This chapter is getting to know Sonja more. and getting to know her and Bella's friendship. Its kinda emotional. But the next chapter will be worth the wait! Thank you and Please Review!
Chapter 6
Bella's P.O.V
One hour had gone by since Paul left me. I couldn't think clearly. I don't know where it went wrong he just left without letting me explain. I was in his room waiting on him, and it felt like he was never coming back. I felt tears roll down my face, as i laid with my head in his pillow. It smelt just like him. I was blinded with tears when I heard a knock on the door.
"Bell?" It was Sonja. "Oh, Bell-Bell..."
I lifted my head from his pillow and tried to speak, "Sonja h..he..he just left me." I said looking at her and Embry before I slammed my head back into his pillow.
"Aw... Bell-Bell...He'll be back..." She said laying her head on my upper back.
"He won't Son.. They never come back" I said as more tears fell of my face.
"Maybe not vampires.." I felt her smile. "But wolves do..."
I couldn't help the pain that shot through me as I heard her words. I know Son didn't mean it to hurt but it did. She was trying to stop me from comparing Paul to Edward. I knew they were totally different people. But her words made me realize it more. God how I love my best friend.
"What type of creature they are has nothing to do with it. Edward has always been a vindictive and a coward. But Paul is an asshole. If he wasn't he wouldn't be gone for a hour and a fucking half, knowing how I'm feeling." I felt myself get angrier a I said the words. I got up and started moving around the room getting my things , when Embry grabbed my arm.
"That's not true, Bells. He loves you, but you have to look at this from his point of view. You're his imprint, he told you that your ex was back in town, and the first thing you say is 'I have to see him', like you still love him." He said with concerned eyes, "But hell, if Sonja reacted like you did... I'd probably die."
"Exactly Em you couldn't stay away form her, knowing she's hurting like that. But he can stay away from me, I don't mean it like that, I didn't want Edward here and I wanted to tell him to leave. I would never choose Edward over Paul, anyone over Paul.. He's.. Ummm... He's my everything. But obviously I'm not his." More tears rolled down my cheeks as I said, "I'm going home. I can't do this anymore. I just can't."
"Fuck, Bella! He's probably out there searching for Ed-weird, so he can kill him! Plus... You shouldn't leave, it's probably not safe with the Cullen's in town again. You're safer her, with me, than you are alone." He said shaking his head I put my head down and my voice almost a whipser " We both know Paul's history, he's problem banging some girl senseless right now. If he went after Edward , someone would have came and got you Embry. I can't stay in this house." I looked over at Son and said,"I can't stay here, it hurts to bad."
"Fuck it... I going to find Paul." Embry said with a long sigh.
"Text me updates..." Sonja said to Embry as she came and grabbed my hand.
"I will..." He said giving me and Sonja a group hug, then kissing her lightly on the lips before he left the room.
It wasn't until I heard the front door slam when Son started to talk. "Bell-Bell... let me take you somewhere. Just stop packing..." She moved my bags and pulled me towards Paul's bedroom door." Let just go hang out, you and I, no vampires, no werewolves, no imprints, no BOYS!"
"Okay" I gave a small smile.
I enjoyed the thought of just hanging with my best friend.
Sonja's P.O.V.
I hated seeing Bella like this... She thought that everything was her fault. I, personally, think that it's Edward's fault. If he would've just stayed away, none of would be in this mess! I grabbed Bella's keys and we went and hopped in her truck. I decided to drive... I didn't know where to go, but I pulled out of the driveway and started driving anyways. I turned on the radio and Ke$ha's song, Dancing With Tears in my Eyes, came on. I started singing along with the radio...
Here we go, welcome to my funeral
Without you I don't even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die
Here I go, this is my confessional
A lost cause, nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die
Bella started singing with me...
I have destroyed our love, it's gone
Payback is sick, it's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
When did I become such a hypocrite?
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it
With every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie
Who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tragedy
With every move I die
I have destroyed our love, it's gone
Payback is sick, it's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
This is it and now you're really gone this time
Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I put my arm around her shoulders, "It'll be okay, Bell-Bell. I promise..."
Bella smiled up at me, "I know..." she laughed, "how could it not be with you around?"
I sighed, "Bell... You know that you can talk to Embry, too. Right?" I looked at her, "He loves you just like a sister..."
She nodded, "Yeah, I know I just rather not, you know? The whole pack mind thing..."
"If Embry wasn't good at blocking his thoughts, Paul would be making fun of me and him, relentlessly."
Bella pushed me, lightly, "Oh my god Sonja, really, TMI!"
I laughed, "You know it's true... and I don't mean like that. It's something else..."
"Yeah I know, what do you mean... Something else?"She asked.
I sighed, "Embry was a virgin, and you know what virgins do... They cum early. Well... let's just say that he saw me naked and... Merry Christmas. Embry would be devastated if anyone found out, so don't tell Paul." My face fell, "He thought that I wouldn't want him... he started to run away... I stopped him and showed him that I didn't care. He didn't last longer than a minute... not even that, every time. But, I helped him... He was so scared that I was gonna leave, Bell."
"Yeah I know how Em felt... I was a virgin to. I was just lucky Paul took it slow, and yeah... I'll keep his secret. And, if it does come out, I'll hit Paul if he laughs." She said.
I smiled, "Thanks, Bell... Where do you wanna go?"
"It doesn't matter, you're the driver."
"I'll take you to one of my favorite places, that Embry and I go to, to think."
"Sounds great, Son," she looked down, shyly, "Umm... Did Embry say anything about Paul? Is he okay?"
We were at an intersection, so I just stopped and looked at my phone, "He can't find him, but the smell of Edward is stronger." I looked at Bella, "Sorry, Bell-Bell..."
She sighed and shook her head, "It's okay, Son," she gave me a small smile, "Show me this favorite place of yours and Embry's!"
I nodded and smiled, driving through the intersection. I drove us to the beach, and we got out and started walking along the shore. I looked down at my converse treading through the wet sand and smiled softly when I remembered me and Embry's first date, along this very shore. He had the biggest blush on his cheeks when he'd worked up the courage to hold my hand, and when he kissed me, for the first time, on this very shore. I sighed and smiled, then noticed the cave that Embry and I had found on our first date. I stopped Bella and she looked at the cave.
I sighed, "It's not much... but it's beautiful to look out at the setting sun. Embry and I found this place on our first date..." I smiled at the memory, "We've come here to think, ever since. If we ever got in a fight... one of us always came here, and waited for the other. We still do... but we like to come and watch the sun set and rise, too."
"Aww... that's beautiful." She smiled as she hugged me, "I'm happy you shared this with me."
I hugged her back, "Anything for a friend... Embry will come find us, here, if anything too important for text happens."
"Okay..." She started to sit on a rock as she stretched, "Ugh... I feel so worn out!"
I snickered as I laid out a blanket, from the cave. Then, I laid down on my back, on it. "I wonder why!"
Bella laid down next to me as she smiled, "Shut up!"
I put my hands up in an 'I surrender' motion, "Hey, I can't judge! Embry wears me out, too, now." I smiled, softly, "He's really improved..."
"I'm not surprised, with all the extra practice you two have been having!"
I closed my eyes as I smiled, "You'll have plenty of practice, too, Bell-Bell. Just you wait..."
"I doubt it, Son. I don't think I can forgive him...even though everything inside me wants him to just hold me, it hurts too much. I feel like my heart is being squeezed harder every minute, without him."
I sighed, deeply, "That's how it feels when Embry's away from me, even when he just goes on patrol." I turned my head to look at her, "Remember how it felt when we were at the house, waiting for the guys to come home?" She looked at me and nodded, "That's how it feels for the guys, too, but 10 times worse."
"Then, how could he stay away from me for 4 hours? He's just, just so ugh!"
She covered her face with her hands and I could see the tears streaming down her cheeks.
I hate seeing my friend cry... I put my hand on her shoulder, to the best of my ability, "Bells, Embry is going to find him. "
I read a text from Embry...
Found Paul, He was def looking for the leech, wath out 4 Bells, babe. XXX
I showed her the text, "See... He can hear Paul's thoughts."
She sighed, "I don't want him to get hurt..." I was confused on who she was talking about, I let it slide. My phone vibrated and I checked it. "Embry said that he's got Paul and to meet them at the house."
Bella got a worried look on her face, "Okay..."
We stood up and I folded up the blanket, putting it back in the cave. When I came back out, Bella was biting her nails. I went up to her, pulled her hands away from my mouth, and linked arms with her as we started walking.
"It'll be okay, Bell-Bell..." I consoled her.
She nodded and we went back to her truck. I drove us back to the house and the boys were standing on the porch, as promised. When we got out and got in the house, Paul grabbed Bella and went into the living room, and Embry took me up to his room. Once in Embry's room, I turned around and hugged him.
"Thank you," I whispered.
"She's my friend, too, Sonja..." He nodded. He sat me down on his bed with him, "So, where did you two go?"
"I took her to our cave..."
He smiled, "Did she calm down?"
"Yeah... It seemed to loosen her up a bit." He hugged me and kissed my temple, "I think it was just you..."
"Whatever it was... she's calmed down..." I sniffed and smiled, "You need a shower..."
He laughed, "Only if you get one with me..."
I grinned as we leaned in to kiss, "Of course..."
He smiled back and we kissed, then I squealed as he started chasing me to the bathroom.