this chapter is kind of a crossover with grey's anatomy. hope you like and please review if you want Audrey to live or not i really want to hear your ideas! please REVIEW!

Seattle Grace was a large glass building. Doctors rushed around with gurneys and patients. Arizona Robbins was running up the stairs after being paged to the ER while eating breakfast. She didn't yet know why or what she was dealing with but she knew that it was important. Her heart sunk as she swung open the door to find an abundance of nurses and other surgeons hovering over one of the smallest babies she had ever seen. She turned her head to the left to see the hard-headed and often discourteous Resident, Alex Karev washing his hand in the sink.

"Have you seen the X-ray's yet?" he said slipping on his gloves and apron.

"Not yet. What's going on?"

"This" he said pointing through the glass out to the baby on the table "is Audrey Hotchner. She was born 12:13 this morning in Washington, DC. She has a tumor on her right ovary that is twisting, here look at this," he past her the x-ray.

Robbins bit her lip as she looked over all the photo's "we need to get started before this gets any worse."

Emily and Hotch sat in the ER waiting room in suspense with their baby boy asleep in Hotch's arms. JJ and Morgan had insisted they come along for support being Luke and Audrey's godparents and Rossi had offered to babysit Jack until they returned. They sat on the edge of their seats waiting for someone to update them on Audrey's condition.

"Audrey Hotchner." said Robbins as he excited the ER.

"Yes?" Emily all stood up quickly looking at her with a sad expression on her face.

She gave her a smile. "It was touch and go for a little while but Audrey is a fighter. You have an incredibly strong Daughter. She is in the NICU but you're welcome to see her if you would like."

She bit her smile and wiped her eyes as she nodded slowly. She wanted to run to her daughter, to pick her up and cradle Audrey in her arms. Just being able to see her would be a blessing at the moment. "can we hold her?" she asked after remembering seeing TV drama's were the parents of an ill infant were not allowed to hold their child.

"I'm afraid not. She is still too fragile and she has breathing tubs and monitors attached to her." Arizona felt Emily's pain. She understood how hard it was to deal with almost losing a baby and how hard it is to handle not being able to hold their precious daughter. It was heartbreaking seeing someone go through what her, Callie and Mark had gone through with Sofia.

Hotch walked up behind them after noticing how Emily froze completely. "I thought you said Audrey was okay now."

"Her tumor is gone but she weighs 2.9 pounds. She will need close observation for at least the next two months and it will be a struggle for her to recover from a surgery being so young." Smiled at them sympathetically until she was paged to help another patient, quickly turning back to them as she ran off down the hall she yelled "good luck I hope Audrey make it."

Before entering the NICU Emily tried to past Luke to JJ but Derek got in the way. "Luke is my godchild I should be able to hold him too."

"Yes and Audrey is my Daughter. I can't hold her." She looked as if she were about to burst into tears. But she couldn't there were no more tear to be shed.

"Hey princess you know I didn't…" before he could finish she cut him off.

"I know I'm sorry, I'm too tired to fight with you, so here." She pasted Luke to Morgan. "Okay now hold his head and whatever you do don't drop him Derek! Understand?" she snapped before disappearing behind the sliding glass door.

They were dressed in these ugly pink gowns that almost touched the ground. Emily's smiled soft slowly disappeared as she stood over baby Audrey; she reached into the glass incubator stroking her figure up and down Audrey's little arm. Her tiny fists clenched as she slept, filling Emily with pride as she thought about the fact that it was her strong little girl; her own amazing miracle. She watched in awe as her baby girl's eyes moved rapidly, her body wiggling slight as she fought the pain. Emily, not wanting to leave her daughter let a tear dripped down her cheek and landing in a puddle on the floor. "Hey baby girl, I am so proud of you sweetheart." She didn't know if Audrey could hear her let alone understand but it didn't matter, she wanted Audrey to know she loved her and that her heart filled with pride seeing her baby's determination to survive. "Hold in there darling you will get better."

Hotch placed his hands on each off Emily's shoulder for balance

Meredith and Christina sat around the table snaking on bananas and apples sharing gossip. They looked around the cafeteria caning the room for other residents or interesting subjects to discuses. Christina's eyes caught Hotch as her reached for a roll from the basket on the counter. "See the tall guy with the black hair over there. He's like another Mcdreamy" She said pointing in his direction.

Meredith smiled letting out a quiet smirk. "Yeah, why?"

"That's miracle baby's daddy. Did you know he works for the FBI?" she watched Hotch as if she had been hired to stalk him.

Meredith looked at her friend weirdly. "You mean the miracle baby that Lexie was talking about this afternoon in the locker rooms."

"Yeah her." She blurted not taking her eyes of him.

"I can't help but feel bad. I saw them in that ER this morning they were so upset. She was crying he was comforting her. I wish Derek was like that."

"Like what super hot with a soft side. Hate you burst you bubble mere but he is."

"Derek is not that affectionate." She said dreaming of her husband.

Christina waved her hand in front of Meredith's face snapping her out of her daydream. "You are so annoying."

"Whatever we still have like 10 minutes so I think we should go see how small miracle baby is cause I think Lexie was exaggeration a bit." as they got up Christina backed into Hotch causing him to spill his water all over the floor.

"I am so sorry."

"It's okay I wasn't paying attention." He said in a flat boring tone, slouching his head over his shoulders as he turned away.

"What's his problem" Meredith just rolled her eyes as Christina muttered those words under her breath as she stepped into the elevator taking it straight up to the 4th floor.

They were all tired with their eyes slowly fluttering opened and closed. Emily was leaning against the wall staring at Audrey as she slept wishing she could do the same. In the corner of her eye she could she JJ and Luke sitting in a chair waiting for Morgan to return with coffee and food. She wanted to scream she just had so much stress she needed to get out. 'Am I to blame for Audrey's tumor, it is my fault she's so small?' she thought 'did I do something wrong?'

Her thoughts were beginning to overwhelm her when a Lexie's voice interrupted. "Excuse me Mrs. Hotchner but, Audrey opened her eyes and I thought you might want to see her."

Emily's eyes widened at Lexie's comment. "She opened them!"

Lexie's smile starched from ear to ear as she saw how happy this made Emily feel. "Yeah, come see your daughter."

Audrey's little brown eyes blinked softly as she looked up as her mother. She looked as if she were tring to flash a smile until a machine with thin wired attached to her chest stared beeping and she closed her eyes once again.

"What's going on?" Emily blurted out loudly in confusion looking Lexie in the eyes.

"I don't know!"

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