He had given up on his relationship with Rachel for the second time and was about to leave and go to his house to just bury himself in his bed, when he heard someone knocking on his window. He lifted his head from the wheel and turned around to see who was there, he really hoped it wasn't Puck or Quinn, he just wanted to get the hell out of there
But he saw someone he wasn't expecting to see there. It was her, Rachel, asking him to open the door. He opened it from the inside and let her into the car, cleaning the tears from his face with the back of his hand quickly. .
He waited for a couple of minutes before asking her anything because she didn't look okay. "What are you doing here?" he asked her with a surprised tone. He saw he face and it was obvious that she had been crying, again.
"I broke up with Sam" she whispered looking down at her lap after a moment.
"You.. you did?" that was something new..
"Yeah I… He asked me if I wanted to go home or somewhere else and I told him that I couldn't go anywhere with him" she said, and he could how she was trying to say that without sobbing.
"But why did you break up with him?" he thought that after she said she was sorry and left with him, she would go to that hotel with Sam.
She hesitated before she spoke, "Because I can't be with someone who I don't love, when the man I love is alone somewhere else".
Finn turned his head to look at her, he saw how a tear rolled down her cheek and realized she was talking about him.
She knew he understood what he was saying and turned her head to look in his direction as well, that's when she noticed he had been crying too, his eyes where still red and puffy, and she knew him too well to know when he had been crying.
Finn didn't know what to do, she was telling him she loved him, and he was more than sure he loved her too, but he didn't know what he was supposed to do in that moment, he just wanted to make her feel better, he couldn't stand seeing her cry.
He leaned a little closer and kissed her cheek softly, he eyes following him as he did, but she didn't move. He felt her soft skin against his lips and then pulled away. He looked into her eyes and leaned closer again to kiss her cheek again, but this time she turned her head and his lips made contact with her lips. At first it was just an innocent peck on the lips, but then he felt her hand making contact with his hair and he moved his hand to cup her cheek, feeling at the same time how she opened her lips and her tongue grazing his bottom lip, asking for entrance into his mough, which he allowed instantly and let his tongue meet hers.
He deepened the kiss, feeling her moving closer in the seat to feel him. Suddenly he felt something salty on his lips and pulled away to look at her and noticed she was crying. He hugged her tiny body closer to his and tried to calm her when he felt her sobbing again against his chest.
"You want me to take you home?" he asked her rubbing her back softly when he felt her calm her sobs down a little. "You don't have to stay if you don't want to".
"I can't" she answered with her body still hugging his tightly. "My dads are home and I don't want them to see me like this".
"We can go to my place for a while, no one's there" he proposed. Kurt was still inside and Finn was almost sure he would go somewhere after with Blaine, his mom was still working and Burt would pick her up after and they were going out for dinner after, so no one would see her like this either in his house but him.
"Okay" she answered, Finn tried to pull away to start the car, but she tightened her hold and didn't let him. He understood what she wanted so he turned his body and wrapped his arm tightly around her and drove back home with his free hand.
She didn't say a word during the whole ride and neither did he. He still felt her shaking and he knew she hadn't stopped crying yet, but silence would be better than saying the wrong thing.
Finn helped her out of the car when they got home, he still thought she looked beautiful and he didn't want her to get dirt on her dress or something like that. He asked her if she wanted something to eat or drink and she just said she wasn't hungry.
"We should go to my room, you can lie down in my bed for awhile" he suggested after he saw her yawing when they walked out of the kitchen.
"Yeah, let's go" she said, reaching for his hand. He knew he should be nervous or something because he was alone with Rachel in his house, but she looked so vulnerable and quiet, so he knew he had nothing to be nervous about, it was Rachel, she wasn't judging him or anything.
Finn led her to his room and as soon as he closed the door behind him and turned back to her, she crashed her lips against his again. It wasn't rough or fast, but it was passionate, like she needed to feel him again. She wrapped her arms around his neck to pull him closer to her and he cupped her face in his hands. Deepening the kiss, Rachel's tongue fighting with his for dominance. He was getting lost in her feeling again when she pulled away and looked into his eyes.
"I love you, Finn" he whispered. "I think I never stopped loving you" sometimes she felt like she didn't love him, but it wasn't that, she was just afraid of loving him while she was with Sam, like it was wrong so she just wanted to push those feelings away, but watching him every day at school, looking at her with those sad eyes.. She just couldn't stop loving him even if she wanted to.
He pushed her slightly against the closed door, wanting to feel as much of her as he could.
Rachel felt like her body had caught fire, every inch of her body was touching Finn. Her hands pushed his jacket from his shoulders, tossing it to the floor. Finn wasn't sure what was going on, neither was she, but they were both too caught up in eachother to stop. Her hands started unbottoning his shirt after loosening his tie, her fingernails lightly scraping his skin. When Finn moved his leg between hers, she moaned into their kiss and moved against it.
Finn put his hands under her arms and lifter her off the floor. She wrapped her legs around his waist and tightened her hold on his neck, curling her fingers into his hair. He lifted his lips from hers and looked down to her face. Rachel's lips were parted and swollen from his kisses, her eyes almost closed. She smiled at him shyly and he found himself smiling back. "I never stopped either" he whispered against her lips. "Rachel.. I.. A-are you sure this is what you want?" he asked her nervously, searching her face for any signs of doubt. After being apart for so long, he knew he wanted her, he needed her, but he had to also make sure she knew what she wanted.
Rachel bit her bottom lip and nodded. "I'm sure". She knew that Finn was the one, she had always known that, so why keep waiting for it when she knew she was ready and he knew he was ready? "Are..you sure?" she asked again.
"I'm more than sure" he said smiling, moving her bangs away from her beautiful face. She lowered her head and he touched his finger to her chin, kissing her and deepening the kiss when he felt her moan. "I love you so much, your love changed me, all of me, and I don't think I'd ever forget what we had too easily".
"What we have" she corrected him.
He smiled at her "Right… Every time I'm with you, I want to scream from the top of a mountain how much I love you, and you don't know how hard it was to stop myself from doing it the last couple of months. It's the kind of love that moves mountains or that makes you feel like you could fly, or like the one that makes you feel like your chest is going to explode from all the emotions going on inside.. And the only thing I want.." he looked into her deep eyes, making sure she understood what he meant "the only thing I'll ever want, is you".
Rachel's eyes glistened with tears. "I feel the same way about you" she whispered, feeling a single tear escape and roll down her face. Finn used his thumbt to wipe away her tear and then cupped her face with his hands, leaning down to kiss her.
"I trust you" she said softly after they pulled away, looking down at his chest, taking off his tie, throwing it to the side.
Finn smiled slighty, pulling away from the door and carried her to his bed. She kissed his chin, his neck, his jaw, her tongue tracing lightly his ear and he pulled her hips to his, grinding them together, as he did, she gasped and hugged him tighter.
After sitting her on the edge of the bed, she reached behind her dress, unzipping it and stood up, letting it fall to the floor, revealing her pink bra and panties.
She sat again and Finn kneeled down between her legs, taking off his shirt. He ran his hands up her bare thighs; he had always loved her legs, like, she was so small but her legs seemed to go on forever. He bent his head to kiss the inside of her leg, right above her knee and she sighed, dropping ger head backwards, her hands in his hair.
He trailed kisses upward, speading her legs farther as he did. He raised his head and looked at her as his fingers touched the panties she was wearing. Realizing how wet they were almost made him lose control, but he didn't, he knew he would have time for losing control with her after. He slipped his fingers inside the cloth, running them along her wet center, her head shot up as he did and she shrieked.
He smiled, knowing Rachel would be loud. "Finn," she moaned, moving her hips with his hand. His thumb found her clit and he put a finger inside her as his thumb made slow circles against her. "Finn!" she cried, not being able to stop rocking her body with his hand.
"Let go.. just let go, Rach" he said lowly, looking up to see her face. Biting her lip, she shook her face, breathing heavily.
Finn removed his hand and she whimpered. Pulling her panties down her legs, Finn looked at her. Rachel moved her hands to cover herself, but his hands stopped her. "Don't.. you are beautiful" he breathed, lowering his head, his tongue tracing the path his fingers had taken. Rachel's body shuddered , her body falling back on the bed and arching her back as his tongue found her clit. Her breathing became more ragged and her entire body tensed before she let go. Her moans echoed in the room as Finn ran his tongue over her belly. He couldn't be happier they were alone in the house.
Rachel lay back on the bed with her eyes closed. His large hands moved up, finding her breasts. She moaned again, sitting up. "Help me" she whispered and reaching behind her, Finn unsnapped her bra and removed it. Rachel sat before him, completely naked.
"Rachel" he whispered, running her hands over her breasts, loving the feeling of them in his hands and how they fitted perfecty. Rachel scooted closer to the end of the bed, until every part of the body was touching him. He unbottoned his pants and paused, looking up at her. "Are you sure?" he asked her, praying that she hadn't changed her mind.
In response, Rachel lowered his zipper and pulled her pants down, keeping her eyes on his face. He stepped out of them, stumbling lightly before closing his eyes and taking a breath, steadying himself.
Rachel was running over his chest and down his stomach. He heard her gasp and opened his eyes to see that she'd finally looked below his waist. She hesitated a moment before lightly touching him. Finn clenched his jaw, wanting nothing more than to throw her back and bury himself inside her. When her thumb ran across his tip, he grabbed both of her hands and held them. "I really want you to do that, but I'm not sure how much more of it I can take" he said feeling a little embarrased.
Rachel smiled after realizing exactly how much she afected Finn. Scooting back on the bed, she motioned for him to join her. Before moving closer, he opened his top drawer, pulling a condom from the open but full box, he ripped it open and placed it over him, unrolling it down his length. Once he was sure they were safe, he situated himself between her legs, lowering his head to kiss her, groaning when she moved her mouth to his neck and chest. Putting his hand between them, his thumb moved in the sames circles he did before. She stopped kissing him, throwing her head back on the bed, clutching his shoulders with her hands, digging her fingernails into his skin.
Finn rubbed himself against her, lubricationg himself in her wetness. Rachel kept moving her hips, unsure of what she was searching for. A slow burn had started in the pit of her stomach and she knew she was ready. "Now, Finn, please" she pleaded.
Finn leaned down and kissed her gently, pushing slowly inside her, his tip stretching her. "I'm so sorry, Rach" he whispered, plunging into her. Rachel gasped and tensed, surprised at the pain. He held completely still, terrified to move thinking he would hurt her. His entire body shook with need, but he wouldn't move until she let him know it was okay.
Rachel rose up and kissed him softly, her lips barely brushing his. Finn's body jerked up in reaction, causing them both to moan. "I'm ready" she said softly.
Finn moved in and out of her slowly, his thumb once again driving her wild. With each thrust, the feeling of her squeezing him was almost too much for him to take. Looking down at Rachel's face, his chest tightened. He had never loved anyone as much as he loved her. Nothing had ever felt so right.
Rachel opened her eyes and gasped, feeling so close to the edge. She moved up to meet each thrust, feeling like she was going to explode. She looked into Finn's eyes and pulled his head down to hers, kissing him deeply. She screamed as waves of heat rolled through her body, the entire world crashing around her.
The feeling of Rachel tightening around him sent Finn over the edge too. He pumped into her a few more times, dropping his head down beside hers. He rested on his elbows, careful to keep his weight off of her.
Rachel turned her head to face the wall, tears falling freely down her face . "Rach? , look at me" he said quietly.
Rachel rolled her head over and looked at Finn, surprised to find he had tears in his eyes as well. "I love you" she told him brushing her lips across his. "It was always yours". Even after all the drama that they had to go through to be together again, she always knew she would lose her virginity to him.
"I love you too" he said, smiling crookedly. "So much". He took the condom off and threw it to the garbage can he had next to his bed. Laying again next to her, Rachel wrapped her arms around him and turned to her side. Finn pulled the blanket over them, making sure Rachel was covered. He brushed the hair away from her face, kissing her on the forehear. The fell asleep holding eachother, completely ignoring the world around them.