Randy and John had been driving around all day in complete silence. John knew that something was wrong as soon as he saw Randy. "So are you going to tell me what's bugging you?"

Randy sighed "It's nothing."

"Come on Randy." John said. "I know that something is wrong."

"Amy asked me if I was going to leave them for you." Randy said looking over at him. "Apparently she's been overhearing Eve talking about you and me."

"Oh." Was all that John said. "What did you tell her?"

"What do you think I told her?" Randy said. "I told her that I wasn't leaving."

John stopped at the light. "So what do we suppose to do now? I can't go back to the way thing's were Randy."

"I'm not saying that we do that John." Randy said. "I just need some time to think about everything."

John nodded "Okay." He said driving off.

"John-" Randy started to say.

"It's fine." John said. "Take all the time you need."

Randy started to say something else but nothing would come out so he just forgot about it.

…..

That afternoon

John was just getting out of the shower when he bumped into Randy. "Sorry." He said walking pass him to his locker.

Randy knew that he was upset and he followed him. "Are you going to give me the cold shoulder all day?"

"I'm not giving you the cold shoulder." John said getting dressed. "I just can't sit here and pretend that I don't want you when you're all I think about."

Randy sat down across from him. "So you're just going to avoid me?"

John turned to Randy. "How can I do that when you're my partner? I'm just doing whatever it is that you want."

Randy looked down. "I don't want this either." He said. "I really love you John and I don't want to lose you but they are my family."

John sat across form him. "And I understand that and I'm not trying to pressure you."

"You seem upset." Randy said.

"I'm not." John said. "Take all the time that you need."

"Will you still be there?" Randy asked.

John smiled and started to put on his shoes. "I'm not going anywhere."

Randy couldn't help but smile. "Do you think you can give me a lift home?"

"Yeah." John said putting up his stuff. Together they left the station.

…..

That night

John was sitting on his couch watching TV when there was a knock at his door, getting up he answered it. "Randy what are you doing here?"

"Eve and I had a fight." Randy said coming into the house. "Don't worry it wasn't about you but I just needed some air."

"Well you're welcome to stay here." John said closing the door.

"Thanks." Randy said.

….

John was lying awake in his bed when his bedroom door opened. He looked up and saw Randy staring at him. "Is everything okay?" He asked getting up.

Randy walked up to John and kissed him. His hands started to undo his jeans.

"What are you doing?" John asked, his eyes still closed.

"I want to be with you." Randy said. He took off his shirt and jeans. "I can't stop thinking about you." He grabbed John's face and pulled him closer. "Tell me that you don't want me?"

"You know I want you I just-" John stopped.

"I'm not drunk John." Randy said. "I'm sober and I'm telling you that I want this."

John couldn't deny his feelings for Randy anymore and gave in, pulling Randy down on top of him. "I love you so much."

Randy smiled against John's lips. "I love you too."

…

The afternoon the next day

John sir has been calling his son for hours and he still hasn't heard anything from him nor has he heard from Randy. He used his spare key to get inside John's apartment and went right to the bedroom. He opened the door and saw John in bed with Randy. "John!" He yelled.

John jumped up. "Dad?"

Randy looked equally shock as John did. "Sir I can explain."

"Get dressed and to the station." Turning he left the house.

John wiped his face and laid back down. "Crap, crap, crap." He kept saying over and over again.

"I'm so screwed." Randy said. "I'm going to lose my job and my family."

"He's not going to say anything." John said. "Just relax okay; everything is going to be okay."

…

At the station

John was staring into his father office where he was talking with Randy. "I swear to go if he fires him I'm quitting."

"You can't mean that." Chris said.

"I'm his kid Chris so he's not going to fire me but he could care less about Randy." John said. "I know my dad and he won't hesitate to ruin his life." Just then Randy came out and John went over to him. "What happened?"

"I'm suspended." Randy said. "I can't do this with you anymore."

John looked back at his dad. "What did he say to you?"

"Nothing." Randy said. "I have to do what's right for my family and when I do come back I'm getting a new partner, I'm sorry John." He walked off.

John watched him go then went to his father's office. "Why did you suspend him?"

"He's lucky I didn't fire him!" His father yelled. "I warned you not to get involved with him."

"Yeah you warned me not him." John said. "So why is he suspended and not me?"

His father sighed "You're different."

"Because I'm your son!" John yelled. "You know what I'm sick of you treating me like this, I quit."

"John!" His father yelled going after him but John ignored him.

….

Later that night

John was sitting in a bar staring into his cup of whiskey when Randy sat down next to him. "I'm guessing you heard?"

"Yeah." Randy said. "Your dad called me and called off his suspension."

"Good for you." John snapped. "Now if you don't mind I really want to be alone."

"John I'm not going to leave you." Randy said.

"You already did!" John yelled getting up. "I get that your family means everything to you but I can't do this anymore. I'm done with my dad and I'm dome with you. So go back to living with a wife that you don't even love."

Randy sat back, he knew that John was drunk but what he was saying still hurt. "John."

"Please just leave me alone." John said. He threw some cash on the counter then walked off.

Randy was about to go after him but his phone started ringing so he walked outside and answered it. "Hey something came up but I'm on my way home now." Getting into a cab he drove home.

…

John stumbled into his apartment and flopped down on his couch. His whole life was now over and he didn't know what he was going to do now.

A/N Thanks for reading and please leave a review. Then next chapter will be up as soon as possible.