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Edward thought his head was going to explode from information and pleasure overload. Once had gotten to Leah's apartment and she slipped her dress on so she would be able to get upstairs without giving her neighbors a show they had started going at it again. It was almost as if a switch had been flipped and the only way to deal with all the shit they had been through was by fucking it away and at the moment neither of them really minded too much. They both needed someone and it worked well to use the other because this way nobody would get confused or hurt because they thought emotion was involved in this. It was a physical thing plain and simple.

Leah pushed Edward in to her bedroom as the yellow dress she had been wearing fell to the floor thanks to the broken zipper. She made sure to pull his hands down around his ankles as she got on her knees. Jacob had never really been in to getting blow jobs which in the Quilette females mind sucked since she was really good at it or so she had been told. She was kind of hoping the usually snobbish Edward wouldn't have a problem with her going down on him. Once she had settled on her knees and pulled his member from his boxer shorts she gave it a few hard strokes. If the sex in the back of his stupid shiny Volvo had told her anything it was the fact that Edward Cullen liked to play a little rough and that actually turned her on more than she thought it would. Leah really never had considered him the type and knowing that he was sent her hormones in to overdrive.

Edward gripped the edge of the bed tightly crinkling the sheet between his fingers as he watching Leah Clearwater of all people getting ready to give him a blow job. Bella had never really been in to blowjobs, though she did it to make him happy. Eventually he had told her not to worry about it because he would rather not have one at all than have the worst BJ ever given. It was better to imagine getting one because at least in his fantasies Bella could actually give a decent on. Right now though he did not have to fantasize and in none of his fantasies had he ever pictured Leah Clearwater on knees in front of him. When her warm mouth wrapped around his tip he thought for sure he would come like some adolescent teen boy. It was only made worse by the fact that Leah seemed to be enjoying what she was doing. The sounds she made in the back of her throat as she took him deeper in to her mouth and throat had him on edge and before Edward realized what he was doing he had his fingers gripped tightly in her hair though he did not push her head down since he feared she would bite him or something.

The russet skinned female ran her tongue along the underside of his shaft and scraped her teeth along the top and felt him jump as he almost pulled out of her mouth. Leah smirked as best she could and set the palms of her hands flat against his thighs scraping her fingernails along the pale flesh there. He moaned and tightened his grip on her hair. She was going to suck until he came which it appeared as if would be soon, but Edward set his hands on her shoulders and pushed her away. He did not want to come so early in the game.

"Get on the bed and spread your legs." His voice was husky with lust when he spoke watching as she did what he ordered.

As soon as Leah was sprawled on her bed he crawled between her legs and was happy to realize she was already wet for him. Grabbing her left leg he placed the heel of her foot against his shoulder and lowered his head to her wet center. He placed a soft kiss right on her clit and felt the muscles in her thighs tighten before relaxing. Rolling his tongue against her clit he slipped one finger inside of her and curled it upwards which earned him a muffled scream as she reached over to grab one of her fluffy pillows and place it over her mouth so that she would not wake up her neighbors. Happy with her reaction he repeated the process a few times using slow and lazy movements. He was in no rush and he kind of wanted to torture her with the slow burn. Every so often he would place a kiss against the inside of her knee to further the torture.

"I love the things you can do with your mouth." Leah muttered not really realizing she had spoken aloud and at the same time not really caring.

The bronze haired male could not help, but replying to what she said with a wicked smile as he pulled away his lips dripping with her juices. "And here I thought you hated me. Isn't that what you said earlier?"

She glared at him and grabbed a fistful of his hair yanking him up her body. "Don't get the two things confused Cullen. I hate you with everything I am, but your mouth makes me happy when it isn't used for talking. Now are you going to shut up and fuck me?"

"You don't have to ask me twice." He told her before his brow crinkled when something occurred to him. "Well actually you do need to ask me twice. You didn't say please and if you don't ask nicely my dick, mouth, and the rest of me are going to leave and that means you will have to suffer."

Leah narrowed her eyes because she was not a person who said please for anything, but her body was screaming at her to say it just so he would get to it and she couldn't say no to her bodies needs no matter how much she wanted to just to prove to Edward that she didn't need him. "Please shut the fuck up and fuck me?"

His smile threatened to split his face in half. "That's a good girl. You see what being nice can do for you?"

Without another word he rolled them so that she would be on top of him. He had a thing for letting a woman be on top because he loved to watch every expression which passed on their face. Leah did not need a second invite and within a second she had slammed down on to him as far as he would go. Her hips rolled causing them both to groan at the pleasurable feeling. They set a slow and steady pace never taking their eyes off of the other, Leah because she had never seen green eyes quite like him. She had always been fascinated with his eyes and yet she would never tell him because it would only boast his ego and he had a large enough one as it was. Edward on the other hand loved her eyes because they were such a dark brown they could almost be described as black. Sometimes he felt as if they were the gateways to another world and if he looked long enough maybe he would be transferred to one of them.

Reaching up Edward pinched her left nipple and twisted it slightly causing her buck against him which is what he had been hoping for. He slowly raised his head and caught her other bud in his mouth and lightly scrapped his teeth against it causing a similar reaction from her. The expression on her face was one of pure bliss and he was happy that for the time being he could keep her mind off of Jacob. To be truthful since he had picked Leah up at that dingy bar Bella barely crossed his mind unless she was brought up in conversation and that was a good thing because he feared if he thought about his ex he would have some sort of mental breakdown. It was nice to have this distraction even if he knew that it couldn't last forever and they would have to deal with reality sooner or later.

"I need more Cullen." Leah mumbled as her nails dug in to his chest painfully. "I need-"

"I know what you need." He assured her as he switched their positions so that they were both lying on their sides with him behind her. He swung his left leg up and over her waist as he slid in to her from behind and his right hand rested on her stomach as he started to thrust in to her while leaving little kisses on her neck.

Leah felt her eyes flutter open and shut as they moved together. She brought both of her hands down and twined them with the one he had resting on her stomach. She could feel how close they both where and part of her did not want this to end because then the truth of why they were doing this in the first place would come back to haunt her and yet she knew this could not last forever. With one final thrust Edward exploded inside of her and their joined hands came down to her center and rubbed her clit furiously so that her climax came as well. Both of their heads twisted around so they could share one last passionate kiss as their orgasms finally came to an end.

After he pulled out of her he slid off the bed not saying a word since he had no idea what to say and started to slide his pants on. Leah sat up and looked at him. "So is that what I was? Just a fuck and now you are going to leave and pretend it never happened?"

The copper haired male frowned and turned around to face her. "I thought this is what you wanted. I didn't think you would want me to stick around and cuddle."

"You don't have to stay if you don't want to." She snapped and rolled on her side away from him. He could see that she was shaking as she tried to contain her sobs.

With a sigh Edward let his pants fall to the floor as he climbed back in to the bed and wrapped his arms around her from behind. He smoothed the hair away from her neck. "I don't want to be alone tonight either Lee. You know it is okay to ask me to stay because you just want to be held."

She sniffled and turned around to face him. "I don't want or need anything from you, but if you don't want to be alone then feel free to stick around, but if you hog the covers I am pushing your pale ass to the floor and that is where you will stay for the rest of the night."

They both laughed and clung to the other for the mere comfort of having someone. It was better than being alone and at least if they had the other they knew nobody would ask stupid questions about if they were alright or not. Neither of them were alright and yet for the first time since receiving the letters from the people they had loved the most they both thought that maybe there was a shred of hope they would be okay one day in the far off future. Hope was better than having nothing at all and after everything they deserved to cling to this one small hope. As sleep took over both of them silently thanked the Fates for sending the other to them even if only for only one night.

TBC…

AN: I hope that you all liked this chapter and I thought that it came out alright. Let me know if you all like this or not since you know that I love hearing your thoughts. I thought that this worked well for the story and the next chapter will skip ahead a few months.

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