So this chapter is kind of a crossover with grey's anatomy but only a bit and the next chapter is almost done I just need to tweak it a bit so I t will be up by Thursday! Hope you like and please review I love reviews.

Audrey, sweet helpless little Audrey just laid there as the nurse tried to help her breath. Her face began to turn red as she flailed her arm around. Emily's loud cries filled the room as Hotch just held her close. Hotch's tears began to fall into Emily's hair as he watched his daughter struggle to stay alive. Having to watch everything made it harder to handle as he began to imagine not coming home with both of them, only Luke. How every time they looked at him it was a heart breaking reminder of what they lost. They would cry every time they passed her room and when Jack asked why Audrey never came home Hotch didn't know if he would have the strength to tell him. A world without Audrey would be a world not worth living in.

He tried to hind his eyes, to shield him shelf for the seen before him when a tiny squeal interrupted there sadness followed by endless cries. He wiped his tears quickly before Emily lifted her head up from against his shoulder but she could see the redness in his eyes. She looked up at him giving him a watery eyes smile that burst into tears once again but this time they were tears of joy.

The doctor handed them Luke first. He was significantly larger than Audrey and he had dark brown hair that was beginning to penetrate his bald little head. He had cute little dimples like his father when he smiled and long eye lashed. His blue eyes slowly blinked looking up at his parents. They were so caught up his Luke adorableness that they did not notice the nurse whispering to the doctor about something and then leaving the room with Audrey in an incubator.

When he returned he made a 'this is important' throat clearing. He pulled a chair up beside the bed and they instantly could see the sorrow in his expression.

"I don't want to alarm you but we would like to run a few tests on Audrey and an x-ray."

"Why? Is there something else wrong with her?" Hotch said as he gave Luke to his mother

The doctor motioned to the door. "Can we take this outside?" and Hotch followed him out of the room.

The door was right across from the waiting room. Hotch could see Jake sleeping on Rossi's shoulder and Garcia who's eyes were slowly fluttering closed. He would have smiled but he barely had enough energy to carry on after a long night of emotion.

The doctor shook his head then wiped the sweat off his forehead. "There may be some complication that we are not equipped to handle at this hospital. We need your permission to rush her to a hospital in Seattle. They have an amazing NICU and there surgeons are literally miracle workers."

"Please can you just tell me what's wrong with her?" Hotch yelled loud in frustration catching the attentions of all his friends.

"Sir, can you please calm down?"The doctor quietly said back placing his hand on Hotch's' shoulder.

"Tell me what's wrong and I will!" now the whole fourth floor was staring at him but he didn't care he needed to know why they would need to take such precautions.

"Okay, fine. Your Daughter has a tumor on the side of one of her ovaries. It's causing her a lot of pain and if we don't operate soon she will probably not survive. I think the best place for her operation would be the Seattle Grace hospital."

Hotch trembled as he spoke, a shiver ran down his spine. "Seattle is our only option?"

"The surgeons in Seattle will do everything in their power to save your child. They are some of the best."

"Okay, but we need to go with her."

"Yes of course. You will just have to find a way to get there though." and with that that doctor walked down the hall passing through every door and slamming them behind him.

JJ rushed over to Hotch watching him bang his fist against the wall. "Is everything okay? You came out to tell us that it was almost 'time' over two hours ago. Is Emily okay?"

He lifted his head and looked through a tiny window in the door. He could see Emily holding Luke, how sad she was not having Audrey in her arms as well. "Yeah… she's good" she said shaking his head, giving her a half smile in the corner of his mouth.

"Luke and Audrey there good too?"

Hotch froze, looking down at his shoes. The smile on his face went cold as he could feel tears forming in his eyes. "Luke's great. He looks just like me," he muttered "But Audrey is not doing so well. They won't even let us see her let alone hold her."

JJ looked up at him trying to make eye contact but every time they did he would turn away. "I'm so sorry." she said

Hotch knew she would not leave until he explained everything so he did. When they were done talking JJ made her way back to the waiting aria hoping she would be able to tell everyone what Hotch had previously shared with her without balling her eyes out. But it was no us.

'A tumor? How did they not notice a tumor?' he thought after sharing his discovery with Emily. Within seconds she was on the phone with Strauss telling her about Audrey and how they needed to be there for her and Strauss was sympathetic for the most part, offering the team's jet and her sneer condolences.

"Aaron?" she Emily asked after turning of her dell phone.

The craned his head looking her directly in the eyes "Yes?"

"She's going to be okay, right?"she stuttered in response. She needed someone that she trusted to tell that everything is going to be fine. She needed reassurance.

"of course because she is part Prentiss and part Hotchner. There is no little girl in the world stronger than her. With parents like us it gives her that Kick-ass DNA. She is prone to surviving terrible situations."

"You better be right because I don't know if I could handle losing her."

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