Firts of all, I want to apologize if I keep making mistakes, I actually speak spanish and sometimes I have problems with my english writting.
Also, No, this won't be Fuinn, I HATE FUINN,so don't worry :)
Only four days away from Prom, and Carole had already bought Finn his new suit, which she made sure matched Quinn's. It wasn't great news when she found out her son was going with Quinn instead of Rachel, but she saw how awful Finn had been acting lately with the whole break up, and she didn't want to insist on the subject.
Finn wasn't even sure where things were going now with Quinn; he was a little bit more over Rachel than Friday when he found out about Rachel and Sam's little encounter, and yesterday they had spent almost all day together, but it was mostly because he didn't want to be near Rachel and her new lover and Quinn was actually being really nice. And when they left school, he was going to say goodbye to Quinn with a kiss on her cheek, but she turned her head and he end up kissing her on the lips. And for the first time in a long time, he didn't feel bad. Maybe he was indeed forgetting Rachel.
But all those thoughts went to hell as soon as Finn saw her walking hand in hand with Sam into the choir room. She looked beautiful, as always, with a flowered pink dress, a dress he had given her for their five month aniversary. Her hair was in a messy bun, and her bangs looked messy too. They had been totally making out before going to class.
Quinn walked in looking happier than ever and sat next to him, reaching out for his hand, and he felt like holding her hand too, so he did, there was no wrong in it, right? Besides, she looked really good too, and yesterday she told him that it wasn't too late to run for candidates for Prom King and Queen, so she signed them both in, and if they wanted to win, they had to look like they were together. Maybe being with Quinn was the right thing to do at the moment.
Mr. Shue walked in from his office and greeted everyone, but when Finn looked back at Rachel (something he should really stop doing, specially now) , who was sitting in the other corner of the room, he noticed that she was staring in his direction, but not at him like it usually happened where she would look at him with a sad smile and then turned around. Now she had an angry face, and she wasn't looking at him, she was looking at his hand, which was still holding Quinn's.
When Mr. Shue started talking, her expression went back to normal, but it was still very weird."Okay guys, Prom is four days away, and the school board asked us to prepair a couple of numbers for the night, I now that we have almost no time, but I know we can make it, I only need volunteers for a duet, a solo and a little group number." Finn was actually considering singing something, but he hadn't considered what happened after. "I was thinking Rachel and Finn could do the duet, it's for the slow song—"
"Actually Mr. Shue" Rachel interrupted him standing up from her seat and walking closer to him, "I was thinking that since Sam and I are running for Prom King and Queen and now we are together, we could sing the duet together, Finn could sing the solo or be part of the group number maybe" Finn felt his how his heart stopped beating for a second. Was Rachel seriously asking if she could sing with Sam? In how many ways could someone be replaced? Apparently in more ways than one. And they were running for Prom Royalty together?
That was it, if he wanted to forget Rachel, he had to stay away from her, and being in Glee club with her was a torture, he couldn't handle it anymore.
"Don't worry" he said, standing up from his seat too, letting go of Quinn's hand. He walked closer to Mr. Shue "Mr. Shue, I actually wanted to let you know that I would like to quit Glee club" he heard various gasps of shock from his friends, including a little one from Rachel, who was standing next to him with a worried look on her face.
"But why? Finn, we are so close from regionals! Are you seriously considering on leaving us?" that sounded a lot worse than he had thought, and with how Mr Shue said it it wasn't making it any better.
"Finn, you can't leave us, we need you" Rachel's voice was low, and it sounded like she was really worried about his decision, but he had already made a choice.
Finn looked at her, and before his face was calm, but when he spoke, he let out some anger slip through his words "Now you have Sam, you don't need me anymore" he could see the look of hurt in her eyes, but in that moment he didn't care. Rachel could tell also that his words weren't only about Glee club, they were also about them and their relationship.
"I'm really sorry" he left the choir room without saying another word or looking back, he knew everyone there would hate him now, but he just couldn't stay there any longer.
Quitting Glee club wasn't the easiest or smartest thing he had to do, specially when eveyone kept giving him this anger looks around school because he had left them. The only ones who didn't say a thing about it after where Quinn, Puck, Kurt and Rachel. He knew that Quinn was actually happy with his decision because that would mean he would be away from Rachel and Puck and Kurt knew why he did it, and they just didn't want to give him more crap about it.
But Rachel, the face she had when he left the choir room almost broke his heart all over again. She looked broken too, but he didn't get why, she was with Sam, she wanted to sing with him and she had bearly spoken to him since they broke up, why would she care if he left or not? Whatever, he didn't need more drama in his life than he already had, he just needed happiness, and crying for Rachel wouldn't give him that.
It was Friday morning and everyone was getting things ready for the night, Prom. He still didn't want to go, he was really trying to get over Rachel, but he still didn't want to see her with Sam being all couple-y and him standing in the side with Quinn. And thanks to Puck now he knew that they'd be together after Prom.
Puck had even asked him if he would have some fun with Quinn after, but he couldn't. Yeah, maybe they were sort of dating or something like that, but he couldn't have sex with her knowing that Rachel was doing the same thing with Sam in some cheap hotel room.
The only good thing about being with Quinn again was that she was actually being nice, like she actually cared about him and his feelings, and he really apreciated that, but it made him feel awful to know that he couldn't do the same for her.
He walked into the History class room with Puck and they both sat in bottom seats, waiting for everyone to go in. He knew that Rachel would seat in the front seat as usual, so the back seats were the best option although he knew he wouldn't hear a thing.
He sighed and closed his eyes for a second, he was really tired, trying to get over Rachel Berry wasn't an easy thing to do, but when he opened his eyes, he almost fell from his seat when he saw that next to him, she was there, getting her things ready for the class. That had to be the weirdest thing in the world. He looked at Puck and he looked as surprised as he was. Why was she sitting next to him in the bottom row?
If having to see her at Glee club almost every day with Sam was a complete hell, then sitting with her in the last row, where she didn't even pretend like she wasn't staring at him the whole class was the worst thing anyone in the world could go through.
When the class was finally over, he stood up as fast as he could, trying to follow Puck who had to leave, even though he wanted to watch what would happen, but he felt a tiny hand stopping him and froze.
"Finn, can we talk?" she asked him almost in a whisper, although they were the only ones left in the room. Why was everyone in a hurry to leave the room when he needed them to stay?
"W-what do you want to talk about?" he said, trying to hide his nervousness. He sat again next to her, but he couldn't look at her yet. It's not like he didn't want to hear her voice again, but why did it have to be in an empty classroom where he didn't know how he'd react to whatever she had to say?
"How are you?" he was a litte confused with her question, but whatever.
"I've doing fine, at least this week" he wasn't going to tell her how he still had her in his head 24/7 or how he felt like he was going to pass out with her smell, which was just too perfect for him to stand.
"I umm.. I heard you are dating Quinn again" she said, and he could tell she was a little nervous too about the conversation.
He wanted to tell her that it was only to forget about her, to keep his mind busy with something other than her, but it was either being defensive or breaking down. "Why do you care?" he mumbled, trying to say it as cold as he could, but it almost hurt him to say it that way.
She just took a deep breath and made another question instead of answering his. "Why did you leave Glee club, Finn?" she asked, and if she was nervous now, he couldn't tell, he was still not looking at her.
"Why do you care if I'm dating Quinn or why I left Glee club? We've barely talked to eachother in the last three months" he saw her flinch a little from the corner of his eyes, but it wasn't like he was lying, sometimes he could even feel like she was avoiding him.
"I still care about you, Finn. A lot"
"Really? Sorry if I didn't notice before since every time I see you, you and Sam are sucking eachother's faces" he knew he had hit a soft spot when he said that because she started shifting in her seat, but she changed the subject.
"So, are you going to Prom with her?" why did she care? It wasn't like he wanted to.
"I am. I don't know if you heard, but we are running for Prom King and Queen together" he knew he was being to hard on her right now, but he had to protect himself too.
She probably hadn't heard about that, because when he finally looked in her direction, she had a hurt look, like she wasn't expecting that. "Are you.. going in the limo with us?"
"No, Quinn's mum wants to take her and I think I will drive by myself, that way I have a ride back home after"and because he didn't want to see her and Sam being all cute together before Prom.
"Oh, so you won't go with her somewhere.. after?" did she really thought he was going to have sex with Quinn after Prom?
"Nope, unlike you, it's not in my plans to sleep with anyone after Prom, or before for that matter" of course she thought that, that was what she was going to do, right?
She definitely looked surpised now. "How.. w-who told you?" she asked, and now she didn't even bother hiding her anger or nervousness
"It's not like Sam's been trying to keep as a secret that you two slept together and that you are not a virgin anymore. He's been also telling everyone your plans for after Prom" he said angrily, if she wasn't going to hide her anger, then he wouldn't hide it either.
He knew he had totally caught her off guard with that because the look on her face gave her away, and she couldn't even talk so.. "That's none of your buisness, whatever I do with my boyfriend is only between us" she said like accusing him of actually caring about her relationship with Sam.
"You should tell that to him, not to me; he's the one spreading the word around school" Now he was starting to get really mad too, and there was no reason of why he should hide it "Honestly Rachel, I never thought that after being with him for only two months you would actually sleep with him. We were together for a lot more than that and the most you let me do was touch you over yor clothes"
"It's different, Finn" did she actually sound like she felt guilty?
"How is it different? How can you even be sure he loves you? How can you be sure that you love him?" he said, raising his voice a little. He had proven her how much he loved her in so many ways, and even though sometimes he screwed up, he never made her feel like he didn't and if he did, he never really meant it.
She stood there for a second without saying anything, just shaking slightly her head like she was trying to convince herself that what he was saying wasn't true.
"See? You know that what I'm saying it's true, why won't you just accept that you lost your virginity to a guy you don't even love!" his voice was now a lot louder, but he regretted yelling at her as soon as she looked back at him and there were tears in her eyes.
"Maybe I do love him. You have no idea what's going though my head, and you have no right to say what I can and can't do with him!" now she was yelling too, and he felt a little scared about it.
"I should have a right! I'm your ex-boyfriend but that doesn't mean anything! And it doesn't mean I stopped loving you!" awesome, he just told her he still loved her, now things could only go wrong from there.
"What?" she asked him, more like whispering than yelling this time. And it really looked like she didn't believe him.
He had already said something he shouldn't have, so why not screw it up some more? " I love you, I never stopped. Actually, I think I love you more now than I did before we broke up. I can't take you out of my head, and it's killing me to see you with Sam every day" he could feel the tears gathering in his eyes as well, but he didn't stop talking. "When I heard that you slept with Sam instead of me it broke my heart in a million pieces, because it was mine, your virginity was mine. It can sound really stupid and crazy, but it was mine. I know that I love you a thousand times more than he could ever love you, and you still gave him that, after only two months!" Now she was just standing in front of him, crying, and watching him cry and yell about how much he loved her.
"And you know the best part? Tonight, I'll go to Prom with Quinn and I'll be miserable because she'll try to cheer me up and I won't be able to have a good time because you'll be there with him and I'll know that you two will sleep together after it, again. And that's the only thing that's going to be on my mind until I'm finally able to forget you, but so far I haven't succeded" Although he was crying in front of her and he was just yelling at her, it felt weirdly relieving to tell her all those things. What didn't felt so good was to see how she gathered her things, stood up and walked to the door with her tear stained face.
"Have fun with Quinn, see you tonight." was all she said before she left, leaving him there, with tears in his eyes and no answers.
That definitely didn't go well.
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