorry guys! I know I haven't updated in awhile. :(

Chapter 2

Leave? She wanted him to leave? Of course she did. Elliot looked at her.

"Elliot. Leave." Liv requested again turning her back on him so he couldn't see the tears spilling down on her cheeks.

"If thats what you want, then ok." Elliot answered briskly walking to the door and opening it "But i'm not giving up." He closed the door with a sharp click.

Liv spun around, furious.

He wasn't going to give up? Give up on what? She wasn't a prize to be won. She was done with him. If she ever saw him again…she sighed heavily and went to take a shower.

The next day around five in the afternoon.

"You want to grab something to eat?" Nick Amaro said tentatively.

Liv looked up from the case she was reviewing for court "I'm busy, but go ahead."

"Oh ok." Nick said uncomfortably.

Liv looked down at the case again, annoyed. Didn't he see that she didn't want anything to do with him? That she didn't want to start a relationship, when something might happen?

Fin and Munch watched the exchange, and shared a heavy look.

When Nick downed his jacket and left Munch spoke up "Whats up with you Liv? He was just trying to be nice. Why are you being so hostile?"

Liv skewered him with her eyes "I don't want a relationship with the guy, ok? So back off."

Before Munch could snap back a retort Fin stepped in "Liv. What happened last night?"

"What do you mean?" Liv asked surprised. How did he know?

"You're acting like a bitch, and that doesn't happen unless something big happened. So what happened?" Fin repeated watching her with those dark brown eyes.

Liv put down her pen and leaned back in her chair sighing "I saw Elliot yesterday."

"What?" Munch and Fin said together.

"Ya I know." Liv said folding her arms, frowning.

"Where? What did he say?" John asked as Fin was opening his mouth.

Fin gave him a dirty look as Liv answered "I saw him at a bar." She blushed as she thought what she had done while Elliot was watching. When has she become so bold? Exposing herself to a stranger and her ex-partner?

"And?" Fin prompted.

"We talked. I told him to leave."

Liv replied not wanting to go into details. Like how close she was to falling to her knees and begging him to come back when the door shut behind him. And how she hated herself and him for making her think to resort to that.

"I don't blame you Liv." Fin said gently sitting on the edge of her desk.

Liv looked at him realizing for the first time how handsome he was. How caring. Would he ever leave her too?

"I got a package for a Olivia Benson?" A delivery boy interrupted her thoughts.

"I'm Olivia." She said standing up. He handed her a small package, and she paid him.

She sat down again when he left, tipping his hat.

She looked at it. It was small about the size of her hand, and she opened it. There was a simple black card inside. On one side there was a badge with familiar numbers that caused her heart to hurt. On the other side was two simple words.

But they held a bigger meaning.

Semper Fi.

Always Faithful.

Elliot.

Her hand shook, her eyes filled with tears. How could he still cause a reaction from her? Its been seven months, damn it!

"Liv? What is it?" Fin asked, worried.

"Nothing." She ripped it into shreds and threw it into the trash. Gaining recompose of her self, she looked at him. "Its nothing."

Review! :) I know this story is kind of sad, but I wanted a story that we see how much Liv is hurting first, before she goes with Elliot you know? Review!