(Len's POV)
It has been a month now, since I got her as my toy.
"For the last time, Neru, no…"
And she still saw me as her personal tutor, more than her Master…
It's not that I am bothered by such small things like that; I know I'm smarter than almost everyone here, but it is just annoying that she kept chasing me around when she found her work hard to understand…
"But…I really can't understand this thing! History sucks…"
She sighed, on our way to the top roof of the school.
We have kept flying like this from school to home; I don't mind that, she's as light as a white rose petal. The only problem was I still couldn't get her to stop scared of heights…
But maybe it's better that way, having her cuddle on my back and hides behind my neck…
-…Fine, I'll teach you, but don't blame me if you still couldn't get anything right after that…
- Thank- Oh crap, I forgot my text book in class!
- Seriously, this is the fourth time…?
- Don't- Just…wait for me a bit okay?
She just kept forgetting stuff, even to simple things. In the conclusion, she would be all rushed up to gather things back to where they belong…
But watching her rushing down the stairs amused me, like she intended to fall down for real…
It was a few minutes later when I heard her footsteps scrambled on the stair. I slid my red sweater off and put it in my leather bag, revealed two ripped holes on the back of my white shirt, where my wings supposed to be. Most of my shirts are like that, except for ones I would wear at home.
Suddenly, I heard she stops, and gasped with an amazed voice.
"A-Ak…Akaito?!"
That moment I suddenly felt a chill in my spine.
I peeked over the railing and saw a young boy with red hair, standing before Neru.
Somehow when she talks to him, I felt annoyed…
- The heck you doing here?!
- Long time no see, huh? It's been over a month.
- Dude, I'm asking for reasons!
- Oh yeah! Well…Me and my gang just wanted to hit the city, and I heard that you were studying here, so I felt like visiting you!
I don't like how she was smiling and looked so happy talking to that boy, who was he anyway?...
They seem to have a very happy conversation, until Neru finally realized I was up here all the time, waiting for her. She tried to go upstairs, but that kid blocked her way…
- Hey we just met after a long time! Why are you leaving so early?
- I…got some business…I guess I'll see you later!
- Oh, can you meet me tonight? About at 6:00 P.M.
My eyes felt like changed its color…At night? She's not going anywhere…
…Will she?...
- I don't know anymore…My Mas- I mean, friend…is very strict about time…
- Well, strict or not strict, she would let you go either way, right?
- I…don't know…
- Well, here's my number, if it's possible, you could call me! See you later!
I hate it when she smiled with him…
"So…Akaito, ne?"
I said while landed down on the garden before of my family white mansion, the first sound I made in that 15 minutes flight.
Neru just froze, she got her face all blushed up and confused. Although I'm not really in the right mood for some reason, I can't stop my smirk at seeing that adorable face…
"H-h-ho-how…di-did yo-you…I…h-he just a f…friend…"
She sputtered, her eyes opened wide, and found their best way to refused my sight. I could even see her knee trembling. I quietly sigh; I knew immediately he's her crush…
-…And about the meeting he had arranged so freely…
- No, no! I won't go you don't need to mention of it!
-...Don't interrupt my line…
I opened the 9 feet wooden door, let her entered inside first.
She dropped her bag down heavily and tried to run up the stairs.
I held her back, I haven't done talking to her yet.
Neru turned back, her eyes conquered in some kind of fear, but I don't get why, the eyes were filled in happiness, too. And her cheeks, was burning red…
I remembered her excited voice in that conversation, and realized she did want to go with him.
I guess that's enough for me, so I just slipped my hand away from her…
She stared at me, with a hesitated look, like she wanted to say something, but didn't dare, or afraid to…
…I felt like teasing her a bit…
"If you want to go, plead me…"
I smirked, and sat on the sofa's handle, pulling off my tie.
She stroke her left arm in worries, I felt her fears and her sadness.
"...Just for a moment, okay?"
She whispered in a low tone, I chuckled, as she step closer to me, rested her arms over my waist, and laid her head on my chest. I pet her golden hair, tied up to a left ponytail as usual, I loosened the band and let her hair flow down to her knees.
Her warm breathe ran on my skin faster, with some quiet moans when I went my hand under her grey, short skirt...
"I want you, my doll…"
I picked her up and laid her down to the sofa. I don't really care that it is not comfortable, because it'll be quick...
As least that's what she hoped so...
I slipped her red sweater through her head, and slowly stripped her clothes, until on her slender small body only rest a light cream yellow bra and her matching panties. Suddenly she blushed real hard, and I soon realized that she had already unbuttoned my shirt, that I haven't even notice.
I glanced at her, and just gave a small mischievous smirk, before I bend down and lock my lips with her.
Her small fingers dug into my hair, dropped the carelessly tied up ponytail. Her soft tongue lag behind with her small cries, I pushed my lips tighter to her, and tried to pry her stubborn mouth open.
Such shyness she had then…
I left her lips, wet saliva went all over her mouth. I wiped them away with some few strains of hair, to see her beautiful face clearer. She blushed, and looked down, her pale arms embracing herself, while she was trembling a bit.
My hands found their way to open her bra, her delicious moans escaped quietly. I chuckled and whispered words that I knew would make her embarrass like crazy.
"Ufufu…your nipples are all hardened up down here…"
Her cheek burned up, like usual when she heard me talking about her reaction to my caresses. She looked so cute like that…
I continued to lick her skin from the neck down to her bust, her moans raised up louder, I knew she begin to want me to stop, because, I started to hear her small begs…
"Ple…please…no…not too ha-ah…hard…"
I chuckled, now's where it's really begin…
I pulled her to sit up on my waist with her back opposite of me, my left hand still toying with her breast. I licked her cheeks, that now have became deeper with the shade of red.
My other hand unzipped my pants, and pulled myself outside…
"My my…It isn't as hard as I though…"I gently whispered in her ears "…would you mind?…"
She looked hesitate, but I knew she can't deny, for seconds later I started to felt her wet saliva on it. I smiled, as I started to feel the pleasured of her soft lip on me.
I chuckled to see a stained on the panties, she's already ready to come.
"Ufufu…You really gained the pleasure out of me aren't you?"
I slipped her panties down and freely dug my tongue inside her.
She moaned out loud on my object, I smiled and started licking her, only after the first minutes she already came…
I felt that she was ready, and told her to stop.
I want to do something different, because usually, I always took the initiative. This time, I lied down, instead of her.
"Ride on me."
She widen up her eyes like I was joking. I had never told her to do anything on me, that could explain the sight on her face…
Neru nodded, but I'm sure she wasn't even know what to do, her worried expression made me think that she's still an innocent virgin…
Well, maybe she's still a virgin, but she's stained…
Looking at the way she struggled to insert me inside her, made me want to laugh at her cute clumsiness. I lost my patience when she put the head before her slit, I pushed her down.
- Gyahh! I-It's hurts! You idi-
- What?
- …
Her tears started to fall, her eyebrows curved painfully. She can't resist, she wasn't allowed to…
She rose up and sat down once again, her mouth letting out a loud cry. Her eyes were stained with sorrowful tears. She tightened up on me, between me and her was hot, sweaty and slippery…
I knew she's suffering, but, it's too late to stop.
My eyes already turned scarlet long ago.
She bumped on me, slow but carefully, her loud cries echoed in the empty living room. I quietly groaned in my own throat, I have already felt the orgasm…
I pinned her backward on the couch, and thrust inside her, by the speed I knew she could not reach. She moaned uncontrollable, her legs warped around my waist, held me closer to her groin. Her tears rolling even more, sparkling on her amber eyes.
She was mine, is mine, and no one could have her...
Her painful scream echoed through the room when we both came, the white liquid dripping down on the sofa, splattered all over her skin and my clothes. I tried to hide my heavy breathing, when her hands tried to push me away from her weakly. Her narrowed, begging eyes look at me frightfully, as if she is seeing a disgusting monster in front of her...
...
...I knew she hated me, a lot. She loathed me, more than anyone...
...But I own her, I decided her move, her faith, her present and future...
I bent down and licked her face, she shuddered slightly with a gasp, her hands hold on each other, held on her naked chest. I breath beside her ears, and whispered, blankly, cold and with a hint of cruel...
"You are not going anywhere..."
I heard her soft whimpers, her expressions still remained the same. I sat up in front of her, and dressed up myself like nothing happened. I went upstairs, to get her another thing to wear.
When I closed the door of the room, I could hear her desperate cries...
I can't blame her on the frightful sight towards me, I am a disgusting monster after all...
5:00 P.M.
She didn't say a word after that, for over an hour.
I felt bad for her though…
It has been a long time since she ever went outside by herself…
I was in that living room, playing the second piano in my house, there are a total of three pianos that belongs to me, and the one I was using is the newest.
About 150 years old.
She was on the sofa, lying there and gazing into the high, old fashioned ceiling. The sunlight through the glass laminated her beautiful eyes under her long golden hair that was loosened down. She wore that layered white dress, while laying her hand on her chest.
She looked like an angle…
I spread my fingers over a few final notes on a song that randomly appeared in my mind.
The melody itself was threatening, yet eerie and sad, it felt like…loneliness…
I don't know what was in my thought, to think up such a song…
I pressed the final note, and looked back to her, seeing the same sadness in her eyes that was in the melody, the color of loneliness and eerie.
She was crying silently tears.
I felt guilty, I don't know why I felt like that, but I can't help it so. I hate torturing myself, fighting all of the righteous of my sanity.
Because I was bathed in the river of sins since I was young…
I walked to her, she doesn't move, or even blink, the only sign of life from her was her breathing. Her amber eyes was soulless, blank, the usual sharpness wasn't there anymore.
I sat on the arm of the sofa, petting her long gold hair. She still wasn't moving, until I wipe some off her tears on her face, she quickly sat up and seem to wipe the tears away by rubbing her eyes as hard as she can.
Even in heavy times like this, she's still act like a tsundere, I can't resist smiling at it...
I sat closer to her and kissed softly on a lock of her hair, she didn't have any reaction, but held herself even tighter...
"...I'm sorry..."
My whispered make her turned around, her eyes opened wider than usual, stunned and surprised.
She raised a few strains of hair out of her sight, I could saw shade of red on her cheeks. I smirk, and put what I knew she would call her precious.
- M...my...cell phone?
- Yeah...You got his number, ne? Call him.
- ...Really?
- What? You don't want to?
- No, no! I'll call him right away!
The cheerful smile appeared on her face again...
I felt relief seeing her cheery like that, such a beautiful expression that was a rare sight for her...
But I felt kind of sad, that she felt someone more important...
More than me, who knew her for a longer time. I was sure, she didn't remember...
She moved toward to the window when someone had heard the call, there was sign of flutter in her eyes, her face was burning red. After some minutes later, she closed the cell phone and happily sighed.
I walked to her, and, I don't know why, just held her closer in my embrace...
We stood there for hours, she didn't moved, or said a thing, neither did I, but maybe it's a good thing, since I didn't want to break that moment...
I released her and chuckled slightly "Come on, let get you dress up!"
I knew a Lolita dress would just fit her perfectly!
(Neru's POV)
5:30 P.M
That idiot! I have to have sex with him just to go out!
...At least he gave me my cell phone back, now I can practice texting again...
Although he blocked all of the numbers in my contact, the only number I could call is his...
Damn, he got a Nokia Lumia...
He gave me a black with yellow patterned short Lolita dress. I don't really like wearing dresses too often, but this one, is kinda cute...
And I can't just refuse, I mean...he's the 'Master' anyway, I don't want to do anything against his wanted...
Besides, he offered me it, I didn't want to disappoint him...
I told Akaito to wait for me at the school's gate, so Len gave me a lift to there. At night, he always wore a black-red cave with a curved neck, like the typical old-fashioned vampire's clothes.
- Be back before 9 P.M., alright?
- Got it, boss...
- Call me when you got to the side of the wood, you remembered the way, right?
- Yeah, I remembered...Well, see you lat-!
He kissed me.
...It's not forceful, there was no twist, no holding, just a normal, soft but long kiss on the lips...
He let go off me, my eyes still opened wide, I received too much surprise from him that day. He wiped his lips and turned around quickly, and soon took off from the school's top-roof without another word...
I only looked at him, seeing his scarlet eyes somehow express a color of sadness...
...But I'll return to him later, I don't have any intention to run away anyway. He definitely knew it for sure, that I'll be back with him...
I was with Akaito, and some of my old friends in my old class, 9A1 at a small school in my home town.
We had a fun evening at the mall, but...
At 7:30 everyone pulled each other to a party in some bar near a dark alley. I didn't like it, but my friends wanted to, so...
About half hour later, almost everyone was drunk...
Everyone but me...
Akaito seems to be gone after fifteen minutes, and in those fifteen minutes he just keep standing very close to me...
I decided to go back to the woods, since it's already 8:00, and it'll be an hour walk from here.
But, Lily appeared...
About Lily, there's nothing nice about her, just another miss-perfect-and-fantastic, she used to be my friend, but eventually she stood against me since fifth grade...
She looked at me with a despise sight, she smirked and whispered to another of her friends "Hey look, the orphan blonde again, she still have enough dignity to show up?"
...Orphan...
...My parents were killed in a fire, and I luckily escaped from the accident...
More like 'saved', but that's a different story altogether...
I tried to ignore her and her bunch of bitches, but they won't stop laughing at me, judging me that I am 'more uglier than usual'...
...
- I heard she found a boyfriend here, they kept standing with each other!
- Oh! And he's the hottest boy around here too! What is his name...Len, or something...
- Maybe he's handsome, but I guess he's blind...
- DON'T YOU DARE SPEAKING OF HIM LIKE THAT!
I just felt absolutely outraged, hearing their voice stressing on the word 'blind'.
Lily turned to me, I was only 1 meter 60 centimetre then, I was shorter than her, but I refused to look up into her. She chuckled lightly...
"Heard about that small crush you have on Akai-kun...So you betrayed him for your Lenny..."
I gripped my fist and lost control, punching her right in the face.
She was bleeding, and I was shocked. I didn't know how to act, especially with so much people around me. So I ran.
I went through an alley near there, hiding from the crowded people surrounding Lily, I laid back on the dirty wall, trembling in fear. How could I ever meet them again?!
"Hey there, little girl, are you lost?"
I gasped seeing three errant people surrounded me, with their sick laughter.
'Not good...'
(Len's POV)
"Come here, darling, next to me, now...
I promise I won't do a thing...
I just want to know more about the taste of your body..."
The unsettling melody for a lustful unstable mind, Sadistic Vampire.
The piece I thought of some years ago...
The lyrics kept appearing in my mind, I still cannot stop thinking about her...
Neru...
I look at the old clock across the bedroom, it was 8:55. She supposes to be near now...
After this shit, I swear I will never let her go anywhere away from me again! She was too fragile to go out there!
...
That was just a reason for my wariness for her safety...
Thinking back, because she doesn't seem to be respecting me, I felt a bit angry, for some reasons...
'How come that you don't remember me...'
"GAH! SHE'S A DAMN MORRON!"
I knocked down a chair beside me, and made it's wooden frame break into pieces.
That was the chair she used to sit.
I come and lied down on the bed all frustrated with my hands on the forehead. I don't know what to do anymore...
Why him, not me?...
"Come, little one, into my hands..."
I don't want to think of anything, no more. I just thought that I'm gonna beat the hell out of her, and-
9:15...
She didn't call...
I knew she'll try to run away, I knew it!
I pull the technology thing out of my pocket, I took it from one of my prey, it was a new-age thing; I don't really like using them...
I took a look on the GPS and I locked on her SIM, watching where she was.
...On a spot, and didn't move. I don't think she was trying to go anywhere, she was only 3 kilometres from me.
I decided to call her, at least I could find out if she's lost or not.
The beeping sound raised my wariness somehow, if there was a sign of trouble...
Suddenly I felt a painful breezed behind my neck.
-...Neru?
- L-Len! He-help me! N-No you idi-! Master! Gyahh!
- Oi! Ne-Neru! Wha-
-*beep**beep*-
Without another though I grabbed the long cape on the cupboard next to the bed and took off through the giant window.
She's in big trouble...
(Neru's POV)
"Let go off me!"
My cell phone dropped on the ground, in the middle of the conversation with Len.
A group of perverts approach me, pinning me on the dusty brick wall covered with graffiti...
They tried to rape me.
- She looked so terrified, maybe she's still a virgin!
- What? That's even better!
I trembled, and looked at one of them, the one with dirty green hair. He smiled and separated my legs, I screamed for help, but again, like the previous time, no one is there to hear me...
They laughed, gripping me even tighter, one of them started to run his hand on the way between my legs. I gasped; his nasty hand just stained me!
...
In either way, my purity was only for Len's to be used...
Even though I don't like him, I can't deny the truth...
- Haha...she's wet down here! Maybe she's a professional!
- Well, we'll sold her into a brothel after finishing her.
'Br-brothel?...'
"N-no..."
I mumbled, of course I don't want to be a prostitute...
Who knows I would be in what hand, what person!
'Len...'
"Master! Please save me!"
They looked at me, my eyes tear up, they chuckled
"Master? What do you mea-"
...A dark shadow past by the wind...
- My my...teasing such a young girl in the blurry night? How distasteful...
- Who- Haha...What?! You are her Romeo?!
A hand went through the chest of that green haired boy, on that pale hand was his heart, weakly beating, the hand with a crossed scar...
Len...
Blood was everywhere, on my face, my skin and my clothes. I was shocked, such many blood was pouring everywhere...
He pulled his hand back, the image of the tall blond haired boy appeared in the night and hellish red eyes, holding a heart in his palm like a toy.
Looked down to the withered body down the ground, his sadistic smile appeared, as expected...
Len licked the heart in his hand, but stopped as he made an disgusting face, and soon threw the source of life away, like a piece of trash...
"This isn't even worth to taste..."
One of them dropped me and pulled out a gun, pointing it at him, shaking. He threatened him to stay back, or he'll shoot.
He chuckled and challenged him to go ahead...
A loud bang was heard, I shut my eyes tight...
His famous laugh was heard, and not a single drop of blood was found...
"Ufufu...Is that all you got?"
His hand was holding on to the metallic bullet, still smoking and hot. I was surprised, I've never knew of this power he had before that incident...
"My turn."
He threw the bullet in the air, it went around my head and went directly in to his right eye, creating a splatter of blood all over me...
The last one, whose looked more younger than the other ones, pulled out another gun, but this time, pointed directly to my head. "Stop! Or she'll gone!"
For a moment his smile disappeared for a short, fleeting moment, yet, he soon smirk once more as he opened his bloody palm.
"Shoot. I dare you."
I heard the trigger clicking, I knew my chance of living was low. Maybe, he had got tired of me...
But I smelled the light scent of rose, and notice a few strain of bright blond hair swaying over my eyes.
He held the bullet, with two fingers, only a few millimetres from my head.
"Ufufu...mortal humans..."
He locked his hand on the wall, I saw the other boy was struggling to get out, screaming and striving. I heard Len's sweet hushing, into the ear of the boy.
"Don't try to escape...It's not going to work anyway..."
Sweet comfort was heard, so seductive and haunting. He breathed lightly, the other stopped immediately...
- W-what..are...you?
- ...Kyuuketsuki...
He bit the boy, a loud, heavy scream was heard, before the mist ate it alive, the sound dimmed in the night, silent...
He dropped the lifeless body, bending down and ripped his heart. He gave it a bite, and mumbled unclear things...
"Oi! Are you okay?"
He turned to me, I shuddered and quietly nod. He smiled warmly, for the first time, I've feel that he's my savior...
"Come, let's go..."
He spread his wings, and gave me his bloody hand. I grabbed it, and went closer to him, to hug his neck from behind, through the gaps between his wings.
I tightened my embrace, and hid my face in his messy blond hair. I was going 'home'.
We landed safety before the mansion, he opened the door, light from the crystal chandelier ran on me. It felt so warm...
He suddenly hugged me again, touching my skin carefully...
I thought that vampires would felt cold as ice, but now, he's so warm...
"You are all frozen up..."
He led me to the middle of the house, took off his blood-stained cape and held his shirt on his hand.
I thought he's going to do it again, but...
He wrapped it around me.
I looked at him, shirtless, standing in front of me, smiling.
"Your skin is cold, so wait a bit before taking a shower, okay? I'll wait upstairs."
He turned off the light, the dark covered the room once again, the blurry light through the window created patterns on the walls.
I felt so guilty, having him still caring so much about me.
I cried.
I didn't know why but I suddenly collapsed, and cried.
He ran back to me, asking me what's wrong. All I do to respond was to bury myself in his chest, sitting in his embrace, drinking his breathe...
He pet my hair and held me closer to him...I've never feel so save...
"It's okay, I'm here with you..."
That night, I cuddled in his arms.
He didn't do a thing to me that night, too, as long as I let him held me in his embrace...
I fell asleep, into a perfect slumber...
I can't deny, that I dislike him, for his actions...
But, I can't say that I hate him, not anymore...
"Good night, my doll..."
(Len's POV)
She was respecting me, for the first time...
...Maybe it's better not telling her this memory...
...Yeah it's better that way..