Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto
Warnings: Yaoi, self-mutation, suicide attempts, death(?), MAJOR SPOILERS. This story is meant to be very dark and sad.
Love isn't love if you didn't hurt someone ~ Atmosphere
Naruto's hands were shaking as he held the kunai to his thigh. He pressed it into his skin and slowly moved it sideways. He gasped in pain as blood poled out quickly. There was no room on his wrists, so he had begun to cut his thighs. It made him feel a little better, because people saw the bandages on his wrists, but no one would see his thighs. That, and the fact that it was a lot more painful made him feel a little better.
"Naruto?" Sasuke's voice came from the other side of the closed door. Naruto, in panic, dropped the kunai to the floor. It bounced once and slid under the bed. Some blood dripped off and moistened the rug slightly. Luckily, Naruto thought, the rug was black, so the blood could not be seen.
"Ye…yes?" He yelled out, a little too loud for his own liking. His voice was a little shaky, due to the fact that he was in pain. He was beginning to feel a little dizzy from the pain and the loss of blood.
"Naruto, can I come in?" Sasuke asked as he turned the doorknob, shocked to see that it was locked.
'What reason does Naruto have to lock the door? Does he not trust me or something?' Sasuke asked himself.
"Hold on Sasuke! I'll be right there. I'm getting dressed!" He said as he tried his best to clean himself up. However, the blood just kept pooling out, and Naruto had to wrap some bandages around his thigh tightly. He quickly pulled on a pair of black pants and walked slowly over to the door. The pain in his thigh was shooting up his spine, and despite the fact that he wore bandages, he could feel the blood slowly dripping down his leg. He could only hope that Sasuke wouldn't notice it.
"Yes Sasuke?" Naruto asked as he opened the door. He was grasping the side of the door hard. Almost as if he'd let go, he'd collapse.
"Naruto, what's wrong?" He asked, reaching forward to gently caress Naruto's cheek. Naruto winced slightly and pulled away, walking over to his bed, he sat down.
"What do you mean?" He asked, trying to calm down. The pain he felt when he cut his wrists was nothing in comparison to what his thigh felt like right now.
"You're pale. And you sound like you're having problems breathing. What happened? You were fine a little while ago." Sasuke said as he took a seat next to the blond. Naruto squirmed slightly at the fact that Sasuke was so close.
"What's wrong with you dobe? You seem so…tense around me. Is it because I left? Do you hate me? I had to leave for a mission, it wasn't real…"
"N…no, I don't hate you Sasuke. And I'm glad you're back! I…I missed you, but-"
"Yes," Sasuke whispered, leaning forward towards Naruto. "That's what I wanted to hear you say all along." He leaned forward more, until his lips were touching Naruto's.
XOXOXO
"Kakashi? What's wrong?" Obito asked, leaning back on the bed board.
"Nothings wrong. Why do you always ask that?" Kakashi asked, slightly annoyed. Obito has been asking that a lot lately, and it was beginning to get annoying.
"It's just-"
"Just what Obito? I'm fine! Stop asking me all the time if I'm okay. If something is ever wrong, I'll tell you." Kakashi said as he flipped over so his back was facing Obito. The Uchiha sighed in response and wrapped his arms around Kakashi's waist, and pulled the grey-haired sensei close to him. Kakashi tensed up slightly, before relaxing into the embrace.
"I love you, Kakashi." Obito whispered sadly into the other mans ear, before letting the darkness of sleep consume him.
XOXOXO
"NO!" Naruto yelled and pushed Sasuke away so hard, that the raven fell off the bed and onto the floor. Naruto leaned against the wall and brought his legs up to his chest, hugging them slightly. By the time Sasuke stood up, he realized that Naruto was sobbing.
"Naruto! What's wrong?" Sasuke asked as he sat on the bed and pulled the sobbing blond into his arms. Naruto squirmed in his hold, trying his very hardest to get away. He felt the bandage around his thigh loosen. At this, he stop struggling, with the fear that Sasuke would notice he was bleeding. He couldn't let Sasuke find out, he couldn't let anyone find out.
"Stop it! Don't do this to me, please! I'm human! I'm only human! I can only take so much!" Naruto yelled, pounding his fists into Sasuke's chest in a harsh attempt to push the teen away from him. The raven winced slightly at the pain, but ignored it. Naruto was more important right now. Naruto was always more important.
"Do what? What have I done? Our lips only touched for a second or two before you pushed me away." At the mention of their lips touching Naruto sobbed harder. He pushed himself away from Sasuke and got off the bed. As soon as Naruto placed his weight on his feet, he toppled over slightly, unable to take the pain on his thigh. He tried to calm himself down as he sat on his bed. Sasuke reached forward and caught the blond before he fell.
"Naruto, what have you done to yourself?" Sasuke asked, his eyes wide. Naruto didn't say anything. Instead, and wiped his tears away with the sleeve of his shirt.
"What are you talking about?" Naruto asked, puzzled.
"Naruto, I'm serious." Sasuke said sternly.
"What the hell is wrong with you? I didn't want to believe you were hurting yourself, but the blood dripping down your legs onto the rug explains it all…"
Short chapter. Sorry! I took some out that didn't fit well!
