The next day
"Are you sure that everything is alright?" Eve asked.
Randy nodded "I just didn't get much sleep last night."
"I know I heard." Eve sighed "Are you going to be home late tonight?"
"I'll try to come home early." Randy said. He leant over and kissed her. "Thanks for the ride."
"Bye." Eve said watching him get out of the car.
OOO
Randy walked into the station and quickly started looking for John. He walked over to a group of his friends who were talking. "Hey guys have you seen John?"
"He's in the weight room." Chris said. "And I don't know why since today is his day off. He just can't stay away from this place."
"Thanks." Randy said heading that way. Walking into the weight room he saw John lifting weights. "Hey John."
"What's up?" John said still lifting the wright up and down.
"You tell me." Randy said. "Eve said something came up, is everything okay?"
"Yeah." John said.
"John cut the crap alright." Randy said "Will you just be straight with me and tell me what's going on?"
John put the weight back on the bar and sat up. "Okay fine." He wiped his face with a towel. "But don't blame me for what happens after."
"I can take it." Randy said.
"I don't know how to say this but that night something else happened." John said. "When we got back to my place you-"
"Johnny boy." Chris said from the doorway. "Boss wants to see you and he says it's important."
John sighed "I'm coming." He stood up. "I'll tell you later alright.
OOO
Jonathan was in his office on his computer when John walked in. "You wanted to see me?"
Jonathan nodded. "Yeah but not as your boss but as your father."
"Is everything okay?" John asked closing the door and sitting down.
Jonathan sighed "What are you doing son?"
John frowned "What do you mean?"
"Whatever you're doing with Randy." Jonathan said almost yelling.
"I'm not doing anything with him dad." John said.
"Do you think I'm stupid?" Jonathan said "I've seen the two of you together and it's not right."
John sat back and looked down. "Why not?"
"Because Randy's life isn't the only one you're messing with." Jonathan said. "What about Eve and their two kids. How do you think they will handle this? I know you really care about Randy but you're going to ruin their lives." John just sat there. "Whatever you're doing with him it ends now before things get worse."
John groaned "Fine."
Jonathan sighed. "Look-" He started to say.
"I said fine!" John yelled and stood up. "Is there anything else?"
"Yes, go home." Jonathan said. "Today is your day off so go and I'm telling you this as your father and your chief."
"Whatever." John muttered before leaving the office. He went to the locker room and gathered his stuff but as he was about to leave he ran into Randy. "Oh hey."
"Can we talk now?" Randy asked.
John sighed and made sure no one was around. He sat down with Randy and told him everything that happened that night. Afterwards they were just sitting there not talking or looking at each other. "Randy?"
"I'm not gay." Randy said still looking down.
"I know you're not. You were just drunk and said things you didn't mean. You don't have to worry because I won't say anything. It didn't mean anything so let's just forget it ever happened." He gathered his stuff again. "I'll see you tomorrow."
Randy just sat there. He wanted to run after John but he was so scared of what would happen if he did/ he jumped when a hand landed on his shoulder. "God Chris you scared me."
"Sorry." Chris said. "But since John is off you're with me so let's go."
OOO
Chris was driving around trying to find someone to pull over. He looked over at Randy who was looking out the window. "What's going on with you?"
Randy looked over at him. "Can you do something for me? I really need to talk to John."
"Oaky." Chris said.
OOO
John was on his couch watching TV when there was a knock at his door. He answered it. "What are you doing here?"
"We need to talk." Randy said coming into john's apartment.
John closed the door. "No we don't."
"Yes we do because I remember everything now." Randy said. "I might have been drunk but I meant everything that I said. I've felt this way about you ever since we met. I didn't know how to handle it so I just didn't say anything but it's out now and I can't hide it anymore."
John sighed "Why are you telling me this?" He said leaning back against the door.
Randy walked up to John. "Because I can't fight this anymore." He grabbed John's face and pulled him into a kiss.
Even though he didn't want to John pulled away. "I can't do this Randy."
Randy looked down. "Why not, I know you feel the same way about me?"
John shook his head "I can't do this to your family. You have a wife and kids Randy."
"I know." Randy said. "But I can't stop thinking about you."
John sighed "I can't stop thinking about you either."
Randy looked back up. "I love my family more than anything but I can't help how I feel about you."
John knew it was wrong but he couldn't deny it either and he pulled Randy into another heated kiss. "So what do we do now?" He asked once they broke apart.
Randy shrugged "No one has to know."
John smiled "Is this really happening right now?"
Randy nodded "Yes it is. Hey what did your dad want to talk to you about?"
John sighed. "Nothing important."
"I better go, Chris is waiting for me." Randy said. "I'll call you later."
"Bye." John said. Once he was gone he couldn't stop thinking about that kiss. The first one they shared was amazing but this one was far better since Randy was sober. He couldn't believe that this was really happening to him.
A/N Hope you've enjoyed my new chapter and the next one will be up soon.