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Chapter 7
Bella's P.O.V.
Spending the day with Sonja calmed me down, but it didn't take my mind off of Paul. He walked out on me, he thought I didn't want him. Part of me wanted to find him, he's mine, and the only man I'll ever want; but the other part of me was mad as hell for the pain he put me through.
Sonja looked up from her phone and said "Embry said that he's got Paul and to meet them at the house."
I shuddered at his name. How could I face him?
"Okay," Was all I could say.
I didn't know I was biting my nails until Son came and took my hand from my mouth as we walked back to the truck, arm and arm.
"It'll be okay Bell-Bell..." She said.
The drive to the house was quiet. When we arrived, the boys were waiting for us on the porch. Paul only had on his cut offs. Fuck... Paul's dark eyes were fixed on me. I could see the pain, the love, and the anger burning in his eyes. Could he still be mad? He has no right! He didn't hear me out! I walked to the porch and past the boys with Sonja on my heels. But, before I could speak, Paul had me in the living room.
I was sitting on the one end of the couch, and he was sitting on the other. He looked at me, then back down. We sat in silence for over five minutes, and I was starting to get pissed. I walked upstairs to Paul's bedroom and he followed, slowly, behind. I picked up my shirt and put it in my bag when his warm hand wrapped around my wrist. When he touched me, it felt like my whole body was running on a generator, again.
"Bella, Babe... I'm sorry I left, but I-"Was all he managed to get out, before I cut him off.
"I would never leave you, not for anybody or anything. I love you, and I thought I made that clear... But you left me..." I said as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Babe, I'm sorry." He started pulling at my waist, but I moved from his grip.
"No, Paul, you hurt me... more than anybody has ever hurt me. You, obviously, doubt my love for you, and that's what hurts the most." I wiped the tears from my eyes as the anger took over. "I'm going home..."
I grabbed my bag and headed towards the door. I had only taken one step when I felt my bag removed from my hand. I turned around to see it on the other side of the room. Before I could move to go get it, Paul had me pinned between him and the wall.
"No, your not." He said softly, but menacingly, "You said you'd never leave me."
I was suddenly aware of the ache between my legs, and pushed himself closer to me. His heat made me loose my track of mind as the ache between my legs grew even more unbearable.
"I'm not leaving you, I'm just going home... We need to think things over."
"No.."
This time, his voice was demanding. I looked him in the eyes, and I could tell he was serious. He was demanding his dominance... Another wave a wetness hit my core as I felt myself slowly submitting to him. He sniffed the air, and I could see the devilish grin on his face. He pushed his hips into mine.
"Mmm..." I moaned, before I could speak, "Paul, I can't..." I tried to push him, but he wouldn't move.
"Your not leaving, Bella! Dammit why can't you fucking hear me out?" He said, annoyed, and started pacing in front of me.
"Because, you didn't hear me out, you just left." I said as my anger came back.
"You left for five hours Paul. Five fucking hours, and I felt like my heart was going to bust. And I believe, if Em didn't go find you, you would of stayed away." I yelled.
"Fuck, Bella!" He said, pacing the floor, then sitting on the edge of the bed.
"I didn't leave you, I just needed to run off some anger. You don't understand, you're all I have! Without you there is no me, and that leech is here to take what's mine! MINE!" He said, his head between his hands.
"I'm sorry I made you feel like you weren't enough for me," I said walking over to him. I rubbed his back as I continued, "I only want you, Paul."
He pulled me in his lap and said "I love you, Baby," As he pulled my lips to his for a kiss.
"I love you more," I said, when we broke for air.
"Bell, I really am sorry."
"I know, Baby... Me too."
"You know you're amazing, right?"
He smiled as he squeezed my butt. I couldn't help but laugh. "Yeah, yeah... "I said, getting up.
I was picking up the stuff that fell out my bag when Embry came in the room.
"Paul, Sam called a pack meeting. He said it will be quick. Hurry up man."He said and left.
Paul looked at me and I nodded. He gave me a small kiss and left the room. I decided to go to Embry's room and see if Sonja wanted to do something. When I got there, the door was open and I saw Sonja brushing her wet hair, in Embry's T-shirt and a pair of booty shorts.
"Sonja..." I couldn't contain my laughter, "You have a nice shower?"
She turned around and smiled at me, "You know it..."
I smiled and sat on the bed, "I bet you did..."
She turned back around and started brushing her hair up, into a ponytail, "I hate it when the boys have to leave, like that! Messes up everything..."
I started laughing, "Aww... did Son's time get messed up?"
She finished tying up her hair and laid on the bed, next to me, "Yes, it did! Embry and I had just gotten out of the shower, and we were all naked and ready to screw on the bed, then Sam calls him! Fucking sucks! I'm sure that Embry's pretty pissed, cause he was all hard and everything." She groaned really loud, "I hate that he's a wolf, sometimes!"
I laughed even harder, "Yeah, it sucks sometimes... Wanna watch a movie?"
"Anything to get my mind off my sexually deprived state."
We headed down the stairs and Sonja made her way to the kitchen, to make popcorn, and I went into the living room to get a movie going. When I had a movie picked out, I heard the microwave go off and Sonja open the door. I put the movie in, grabbed the remote, threw the case on the coffee table, and plopped down on the sofa. Sonja came in the room, shaking the bowl of popcorn, then setting it on the coffee table as she went to grab blankets for the two of us.
"What are we watchin'?" She asked as she looked at the TV screen.
"Um..." I yawned, "Once Upon A Time." I stretched.
She giggled and picked up the movie case, "You mean Once Upon A Song? I love that movie! I didn't know Paul had that movie... very girly."
She gave me a blanket, and I spoke as she sat back down, "Hey, believe me, there's nothing girly about my Paul."
She covered up with the blue blanket, "Then why does he own this movie? Or did you bring it, cause I didn't."
I covered up and looked at her from the corner of my eye, "Who says it's Paul's?"
Sonja gave me a look, "I know you're not saying it's Embry's."
I just smiled and closed my eyes as she started the movie. I couldn't even remember the beginning... I fell asleep right away, sitting upright, my head against the back of the sofa, and the blanket up to my chin. Where's my space heater, when I need him?
