Here it goes - Ritsu's chapter.

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I closed the door to my apartment and leaned against it. Sure Takano-san is difficult. But to be so harsh? He never was like this. I've never seen him like this. I... he is sick. That's why he...

I moved from the door and made my way to the bathroom. I couldn't stop thinking about him.

I couldn't do this for two weeks already. Why..?

Because you love him.

This can't be true. After he broke my heart i promised myself I will never fall in love again. I didn't want to suffer. And then I started working in Marukawa - with my first love as my boss. The hell what was that?! And he... he told me that loves me. That it was nervous chuckle back then and I misunderstood him and he loved then and for the ten years we were apart he still loved me and now he will make me love him again!

You love him stupid. You too loved him for this whole ten years. No! I do not! Yes you do! And yet you are too frightened to admit it. What was that two weeks ago? He asked you if you love him and you said you don't and you never will. Who was harsh back then?

Oh no... I don't want to think about it. But... After that morning scene he... he isn't like himself. He looks like he is distracted all the time. And he lost his weight...? I couldn't stop staring at him while he was working. I was angry at myself but I couldn't help it. Lately he had dark circles under his eyes and most of all... he didn't speak to me. He didn't speak to me, make a move at me. Nothing. Just like... oh god... like there is nothing between us.

I felt nauseous. It was... my fault? Hell did he give up on me? Who wouldn't? He loved you so much. Even you could notice that he'd do anything for you. And yet you rejected him. It must've be painful for him. Every time he wanted to show you his love you pushed him away. But do you know what was the worst?

No no no NO I don't! I don't want to know! Leave me alone! You gave him hope. No! He kissed you. He had sex with you. And you gave in every time. At first you were struggling but he was stronger than you. And then you gave in. You let him kiss and caress you. You wanted him to hug you and tell you how important you are to him. You miss it. Stop lying. You love him and you know it.

Noooo... why? Why..? I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. Why did it turned up to be like this? I can't take it. I can't! Did I really make him suffer? Do I... do I l-love him...? No... It can't be true. But... he really... he... I have to... I...

Suddenly I felt angry. That's enough! I dried myself with towel, changed into my pajamas and made my way to my bed. I crawled onto it and buried myself in sheets and pillows. I needed to think. I made him suffer. I really did it. He loved me. That's true. No. YES! THAT IS TRUE! HE LOVED ME BACK THEN AND HE LOVES ME NOW! Or maybe... shit... maybe he... no...NO... HE DOES LOVE ME. He... He still loves me. Even if I told hi t. Shit. I was stupid. I was so stupid! How could I be so harsh to him? How could I...?

I felt tears running down my face. I was so stupid. I have to go and tell him. Tell him I'm sorry. I'm so sorry... Takano -san...

Suddenly I heard something. From his apartment. I heard h i m. But... it was a moan... he was... in pain...? Oh no... No!

I jumped from my bed and made my way outside my bedroom, my apartment and finally i banged at his door. No one answered. But then I heard a thud and another moan. No! I didn't have his key. I ran down the stairs to the landlady. I had to look very... specific 'cause she just gave me the key without any question. Good. I tore up the stairs and opened his door. Where is he. Another moan. In the bathroom. I ran in and froze. There he was. Laying on the floor. In the pool of his own blood. With a bloody kitchen knife in his hand. Moaning quietly with pain written on his beautiful face. What had happened here? What the fuck?!

'Takano-san' I yelled finally waking and falling to my knees next to him. 'Takano-san! No!'

So Ritsu finally understood that he was a coward and insensitive moron. Yeah. I hope you liked it ;) Please leave some review, I'm really waiting for it!