Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
Warnings: Yaoi, self-mutation, suicide attempts, death (?), some OOC. This story is meant to be very dark and sad. So if you don't like major angst, turn back now.
"Love gives us in a moment what we can hardly attain by effort after years of toil". ~ Goethe
"Kakashi…how could you?" Obito asked. It was amazing how much emotion was poured into that one tiny sentence. There was anger, because the man was pissed that Kakashi had done something so cruel to his own student. There was betrayal, because Kakashi had cheated on him. There was sadness, because Obito loved them both and he didn't want to see Naruto hurt. There was disbelief and shock, because Obito didn't want to believe that Kakashi could be this cruel. Lastly, there was hope. Hope that the teens were lying.
"How could I what?" He asked innocently, trying to remain as calm as possible. He, of course, knew what Obito meant, and Kakashi was doing an amazing job hiding the anger that was boiling up inside of him. He was beyond pissed, and all of the anger he felt right now was directed towards Naruto. The blue-eyed blond had just done the one thing Kakashi had tried his hardest to get him to shut up about.
"You know exactly what I am talking about! You were in a relationship with Naruto, why didn't you tell me?" Obito asked, his eyes watering.
"What does it matter? The past is the past." Kakashi stated truthfully. Silently, he made a vow. If he lost Obito, then he'd break Naruto. He'd shatter his heart into tiny little pieces, and no one would ever be able to heal him. He'd be so heartbroken, so detached, that he wouldn't even be Naruto anymore.
"No! You hurt him, you…you raped him Kakashi! Why would you do that? Why did you leave him for me?" Obito asked trying to stop the tears that threatened to spill out of his eyes. He loved Kakashi so much, but he couldn't live with the man if he hurt Naruto that badly, and if he raped him.
"I love you Obito, that's why." Kakashi reached forward to grasp the sleeve of Obito's shirt, but the Uchiha pulled away in a rage.
"No! That doesn't matter. If…if you loved me, then you would have broken it to Naruto gently, and you wouldn't have chased him…you wouldn't have raped him! Why did you do all that to him? He's an innocent child! All he did was love you, so…why? Why did you hurt him so much?" Obito asked, choking back a sob as he stood up. Naruto…his little brother had gone through so much, and he hid it all behind a smile.
"He was the one that didn't let me go." Kakashi responded.
"That's a lie and you know it!" Obito screamed, slamming his fist on the table. The cup of tea that was sitting on the edge fell over and shattered, but neither of the two men paid any attention to it.
"Obito, I-"
"No," Obito shook his head, shaking slightly.
"No more lie's Kakashi. I'm sorry. I love you, but I can't live with you knowing everything you've done to Naruto. I'm sorry Kakashi, I'm leaving."
Kakashi tried his hardest to get Obito to stay. He apologized, but Obito didn't think the apology was real. After about two hours of bickering, Obito was gone. He was moving back into the Uchiha estate, and nothing Kakashi did or said would bring him back.
'Naruto, you'll pay for this.'
XOXOXOXOXO
Uzumaki Naruto was currently sitting up top of Tsunade's head on the Hokage Mountain. It was a place he'd go to when he wanted to be alone, and no one knew he went there, which made it easier. He was never bothered, and he could stay there as long as he wanted.
'What did I do wrong?' Naruto asked himself, staring up at the sky. It looked like there was a storm rolling in, because they were many gray clouds, hiding the blueness of the sky and holding the sun hostage. It was days like these that seemed to make the villagers depressed.
XOXOXOXOXO
Down below in the Village of Konoha, three people searching for Naruto. Two of them to find Naruto before the third person did, for fear of what would happen to the poor blond.
"Oh Sasuke-kun. Where could he be?" Sakura asked, worried. They had been searching for a few good hours, and the sky was getting darker from the upcoming storm with each passing minute.
"How am I supposed to know where he is every second of the day?" Sasuke responded, equally as mad. Naruto seemed so broken, and Sasuke was beginning to fear for the blonds life. But surely Naruto wouldn't try to commit suicide, right?
XOXOXOXOXO
It was around eight o'clock when Naruto decided that he wanted to go home. It still had not begun to rain yet, but Naruto knew it would happen soon, and for some reason, he felt the need to get caught up in it. He walked as slow as he could back to the Uchiha manor, but as soon as he walked to the door, his hand was ripped off the doorknob, and he was tossed a few feet away. He let his body fall to the ground, no longer caring what happened to him.
He slowly looked up, to see Kakashi standing before him. His hair was tasseled and he looked like he had been crying.
"Kakashi-sensei, what happened?" Naruto asked. After everything that Kakashi had done to him, Naruto momentarily pushed it aside. Something was wrong with the older shinobi, and Naruto hated seeing him hurt.
"What happened? You told Obito, didn't you?" Kakashi asked, his voice calm, despite the anger that was swelling up inside of him.
"NO! I'd never do that, why do you think-" There was a loud sound and Naruto winced, holding his cheek. Kakashi had slapped him.
"Naruto, you've done enough to me. You ruined my relationship with Obito! Do you…do you have any idea how much I love him? Do you? And now he's gone! And it's all your fault." Kakashi said, shaking with rage.
"How is it my fault? I didn't do anything! I loved you Kakashi, that's all I ever did!" Naruto yelled out, sobbing. Why was everything so difficult? He had happiness for a while with Kakashi. He had been so happy being with the older man, and he loved him so much. But then that happiness was torn away viciously
"Because you won't let me go." Kakashi whispered. He bent down and pushed Naruto to the ground, before looming over him.
Naruto didn't respond. There was something wrong with Kakashi, he concluded. The elder man had gone off the deep end, and there was no stopping him now.
"I hate you." Kakashi stated breathlessly as he pulled at Naruto's shirt. The blond's eyes widened but he did nothing to stop whatever it was Kakashi was doing.
"I never should have let you pass. I never should have taken you as a student. You'll never measure up to anyone." He said as he tugged at Naruto's pants. The younger ninja whimpered gently in pain at the words that stabbed his heart.
"You're never going to become Hokage. You can't measure up to any of the previous Kage's. You're trash, and no one would let you be their leader. You're hated Naruto. The only reason anyone is your friend, is so you won't play pranks anymore. You played pranks to get attention, and people hated that. Therefore, they gave you the attention so you'd stop. And you did. They just pretend. They put on fake smiles just to get you to shut up and be happy. All of your so-called relationships with everyone are not real at all. They're all fake." Above anything, Kakashi had ever told him, above the rape and the painful words, this hit Naruto hard.
"NO!" He sobbed, thrashing out like a bull. No more! He couldn't take it anymore! Kakashi held him down, but Naruto swung out his hand, and hit Kakashi in the face. Kakashi flew back slightly, and Naruto got up, and ran.
Kakashi didn't bother looking for Naruto after that. He knew he finally shut Naruto up, because the look in the blue eyes when Kakashi told Naruto that all his relationships were fake, was unbelievable. Naruto had looked so scared, as if he had been living a lie for the past few years. He looked so hurt, so shattered, and no one was going to be able to pick up the pieces. Of course it was all a lie, because many people had grown to care for Naruto, but Kakashi was able to twist the truth to his benefit.
Kakashi wanted to make Naruto suffer, how he had suffered after Obito had left him. But what Kakashi didn't know, was that Naruto had been suffering all along, and he was alone in his suffering, because everything Kakashi did made it harder for Naruto to get close to people once again.
Kakashi stood up and look down at his hands, which were trembling immensely. He wanted to be happy that he finally ruined the young teen, but something inside his heart was clenching painfully.
"I should be happy. But why do I feel so…regretful?" He asked himself.
Hmm. So I've decided to actually change the original ending of this story!
