Realization

by SuperWhoLockStuck64

Through trial and error the trolls are trying to fit into the kids' world now. John is insistant that he is "not a homosexual" but could that be subject to change? After a few months of living with Karkat things start to get a little confusing for John and a lot of feelings are clouding his thoughts. There will be smut. Oh trust me there will. Rated M for a reason my dears(;

11. Chapter 11

There might be some errors this was a quick right between study sessions for exams .

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This was all Karkat said before leaning down to place tender kisses upon his lover, looking up with eyes filled with awe at the whole situation he smiled softly. He noticed there were the beginning of anxious tears forming in Johns eyes.

"Makes since, he's probably…confused."

Still wearing the uncharacteristic smile, Karkat touched his and John's foreheads together, rubbing the skin of the boy's cheek with the pad of his thumb.

"It's okay," his whispers softly, his normally aggressive tone softened to a warmer tone, more kind, "It's okay to be confused and scared, I'll…I'll go slow."

He placed soft kisses all over John's cheeks, not stopping until a small comforted smile spread on the human boys cheeks and Karkat knew he'd be okay. A grey thumb wiped away oddly clear tears, something he still didn't understand but because it was john though was beautiful.

He kissed along John's jaw line, warm, slightly rough , lips worked their way to the boy's ear enjoying every moan and whimper the touch brought. His tongue traced the shell of the other's ear, slipping up and dragging back down to nip gently with slightly dull teeth; now thankful for the nubbiness. Something was going on with his shirt, confused he popped one eye open to glance and be slightly surprised. John was responsible for this hesitant pull, not wanting his lover to lose his nerve the troll practically tore off his shirt; his eagerness making John laugh in an embarrassingly adorable way, a way that Karkat needed to hear more. He wanted to grace his ears with all of John's sounds. All of them, from laughs to moans and even cries. Anything that the human could give him he wanted, he didn't care if that was greedy, for once he was okay with a flaw of his own. Greediness for the other was a flaw he was actually proud to have.

John quickly took advantage of the freshly exposed skin, grazing his lips over the bare shoulders, hands snaking down from Karkat's horns to rub his sides, curiously massaging the grubscars, eliciting a moan from the troll. Encouraged on, Karkat now reciprocating by petting his hair and holding him closer John tested more, pressing into the scares with a more firm touch and switching to a light bite on the other's shoulders.

"Gah..ff..f-fuck John..harder.."